#technology deprived

Sooo… I gotta make a lil unfortunate announcement for everyone who sees this. I’m being shipped back to my dad’s house (aka family hell ft. my dad, his wife a.k.a my “stepmom,” and my grandma).

And this time it’s not just two weeks or whatever… I’ll be stuck there for like a whole ass YEAR until I finish my first year of college 💀 The only time I can come back to my mom’s side is for Thanksgiving and Christmas, which feels like forever away. And y’all already know how strict my dad's side of the family (which includes my dad, his wife (my "stepmom", and my grandma) are with me using tech… so there’s a slight possibility I might not be able to post for a while.

But!! I refuse to say goodbye because I don’t wanna believe I’ll be gone that long. Hopefully if my mom + stepdad help me out with some money (and if my mom can talk things out with my dad), I might be able to get back here sooner. If I get enough money, I can get myself a new phone and maybe they won’t be so damn nosy about what I’m doing on it 👀

So yeah. Wish me luck y’all 🙏💔 manifesting that I’ll be back faster than a month. I don’t wanna vanish.

Tagging all my mutuals @ruinationz and @turbotasticnumberone and @cartoon-cat7241 and @cru5h-cascades and @seleyaaaa and @mono-squamblo and @strayfelinez and @strangelilangel and @yukihirop and @rivertheemoo and @meatmedallion and @eeeeeeeeep-lolz and @drownedsilverforever

Additional Note: I also wanna apologize to my two mutuals ( @ruinationz and @turbotasticnumberone) on Discord 🫶💜 Before y’all go “but if you couldn’t be online on Discord, how come you sometimes posted on Tumblr??” — lemme explain. At my mom’s house, she had a strict time limit on how long I could use tech (phones, iPads, etc… not TV tho lol). And the time I was given wasn’t enough to properly hang out on Discord, it only let me do small things like make a quick Tumblr post or scroll a bit. So I wasn’t lying about not really being online — I just literally didn’t have enough time to spend in Discord convos the way I wanted to.

Sooo yeah, I’m officially in New York now… but that doesn’t mean I can just go back to posting regularly 😔 The only reason I can even make this post rn is because my mom let me borrow her phone temporarily. I’m still working on getting my own phone, and when I finally do, y’all will be the first to know! 🖤

Vlog #1: 3- Day Phone Deprivation

aka my dog loves electronics.

my dog ate my laptop charger so i can only go on that when my mom isn't home so i can use her charger and that is pretty much never. 

then my dog ate my phone and i can barely use it. 

so the only thing im using is my ipod and it's crazy annoying.