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I just want an escape from my thoughts. That's all.
- Forever over thinking, over caring and over feeling.
I really should stop caring.
Feeling too much, for too many.
I am too emotionally invested in life.
I can't stop over caring.
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Over Caring and Over thinking
So told day I was told while having a conversation with a co worker and a parent at the school I volunteer at that I am over caring and I over think things. It hurt my feelings but at the same time I was like I can't help the heart God has given me. This is has always been an insecurity of mine. But, I see it as a strength of mine instead of insecurity.
Level of Caring
I am not sure if my level of caring is right.
I seem to jump from extreme to extreme.
For a long time, I have taken many people's problems on as my own. This has lead to emotional problems due to my desire to help everyone to the point of neglecting myself. Recently I have promised to stop this self destructive behavior.
I wanted to be my own story and not just a side character.
However, now I am at a lost. I feel that by not rushing to my friend's house when she cries, that staying home and trying to collect my thoughts when I honestly do not feel well, avoiding certain friends who are causing me discomfort......I feel like my actions are just hurting people. In particular one friend I have had for years.
I am not sure how to feel about this. I feel like I am by nature just an over-caring person and trying to break that in turn breaks me....
Look at all the fucks I don't give.
it's really hard to focus on doing something for myself. Sometimes I have to lie and say I hate people just so I'll stop caring what they think of me. I'm not ok with being single. But life isn't guaranteed to be fair all the time. I really need to learn how to focus on accomplishing things for myself.
Regardless of what other people do or think. It's one of the most difficult things in the world.
