#yunglean

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themes: crying during sex, missing nate, arguing, protective!nate, sex mention, soft!nate

a/n: i love making soft nate fics you can’t stop me

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You lay on your bed as your boyfriend kisses your neck, your stomach is coiling.

The two of you started dating three months ago, and today was your first time.

It was perfect, you two went out to dinner - a nice romantic one, now here you are back at home about to have sex.

He inserts himself into you gently thrusting in and out of you, as his pace picks up and he starts talking you through it your heart races - and not in a good way.

The voice is familiar, but not the familiar voice you want to hear. You and your now ex boyfriend Nate had ended things a little over 7 months ago, when you met your boyfriend you thought you were ready but now it's far too much. Nate was the only person you had given your body too - first and last until now.

You begin to freak out, you feel stuck, you can't mess this up but you can't pretend. Nate is the one you want, the one you've always wanted.

No matter what your current boyfriend wasn't nate, he didn't treat you the same, he didn't have the same patience, he didn't care about what you had to say.

Laying in bed with him made you realize just how much you missed Nate.

A tear begins sliding down the side of your face, “uh stop.” you say, scared of his reaction.

“What, what's wrong? Did I do something?” he asks frantically and out of breath.

“No it's not you, I just - i cant.”

You shoot up off the bed and rush to put your clothes back on.

“What's going on y/n, we don't have to.” he says in that tone that sounds like he's fine with it but in reality he's terribly disappointed.

“No i know, i uh i have to go” you reply, running out of the room.

Embarrassment flushes on your cheeks, leaving them a bright shade of pink. He follows behind you, hoping to put his pants on.

He catches up to you and grabs you by the waist, turning you to face him.

“Just talk to me y/n, what is it?”

You look up at him, pupils blown just at the thought of how much you miss Nate. He can immediately tell, the break up was extremely public, everyone knew how much you loved him, even your boyfriend.

“Really, you can't have sex with me because of your ex?” he says in an offensive tone, his words degrade you, slice you in the heart.

“Im sorry, i just-” before you could finish your sentence he cuts you off.

“Bullshit y/n!” he yells, waving his hand out and slapping the glass vase on the floor, leaving it to shatter everywhere.

The sudden disruptance startles you, leaving you to jump back.

“I'm sorry! I can't help how I feel!” you yell back, your voice high pitched and filled with so many emotions.

“You're a slut y/n! You know that? Getting with me just to get back at him!” he yells.

“That's not true!” you yelp.

“I don't blame him for leaving you!” he says, grabbing your wrist.

“You know, I would've taken care of you, better care than he did, but you're a piece of shit slut who runs back to the safety net.” he says in your face, his voice low, asserting control.

“Get the hell off me!” you yell, forcing his wrist off you and running out of the building.

You run through the dark rain and make your way to the car, as you pull away you notice he trailed behind you, but didn't make it in time.

Your mascara smeared down your face, your hair and clothes soaking wet. The only thing filling the silence in the car is the windshield wipers going back and forth.

You don't think you just drive - drive to Nate's house.

You arrive at his place, it takes you a minute but you finally get out of the car and walk out. You knock on his door and almost immediately he opens it.

“y/n?” he says, in a soft confused tone.

‘What's wrong?’

“bf/n, he got really mad at me because i didnt wanna have sex with him and he broke my vase and I just miss you and I feel stupid” you sob.

“I’ll fucking kill him” he says, he opens his arm out and walks you into the warm house. He quickly grabs you a change of clothes you never picked up from his place and helps you change.

Once you're in dry clothes he pulls you in for a hug, he holds you tight to his chest, he holds you like it's a dream - like if he lets go you'll be gone again.

“Here, come sit. I’ll get you some water princess.” he says. You finally hear the comforting familiar voice again, the one that makes you feel safe and cared about.

Before he can bring you the water he gets distracted by a knock on the door, followed by a voice.

“Y/n i know you're in there, come out lets fix this” your boyfriend says, muffled through the door.

Your heart skips a beat at the sound of his voice, your eyes find Nate right away.

“Ill take care of it” he says, bringing you to his room.

He shuts the door behind him and walks towards the door.

“Hey man, she can't talk right now.” Nate says.

“Bullshit, im her boyfriend she can always talk to me.” bf/n says.

“Dosent seem like that anymore, you should probably go.”

“Really? She didn't tell me that. Why don't you let her tell me.”

“I don't think she needs to.”

“Yeah she does.” bf/n says.

“Okay, just a second.” Nate shuts the door and makes his way to the bedroom, he grabs your hand and gently walks you to the door.

He stands in front of you like a shield, like he's about to take a bullet for you.

He looks back at you, his eyes saying everything he isn't, signaling you to say what you need to say.

It takes you a second to find the courage, but you knew with Nate, you were safe.

“It's over, go home and give me the keys to my place.” you say, your tone is soft but still demanding.

“y/n dont do this, I promise it's okay, we can figure it out.” bf/n says.

“She said what she said. You need to leave.” nate steps in.

“I don’t want her pussy ex talking for my girlfriend.”

“Shes not your girlfriend anymore.” Nate says, slightly pushing him out of the doorway.

“Don’t fucking touch me.” he replies with a harder push, without even thinking, nate throws a punch right to his face. He falls off impact, Nate walks over to him grabbing him by the color of his shirt, he pulls him up off the ground and walks him back to his car, shoving him into the door.

“Come near her again and ill fucking kill you” nate says, blood drips down bfs/n face and onto his shirt, he doesn’t say anything he just stares.

Nate walks back to you, pulling you in for a hug apologizing.

“I'm sorry he did that to you” he says while he cleans the blood off his hand.

“Thank you Nate, I'm sorry for just showing up.” you reply.

“I'm glad you did” he says, pressing a soft kiss on your forehead before walking you over to lay on the couch with him.

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