#original me

Beauty and

Chaos...

Female |40|UK|Please proceed...

The poetry published is my original work, even those that have this ©️randik86. I have changed my username for reasons that are my business and my business alone. Please do not repost my work and make claims! Do not manipulate or add anything to my work without asking beforehand. You will be immediately reported! All imagery posted alongside my poems are not original and, if needed, can be removed. They simply are to give visual stimulation to what I write.

Most of my posts and reposts are scheduled, so don't assume that I am on here 24/7. As mentioned in my bio, I do not hold a notebook, note pad, or any kind of journal. My words are written in the spur of the moment and the images are selected after the work is done.

My poetry are my most intimate thoughts, scattered letters for whomever wants to find them. They are a sample of who I am and what I have experienced, so please do not make assumptions from reading my poetry that you know the author behind them. Which I am certain that the majority are familiar with the saying assumption is...

I am open to meeting new people.

I will not follow blank blogs or blogs that contain content that does not interest me. No use in messaging me if I do not follow you in return. But do feel free to ask me any questions if you wish.

I have finally decided to create my own community on here. A little corner that writers and poets are free to express their artistry. I do ask that all are respectful towards each other. Be mindful that this is intended to broaden a wider platform for all of you creative inklers. Copy the link to join:

https://www.tumblr.com/communities/writers-canvas?source=share

I have commenced with finally creating a Instagram page...please don't judge it's still brand new...so still a work in progress:

https://www.instagram.com/fallencalliope?igsh=Znk2Z3Z3aGkzZjVk

I am not demanding, I have few simple requests:

1. Enjoy and appreciate my artwork/poems;

2. Be respectful.

3. AI is an artform on a artificial level. Do not criticise me for using it. As mentioned the images are to stimulate the writing.

4.If you do not appreciate the imagery that is used then move along without stating hateful words.

©️fallencalliope

Existem muitas versões de mim.

A que sorri, a que aguenta, a que finge que não dói.

Existe a que duvida, a que se encolhe, a que acha que não basta.

Mas existe também a que ama, a que insiste, a que fica.

E é essa que eu tento ser todos os dias.

Parents

"I brush my teeth with bleach 'cause I ain't got time for cavities"

"My daddy put a gun to my head, said, 'If you kiss a boy, I'm gonna shoot you dead' "

" 'Cause my high hopes are getting low because these people are so old"

"The way they think about it all"

"If I tried, I would never know"

"My high hopes are getting low"

"But I know I'll never be alone"

"It's alright, we'll survive"

"They told me casual affection leads to sexual infection"

"But it's hard to get an erection when you're so used to rejection"

"So let me know when my breathing stops"

"My high hopes are getting low but I know I'll never be alone"

"It's alright, we'll survive 'cause parents ain't always right"

"Tick, tock, stop the clock because I got the feeling that I'm gonna get shot"

Braindead!

"I just wanna be pretty brain-dead"

"You lock me out"

"You lock me in"

"You smoke my soul and I can't win"

"It's over now, before it begins"

"Just suck this salt to cleanse your sins"

"If I can't speak about the things that make me sad, then I am weak"

"But I'm not strong either"

"I'm just a kid with a cold pretendin' it's a fever.."

"The mystery is not that hard when you can read between the bars"

"With the lies you tell and the shit you speak"

"I think you should clean your teeth with guilty truths and liar's bleach"

"They find it hard to love you, no matter what they say"

"They're tryna get above you while laughing in your face"

Original Me

"I'm so sick of me, wake up and hate to breathe"

"And I pride myself in that, so dramatic, I'll admit"

"I'm so typical, my life ain't difficult"

"I'm so caught up in it"

"Just a lowlife, I'll admit"

"I'm self-critical, a try-hard original"

"I pride myself on that, such a loser, I'll admit"

"I ask myself, when my time will come.."

"Will I run away, will I run away?"

"I'm the original loser"

"Some days, I wish I's anyone else"

"I'm so paranoid, most people I avoid"

"Not seeking sympathy, I just want all of this"

"I hide under an umbrella and try to shelter myself from the rain"

"Try to stop my head from goin' insane.."

"Counting down all the days"

"Swear that there's a bright side too"

"I climb the walls inside of my mind"

"I'ma be alone tonight"

"If I tried to stay alive and realize I'm going blind"

"Don't let 'em change your mind"

"Don't let 'em waste your time"

Strawberry Lipstick

"I got a toxic attitude and lack of self control"

"They're gonna lock me in a closet, but I'm coming out"

"Im gonna bite all of your fingers, put them in my mouth"

"Take it easy on me"

"I know you're so hard to please"

"She got my heart in her hands like a headlock"

"I can't see straight, ten seconds past five o'clock"

"I don't know what she's doing, but she'll do me wrong"

"She's such a tease"

"She's gonna suck on my strawberry lipstick"

"She's gonna taste my body with her fingertips"

"I cannot breathe"

"I can't breathe"

"You can have it all if you don't take my heart"

"You can have it all"

Ice Cream Man

"Ice cream man"

"I'm sitting on my own again"

"Wondering what all my friends did last night"

"They think that I hate them 'Cause I haven't sent them a text in two days"

"Lying on a concrete bench trying to rid my head from the cobwebs"

"And I don't want to get out of bed for your nonsense"

"Take my dreams and get them banned"

"I'm all used up, got nothing left"

"I got bumper cars inside my chest that don't hold back"

"Go MIA, then I am oppressed"

"And my mother thinks I've been dead for the weekend"

"I won't ever be like the others"