#oppersdorff

I've been getting harassed for months by a well-known troll who has harassed multiple Tomarry shippers,

and now the harasser is trying to accuse me of being the infamous anonymous troll (quite transparently herself) who's being bothering everyone.

Even though I've been one of the people getting harassed the most here.

I had this sitting in my drafts for a long time, but after the "defamation" using my username — and after a brief and private exchange between us earlier, where I saw her trying to fabricate the narrative by pushing the label of me being the anon troll onto me, even going so far as to praise me for it — I finally decided to post.

She is a known harasser who turns the users she fixates on into her personal scapegoats, and she very likely runs multiple alts. Her behavior and track record pretty much speak for themselves. She has a pretty bad reputation among Tomarry shippers, and this whole persecution is probably happening because I'm always answering asks and making metas without backing down from the hate I get.

So yes, I was receiving hateful anon asks obsessively. I suspect that many of them are from her, and I'll explain why I think that is the case. But I want to make it clear; she has been trying to accuse me of impersonating her, which would conveniently cast me as the person responsible for harassing other shippers and even users within my own fandom. All while trying to manipulate things to make it look like I am the main problem, and even claiming that we had already communicated through the hprambles-blog, which I had no idea she was active on. I interacted with that blog only a few times anonymously; most of my interactions were public. So she probably knew who I was all along, since I would occasionally comment on and reblog posts there mostly about my ship and its characters, not hers.

Quite different from her mentioning and tagging Tomarry on her own blog.

And she has no direct or concrete evidence linking me to any of the things she's trying to accuse me of. Unlike her, I literally have no history of threatening anyone or trying to stir up drama with other users. You can just look at my blog. She is someone who spent months harassing me over my opinions and digging for anything she could use to fabricate an image of me.

Meanwhile, I have a very straightforward screenshot showing her doing the exact things (death threats and harassment: the ones linked to the anonymous troll) she claims I am doing.

Also, the weird intention to tarnish the reputation of a specific Tomarry shipper is quite clear here:

I'm a passionate Tomarry shipper, and since I'm always actively sharing and defending my opinions, she has developed this unhealthy fixation on me, so much so that she keeps trying to compete with my posts. Which is pretty ironic coming from someone who is just now accusing me of being the one tormenting her.

Also, I already spoke with her privately months ago, but in a very different context than now, where she pretended to help me with a problem that she was probably causing herself, and I showed and explained why. So, this person has been obsessed with me for months. Even going so far as sending me anon asks pretending to agree with my opinions while simultaneously trying to trash me. One day, when I questioned this and confronted her (likely) alts directly — once months ago and again just a few weeks ago — she pretended it wasn't her, acting strangely nice in the process.

So yes, fugamalefica, I really hope you are reading this. I'm fed up with you interfering in my fandom, trying to make me your punching bag, and now potentially trying to turn me into a scapegoat for your own actions. It doesn't matter that I'm a shipper who loves to argue and make metas about a ship you clearly don't like. I am not going to tolerate your attempts to make me your naive victim. Just as I've never backed down from the anon hate I have been receiving all these months.

Sincerely, I'm exhausted and I just want to clear things up for you all and to warn you to be cautious with this sort of person. And yes, I linked here a lot of posts from this one, which I'm explaining and giving context for.

Main context: At the time, I was dealing with a lot of arguments about feminine-coded and masculine-coded dynamics from anons who showed up just to insult me over my opinions on the topic. The harasser knew about this and was probably the one who made a 'satire' post saying "Lord Voldemort is 1000% masculine". She knew exactly how to bait me with a fake satire post about it, since I've been interacting with this idea. I interacted with the post at first, but then deleted my reaction when I started suspecting the account wasn't actually satire, considering the blog's further content and how it started interacting strangely with my suspected harasser. And, coincidentally, just now fugamalefica is using it against me, probably because she created the post herself and was just waiting for my reaction. It is what she calls "evidence to boot".

Someone even sent me this anonymously, and I was honest about it. Now I'm wondering if it was actually her who sent the ask. I only started realizing this after seeing the posts from the 'fake satire account' @sanguisdelux, which is possibly her and I blocked now. And a very suspicious account that interacted with my blog practically confirmed this.

Also, a few weeks ago I got a very interesting anon ask. One that made a theory click in my mind about the anonymous troll's real intention. And it lines up perfectly with what she's trying to do to me now, turning me into the troll persona she herself invented. ↓

Even though I'd already suspected her, I didn't have proof. Not until she orchestrated all this recent drama to pin everything on me and wipe her hands clean of the problems she has been causing for me and for others for months. It is no surprise she had been planning to blame me for so long, creating situations where I would conveniently fit the narrative she wanted. So I really think that she and her transphobic friend are finding all of this very entertaining. And yes, I found out about that "insignificant" little detail about her best friend from the exposed (the first linked post) someone sent me about her and some racist she was connected with. Congrats to both of them for keeping such a terrible track record while still trying to pin all of this on me. Truly brilliant.

A bit of a background for people who don't know about the troll situation: There is a troll going around since May sending people anonymous asks pretending to be other people. They mostly target Snape, Marauders, Bellamort, Tomarry, and Tomione fans. They impersonate fans and send hate to other fans to start drama.

So, a while ago, I was certain the troll was the infamous Rose. This was due to her history of harassment of Bellamort shippers and her issues with the ship. She seemed to be the natural option, but the true troll was a lot sneakier. This time, Rose was innocent.

The anonymous troll is actually @oppersdorff.

The person I now have concrete and undeniable evidence for being the troll was one of the people targeted most by the troll. You can scroll through my blog and see me defending them from the troll. I'd done my best to help them and it wasn't until December, when they made a blog where their modus operandi was the exact same as the anon troll's, that it clicked they were the troll all along, sending themselves asks to make them look less suspicious, but it's actually quite curious how then troll is always on their blog. Who else is always on their blog? Them, of course!

First, they have a history of wishing death upon people, even other Tomarry shippers who disagree with their headcanon of 'bottom Tom'.

The blog they made and the evidence suggesting it's them.

Oppersdorff tried to pin this on @fugamalefica, which is convenient given her bad reputation, but oppersdorff was caught pinning his own doings on fugamalefica. She's a convenient scapegoat, but the history of sneakiness is oppersdorff's, not fugamalefica's. There is concrete proof, including timestamps, that oppersdorff lied in his posts about fugamalefica. He and his friends have been stalking her for months and told her to die.

I feel extremely awkward and embarrassed even making this post because this person had nothing to do with either of us, nor this drama. All @ladydolomora ever did was post a few metas. I sent her a private message because I wanted to discuss this with her before making a post, and she agreed.

So, oppersdorff, in his paranoia about everyone being me and to construct his own narrative about me, accused me of being this meta writer for no reason that I can think of, except that I have reblogged her a few times, just like I have reblogged many other people. One of her metas was also about subjects very close to oppersdorff's heart (masculinity and femininity) and clearly he did not like that, so I guess dismissing it as 'just me' felt comfortable.

This is the meta by ladydolomora he keeps talking about:

This is giving me so much secondhand embarrassment. Again, I apologise that you dragged into this mess, @ladydolomora, and if you ever change your mind about me posting it, just let me know and I'll delete it.

I would also like to mention that none of the asks oppersdorff got that were about masculinity or femininity were from me. It's simply not a topic that interests me much. Oppersdorff has a habit of assuming all of his anons are from the same person, and now he's accusing me of being that person. It's most likely not the case. It's foolish to think that you can just assume the identify of anonymous asks when there's no way of knowing who sent you an anon.

The screenshots oppersdorff posted here have nothing to do with me either. Those accounts aren't mine.

Context: I've been getting harassed for months by a well-known troll who has harassed multiple Tomarry shippers.

You're the only one endlessly trying to argue against my posts exposing you, while I am just defending myself and my fandom from someone who was clearly insecure about my opinions, even opinions that aren't even about the fandom! What a complex.

And it's not just about me, it is about opinions from other bloggers in general, since your whole blog is basically built around constantly rivaling someone. Are you going to deny that too? And you need to feel "superior" by mocking me with your friends on Discord for months, and you can't even bring yourself to admit your own obsession with me or my fandom.

You would rather spend months harassing me, going so far as to create alts about me, writing long texts projecting your insecurities about criticism of Bellamort (your fandom) onto me. As that linked exposed from last year about you shows, and you haven't changed a thing.

It doesn't even matter if I say I literally have no history of harassment or any of the same crap you've pulled, because you twist that point and flaunt your mockery with your friends in private, as if your hatred and contempt for me automatically proves something against me. Who even cares about my blog as much as you do? Even my closest mutuals I don't involve that much, because I don't feel the need to build an image on top of toxicity. My only goal is to speak up when I see someone trying to harm them, just like you've repeatedly tagged our fandom, clearly intending to interfere in a space you claim to hate. Meanwhile, in our last private conversation, you said you don't hate my ship or even me. That's a lie.

But of course, you literally called yourself Jesus and Galileo, while I am the child, or Harry to your Voldemort lol, and my mutuals and I are supposedly trying to dominate you, while you admit you want to dominate us. What an interesting BDSM dynamic.

Am I supposed to swallow 'Jesus' forgiveness' and accept the hell Jesus created for me just to polish her reputation, all while feeding her obsession? No, my dear. I would rather be banned from "heaven" than be the person you want me to be for you.

Some of my deleted posts I screenshot beforehand for my own records, and some anons I've deleted because I found them unnecessary to keep on my blog. But as you can see, I have screenshots of many of them, and I have posted only a few of the hateful asks I was receiving from fugamalefica. Just filter the "anon ask" tag.

Do you have a screenshot of what you're claiming? I would genuinely like you to show it to everyone, so we can see exactly what I was saying in my post. I tagged the Bellamort fandom (and I believe I tagged the Tomione fandom as well) for a reason. I was literally warning about a possible troll who was impersonating other shippers (including Bellamort shippers) to make them look unhinged lol. I mean, it would actually be quite helpful for both of us if you had that post of mine screenshotted as well during your little surveillance.

Yes, you were competing with my posts lol.

Another lie. I've had posts about this topic since November, and even one that predates those. Just filter "NPD" on my blog.

And the second post of mine that you pointed out was literally a continuation of one of the NPD analyses I wrote on that exact same day: November 10th.

full post here / full post here

After you made your post clearly responding to mine, claiming that Voldemort doesn't have NPD and said you don't think "it's helpful to interpret a character by projecting a psychiatric disorder on them." I had already made several posts, well before yours, psychoanalyzing him.

So, when I saw your CPTSD post — since it showed up in the tags and neither of us had the other blocked at the time — I picked up on the competitive tone and the indirect jab, and I decided to respond. Not to you specifically, but in defense of the analyses I had already written long before your post, and to consolidate everything I had been saying overall.

None of that changes the fact that you only started tagging your posts as psychological analysis and similar terms after I had already been openly demonstrating both interest and knowledge in the subject.

You were just being a frustrated brat, and you still are, now that you're trying to twist everything back onto me (as you'd clearly been planning for a while) simply because I finally decided to expose who you really are.

Look at the way fugamalefica weaponizes a mental disorder to claim I'm projecting onto a character. And that accusation says more about what she herself does than it does about me. Preemptive deflection.

my own trauma helped me understand Voldemort even better than I did before, and now we're finally the same...lol.

There's also this one where he can be seen wishing death on his own friends. He could argue this was a joke, but so were some of my own comments.

Me venting on my own blog while irritated at a few friends and acquaintances acting like idiots is not the same as fugamalefica sending multiple hate messages and death threats to a Tomarry shipper she didn't even know. Not to mention the anonymous slurs she sent to me and to other bloggers, everything documented in that post from last year exposing her. Really.

A while ago, before I deleted my twitter, someone called @loydblann interacted with one of my tweets. They were a very enthusiastic 'bottom Tom' fan, just like oppersdorff. At the time, I did not realise the connection between the two, even though one of my tweets was stolen and sent to multiple ask blogs on Tumblr anonymously at exactly the same time. Now, seeing oppersdorff's posts where he revealed he's called Loyd on Discord, I remembered that person and looked them up on twitter (all I had to do was search 'bottom Tom Riddle', and lo, he appeared!)

In one of his recent tweets, loydblann/oppersdorff can be seen wishing death on 'bottom Tom' haters and saying he means it. So the claim that he has no history of this unlike me is demonstrably false. He's just much sneakier than I am.

Both oppersdorff and loydblann call certain Harry fans Hawwies, which is even more proof that loydblann is oppersdorff.

I would really like her to show everyone this supposed interaction between us, or me engaging with any of the posts she claims I stole and brought here. Because it feels like I'm being used as a scapegoat, exactly as mentioned in my main post. If she found my Twitter through a Discord nickname but has no proof whatsoever of any supposed interaction between us, then all she's really doing is admitting she has been stalking me beyond Tumblr and trying to pass that off as evidence. It seems.

Also, was fugamalefica trashing Bottom Tom fans on Twitter or something? Because even when people do that (and plenty of them do) I don't usually go pick a fight lol. So what exactly would be the point of me suddenly targeting this person of all people?

If anyone has a history of inserting themselves into other people's blogs just to argue and send them death threats, it isn't me. And pointing that out isn't weaponizing the shitty reputation she built for herself, it's simply acknowledging the obvious.

Why is she talking as if I've been keeping that Twitter account some kind of state secret and she is just struck gold? Right. Oh, it fits the narrative she is trying to build. Most of my closer mutuals know it's mine lol. I mostly use it to repost things and occasionally comment; nothing nearly as substantial as what I usually post here. If anyone wants to follow me there, they can.

Did he, or did he lie and project again as he always does? I saw his posts and they're nothing new. My 'bad reputation' is being weaponised against me as it always has and he's conveniently leaving out so much from his posts.

He is correct that I have been very rude and mean in the past and even wished death on people. I regret that now because I can see that while it alleviates my anger in the short term, it's not good for me in the long-term because it gives people like him ammunition to lie about me. However, everything I have ever said has been public and under my own username, as can be seen in all the evidence against me. Oppersdorff, on the other hand, has been much sneakier than I could ever be (I genuinely can't compartmentalise the way he can. I can't lie. I am unable to be dishonest even if I wanted to), and there are many lies in his posts about me.

For example, he says he's never wished death upon anyone the way I have or sent anyone death threats, but that's a lie, isn't it?

Evidence of oppersdorff wishing death on people.

I mean, we're on a website where this kind of behaviour is already normalised and even encouraged. If you look up Charlie Kirk, you'd see posts with thousands of notes celebrating his death. There are posts with even more notes wishing death and rape on J. K. Rowling. On this website, real deaths are celebrated and justified, so how can people be expected to not release their anger in ways considered immoral everywhere else when everyone is already doing the same thing? You can justify those as much as you want, but if you deem certain things acceptable, don't be surprised when people other than you do them as well.

I now regret wishing death on people (they were not death threats, because I never intended to kill anyone lol. I just wished death upon certain people in my anger) because I have developed my own ethical standards that are completely unrelated to the wider Tumblr culture and every day, I desire cultural validation less, so whether or not Tumblr has normalised this no longer affects my own behaviour, but it did a year ago when I was nineteen and still finding myself. I would like to publicly apologise to everyone I've wished death on. Obviously I didn't actually mean it, but if it hurt you, I genuinely regret it.

Now, about oppersdorff and his lies, this is another conversation we had that he conveniently left out in his own posts.

Instead of posting this, he made up a false conversation with @limborganic, which I suspected of being his own alt months ago, and tried to frame that account of being me. This was our final conversation. It's pretty obvious here that I genuinely believe, due to all the evidence I have, that oppersdorff is the anonymous troll.

The limborganic conversation is supposed to have happened at 17:00-18:30 Brazil Time, which would have been 1 am to 2:30 am in Tajikistan where I live, and I was quite literally asleep then lol, as any of my friends can confirm. I had no posts on Tumblr at that time and I post constantly.

Even my employer sent me these messages at the time I was supposedly talking to oppersdorf as limborganic and I didn't reply because I was asleep!

Instead of posting the actual conversation we had, oppersdorff posted a fake conversation that was supposed to have happened with me when I was asleep!

Furthermore, I have a blog @exposingtheanonymoustroll where I have been trying to expose and search for the troll for months. Why would I draw to attention to the troll if it was me? Oppersdorff claims I planned to accuse him of being the troll, but I only accused him recently and I only realised it was him when he made the @sanguisdelux blog, because the modus operandi was the same. Oppersdorff has tried to pin that blog on me as well, but the blog's post has so much in common with oppersdorff's own posts.

See here is why I think @sanguisdelux is oppersdorff. Part 1 and Part 2.

Now, oppersdorff claims that I intentionally made it to mock him, but I connected the dots in real time!

This was my thinking process as I was connecting oppersdorff to the troll in real time.

I connected oppersdorff to the troll after I'd spent months searching for the troll and even helping oppersdorff because I thought he was being attacked too. I even gave him a tracking tool that I use on my own blog as well. Would I do that if it was me? Obviously not lol. It's pretty clear everything was organic and I was figuring it all out in real time.

The modus operandi of the troll is completely consistent with sanguisdelux, which is demonstrably oppersdorff, and yet, he's pinning that on me, just like he's pinning the troll on me.

I was connecting the dots as it was happening and before @sanguisdelux , despite suspecting oppersdorff might be involved, my money was on the troll being Rose, @vibrantnemesisessence. I even made a post on @exposingtheanonymoustroll where I accused Rose of being the troll. For that, I would like to sincerely apologise to Rose lol. I was suspecting her of everything and oppersdorff has been very, very sneaky indeed. I even admire it and I have told him that.

Here, oppersdorff can be seen projecting his own motivations on me. Anyone who knows me would know how little I care about reputation and external validation. Otherwise, I'd be a lot sneakier from the start, just like oppersdorff is, and I would be deleting posts that paint me in a bad light, just like oppersdorff is. If I cared about reputation, I would not be so transparent about everything!

Since I don't care much about reputation, I would never orchestrate a months-long plan just to tarnish someone's reputation because that's hardly the worst thing that can happen to people. On the other hand, reputation is extremely important to oppersdorff, as he confesses in this post. He's also said he has NPD and one of the symptoms of the disorder is basing one's self-worth on external validation. So who out of us is likelier to be the anonymous troll, whose goal was to tarnish someone's reputation? And if it was me, why on earth would all the asks be from someone parodying and mocking a Bellamort shipper, specifically me? Come on, lol!

I am even making this post only to set the record clear, and so people can arrive to their own conclusions. If, in the end, they would prefer to believe oppersdorff's lies for whatever reason, that's their prerogative. Everything and everyone I have ever loved and defended has been attacked by the world, so if my own personal identity would now be grouped with them, so be it. It makes me sad that the world is the way it is, but it is what it is, and I would rather stick with what's true than lie for validation. Why be surprised when the world acts like the world?

The thing that bothers me most about this is oppersdorff dragging people who had nothing to do with him in this drama due to his paranoia.

To quell his paranoia so he avoids dragging random people in this mess in the future, I'll list all of my blogs. Block them if you will. I have no other blogs.