#oof xd

😭😭😭💔💔

I was rooting for him even if I didn't really expect it xdd it just would've been PERFECT and I love him xd

(pls do not reblog)

the kiss

you typically wait until the last second to believe the truth--because it would destroy you to believe it, and then find out it was a lie. you are someone who has never wanted to want, but has rarely been able to do anything else. the idea that you might have to break down your walls for the sake of someone else, someone who could easily decide they don't like what is on the other side, is harrowing. why let people get close enough to be rejected? you are enough for yourself. and you will tell yourself that every time you catch yourself staring at their mouth, smirking at their joke, finding a reason to flick their shoulder. until the kiss. that's when the flood of want, want, want bowls over you and you realize that you are torn between two ways of living. Oh, you think. because despite how complicated you have made it, the moment you kiss, somehow, things seem incredibly simple. they won't be once you start thinking again, but for now, for this moment, you live in the quiet peace of revelation. Oh.

tagged by @x-m-p-e-r-e-u-r​ & @kagami--uchiha​ <3

for the first time I was introduced to ideas that weren’t based on fundamentalist christian values

I went to a secular college after going to a christian elementary school, a different christian high school, never missing a sunday service unless I was sick, and twelve years of awana (basically a weekly bible club)

like, my parents went hard to indoctrinate me as much as possible and then I went to college where people didn’t care who you were attracted to or if you decided to curse