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a piece i did for oncethereweredragons zine !!
(back from december 2020)
the zine turned out beautifully, i am so happy to be part of such project. everyone did an amazing job + big thanks to the mods :)

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Defense of The Hidden World.
This is my first time posting here in ages but Iâve been working on an essay in defense of HTTYD 3. Some of the possible responses Iâve seen against arguments defending the movie will be answered throughout. (warning this is long, like, ridiculously long so if you donât read this then I completely understand. I just wanted a place to formulate and explain my opinion.Â
Hiccup and Toothlessâ relationship proved that a genuine, unflinchingly honest and unconditional love could exist between humans and dragons. It proved to the world that co-existence was possible, but maybe not yet. However the main thing that I found to be so profound about THW was that even though they loved each other, they were both willing to explore their own identities separate from each other. Once Toothless found the Lightfury, he re-discovered what it meant to be a dragon. Not a domesticated dragon but a pure, natural dragon. He found that he had instincts that he never knew he had. For instance, he tries to do a mating dance by himself as well as the simple fact that he was so in love with the Light Fury. So when he wanted to mate with the light fury he turned to Hiccup for advice (third date scene) because not only did he not know what to do, but he had seen Hiccup getting closer with Astrid over the years and now that he finally found someone else, he wanted advice on how to handle it. That just shows the love between them. Yes, Hiccup made mistakes in the movie in terms of how he handled Toothless getting with the Lightfury. He was anxious and felt as if he needed to be there to protect him so he desperately tried to halt Grimmel and the armadaâs advance without Toothless because he knew he had to do something. However he failed at this and caused Ruffnut to be captured. This causes him to feel like he canât lead properly without Toothless. He has always doubted whether heâs worthy, but this time he genuinely feels as if he doesnât know who he is without Toothless. This is confirmed when Astrid and Valka have that brief conversation after Hiccup storms off (after theyâve returned from Grimmelâs tower) and they say:
âHe thinks he has to lead alone, well, because his father had to. He doesnât realize the strength you have together. Do you still believe in him?â - Valka
âOf course, I wish he did. But he thinks heâs nothing without Toothless.â - Astrid
âThen help him realize the truthâ - Valka
This comes to a head when Grimmel had just captured Toothless, the Lightfury, and all of Berkâs dragons and he has flown off. Hiccup and Astrid have that conversation on the cliff and while the entire conversation is so so so damn important and powerful, there is one quote that sums it up:
âYou are the bravest, most stubborn, determined, knucklehead I know. Toothless didnât give you that Hiccup. He just-â - Astrid
â-made it easierâ - Hiccup
All of this works so magnificently because the film has been able to show that both Hiccup and Toothless now have different goals in life. Itâs just so beautiful how the film allows both characters to explore and accept their own identities without having any grievances towards each other in the process. Even though Hiccup is anxious about Toothless leaving him, it doesnât mean he resents him for it. He is just concerned for his best friendâs safety out in the wild.
When that final scene of them saying goodbye comes along, itâs so impactful because they both realize that while obviously they could just all stay as they are and nothing would change, that wouldnât be the right thing to do at this point. While Hiccup (and the audience) want to see the message at the end of HTTYD 2 fulfilled where the world could be changed into a dragon-human paradise, it isnât realistic, no matter how much we believe it could happen.Â
âDoesnât this go against the themes of the franchise?âÂ
In a way, yes. But also it was the only real CONCLUSION the characters could have come to. I mean, what else was there to learn about the world other than the fact that trying to create a dragon/human paradise isnât sustainable forever. They were able to create one on Berk but that didnât last. People will always continue to try and disrupt this way of life. Evil people like Grimmel will always be around to exploit dragon-kind for their own nefarious goals.Â
âBut isnât that the point? To always fight and stand up for the dragons and not give up by sending them away to some other place?âÂ
Well your not wrong, but isnât allowing them to live in a paradise where they will never be harmed by other humans ever again worth it? Isnât it worth it to find peace without the need for war? Isnât that what a chief is supposed to do?Â
âA chief protects his ownâ Thatâs the point. It IS a sacrifice. Because even though the Berkians may consider the dragons as their own, they arenât. They are still independent dragons. (I give an example of this later on in the form of a deleted scene) Itâs a sacrifice of the idealistic views that the second movie explored. Even that movie proved that consequences would come from actively trying to change the entire worldâs view. However it shouldnât (and didnât) dissuade the Berkians from trying to continue to live in peace with their dragons.Â
Also I just want to bring up the fact that some people have drawn parallels between this movie and certain aspects of real life. I understand, but that isnât the story that is being told. The metaphors did get pretty muddled sadly but I can assure you that isnât the intent behind the movie. So if you have any ill will towards the movie because of that then Iâm sorry that was the message that you took away from it. Just know that wasnât the intention and wasnât the story being told.Â
Hiccup, who had now become chief, actively tried to save the dragons that were in captivity or being harmed by the hunters and warlords of the world. Instead of trying to change their minds (and Grimmelâs mind) like he tried to do with Drago in HTTYD 2, he actively tries to sabotage their activities of caging and using dragons and bringing them back to Berk so they could be safe. However, by the opening of the third movie, it is clear that Berk has become overcrowded.Â
âBut couldnât they have spread out?âÂ
Well, a deleted scene confirms they did by referencing their ânest in the northâ so itâs clear that they had spread out. But Berk was their main settlement and they couldnât maintain dozens of other settlements full of dragons 24/7.Â
Wait but couldnât they have asked other friendly civilizations like the Berserkers or the Wingmadens to look after them and follow in Berkâs example?Â
Yeah of course, but eventually they would run into the same problem as Berk did at the beginning of the third movie. If they kept bring back dragons to Berk or any other dragon friendly civilization, then eventually they would get overcrowded. It may take a while but the possibility of it happening is pretty large.Â
âNah doesnât make sense. That wouldnât happen because they would all just defend their islands/civilizations against their enemies like they have done for the entire TV series.â
...Once again, itâs not sustainable. Thatâs why the Hidden World exists. Itâs a place where the dragons can live totally out of reach and where they can be safe.
âOh but the whole idea of the Hidden World is contrived bullshit just made up to move the plot along.âÂ
Couldnât Frodo and the Fellowship just use the eagles to fly all the way to Mount Doom so he could drop the ring in and call it a day? Whatâs the reason there? So the plot could happen? Hmmm. But in all seriousness though I donât have anything against LOTR and in fact itâs one of my favorite series besides HTTYD. Also they couldnât have used the eagles because on the way the Black Riders who were on the dragons would have taken them out. Also they could have been shot down- oKAY back to the Hidden World. The idea of the Hidden World is kind of contrived but at the same time it is using the lack of an established explanation of where the dragons actually came from and utilizing it.Â
âBut they would have just been on the surface the whole time?âÂ
As I said, there is a lack of an explanation. So why not? why not delve deeper into the lore of the dragons. The idea of Hiccup discovering the ancestral home of all dragons is awesome! It doesnât conflict with anything previously established in terms of where they came from because there is no explanation.
âWhat about Vanaheim, the eternal resting place of all dragons from RTTE?â
Good point, but that doesnât mean that the dragons couldnât have lived and evolved underground and then come up to the surface and gone to Vanaheim. I mean, obviously not every dragon was in the Hidden World so it would have been easier for them to just travel there but I donât see this as a massive issue though.
âWhy does Hiccup say âThe world believes the dragons are goneâ in the epilogue if just Berkâs dragons left.âÂ
This is a really solid point so Iâll do my best with this one but at the same time, it is a really good point. I imagine that by the time the third movie comes around, Berk had become such a safe haven for dragons that you could say most of the worldâs dragons resided on Berk. But this is kind of flimsy too and doesnât exactly make sense. The way I see it, this is a valid âplot holeâ but at the same time I donât really care? I donât know for me it was just an emotional way of putting the ending of the film into words. I donât have a valid explanation for it but whenever I watch the film I just roll with it because Iâm already wrapped up in the emotion of it all that I just donât care, and to be honest Iâm glad I donât. Thatâs just me though. If you have an issue with this then I totally understand because dragons like the Buffalord or the Eruptadon canât exactly leave their islands sooooo yea...
âThe Hidden World conflicts with established lore of the whole series.â
Iâm pretty sure this is referring to Grimmel killing all the Nightfuries and Stoick not telling Hiccup about it. To be honest this is the plot hole that Iâve tried to patch up but canât find a reasonable explanation for. However, itâs one of those tiny discrepancies for me that doesnât hurt or hinder my enjoyment or engagement with the trilogy.
âWhy was the armada defeated so quickly? As Valka said, there were probably over 100 ships. How did the Dragon Riders defeat an entire fleet of ships so quickly?â
Well, most of the ships were on fire by the end of the final battle and all of the dragons had been freed by that point. Also, Astrid managed to reach the wheel of the main barge and lock it into position so it would crash into the ships beside it and take multiple of them out. So we can infer that not only are all of the dragons free, but also pretty much all of the ships have been set alight and are now in the process of burning down and sinking.Â
âWhat about the Warlords?â
Ragnar the rock (the big guy) gets chased off and supposedly eaten by the Hobgobblers and the other two get trapped in a cage that slides down the front deck of their ship (because Astrid caused the ship to crash into the other ones) and traps them in it. So basically all 3 warlords are incapacitated or dead.
Ok back to the main point from a few paragraphs back lol: Berk was overcrowded and they needed a solution. Hiccup knew that something had to be done so when he was standing in the same quiet spot where his father told him a mystical tale of a hidden dragon world, it causes him to think about whether it was real or not. Could that be the solution? They would be able to stay with the dragons in the hidden world because they were dragon loving people (thatâs Hiccupâs logic.) However, when Grimmel arrives and berates him about his view of dragons and Berkâs way of life. Hiccup stands up to him because he has defended Berkâs way of life from far worse than a mere lone dragon hunter. But after Hiccup experiences the terror and destruction that this one hunter could cause on his home, he now fully realizes that they need to leave Berk because they are not only overcrowded but now they have a ruthless hunter ready to return at any point and cause more destruction upon Berk; possibly even killing many of his people including himself and definitely Toothless. Itâs a long shot but he decides that if Berk wants to live in peace with their dragons then they need to disappear into the hidden world where the warlords and their armada along with Grimmel canât ever find them again. They will be safe forever. It will be a human/dragon paradise that will be untouched.
Another question that comes up is:
âWell why canât they stand and fight. That should be the message. That their ideological views would not waver because some more people threaten their home with war.âÂ
Thatâs a fair judgement to be honest, however, as Hiccup learnt in the second film from his father: âBerk is what you need to worry about, a chief protects his ownâ - Stoick.Â
In a deleted scene from the third movie, it has this exchange between Hiccup and Valka:
âI know, I know, he has to win her over but Iâm telling you, once she (the Lightfury) moves in itâll all be perfectâ - Hiccup
âEret and I returned from the scout, Berk was burned to the groundâ - Valka
âAt least everyoneâs safeâ - Hiccup
âFor nowâ - Valka
âNo one can find us hereâ - Hiccup
âThatâs what I used to believe, Hiccup, but theyâve found our nest in the far north too. Greedy humans, will always find a wayâ - Valka
âI donât believe thatâ - Hiccup
âI...I know it might be hard for you to accept, but the dream that you and I yearn for, you know, this untouchable dragon utopia, I fear it just doesnât exist. I mean, maybe in the end the dragons are safer in the wild.â - Valka
âWhat, with crazy people like Grimmel around?â - Hiccup
âThe more dragons we bring back, the bigger of a target we all becomeâ - Valka
âBut theyâre safer with us. We protect themâ - Hiccup
âAnd weâll continue to do so, but I fear for their safety in these large numbers. Tame dragons are more vulnerable to humans. Their trust in us becomes their weakness. In the wild, theyâre better adapted to protect themselvesâ - Valka
âA chief protects his own, thatâs what Dad always saidâ - Hiccup
âAnd he was right. But as much as we love our dragons Hiccup, they are not our own. Thereâs a fine line between being a protector and a captor. I only ask that you think about itâ - Valka
The fact that this is a deleted scene is really frustrating because it put the themes that the movie is trying to explore into proper dialogue. Valka understands that moving around with this massive amount of dragons isnât safe for anyone. If they were to be released into the wild then they could have a better chance at surviving. Even though the dragons will still be at danger in the wild, thatâs the point of the hidden world. The dragons can live there together in complete and total safety.
Once Hiccup and Astrid discover the Hidden World and find that Toothless has settled in with the Lightfury and is safe and comfortable, he then realizes that it wouldnât be fair to try and bring him back to New Berk. Heâs found a home away from the troubles of the world. He doesnât have to be afraid anymore. He can have a family in the peace and safety of the Hidden World as well as being surrounded by his own kind. On top of this realization, Hiccup and Astrid get attacked by a wild dragon and have to try and flee. When Toothless sees this he flies to protect his friend and take them back to New Berk where THEY will be safe, not him. As a result of this, Hiccup not only comes to the conclusion that humans arenât meant for the Hidden World, but he finally understands what Valka was trying to tell him earlier (in that deleted scene.) The dragons WOULD be safer there. I mean, sure. They could stay up there at New Berk and they could continue to live life as they always have. But then what? What happens when another Grimmel comes around and manages to inflict worse upon Berkâs population. When will Hiccup be able to solve the entire world. The answer is, he canât. But he can allow for the dragons to live in the Hidden World. He can give them a life where they can never be harmed again. Isnât this better?
A statement that may come from this is that:
âOh but that means Grimmel won. The villain literally won. What the fuck, this is so disgusting and disappointing. How can anyone like this?â
Those people are free the feel that way. However, he didnât win. Not entirely. Yes, he completely opposed co-existence to the point where he would gladly kill any dragon to prove that point. He wants the world to continue killing dragons because that is a fundamental aspect of who he is. It proves to him that he is right. He is the self-proclaimed Nightfury Killer. But this still doesnât mean that he wins in the end. Yes, dragons and humans do have to separate. But Grimmelâs ultimate goal was to kill all of the dragons. Wipe them off the face of the earth. From a certain perspective, he achieves this because dragons do have to live in the Hidden World away from humans, but that doesnât mean he won. They are all still alive arenât they? He failed in his mission to kill them. He failed in killing Toothless. He failed at his one purpose in life. So no, he didnât win in the end. There is a difference between a villain totally and completely winning against the heroes like Thanos did at the end of Infinity War, and this, where Grimmel not only died as a result of his flawed and evil ideals but did not get to carry out the goal that made him who he is. The dragons leaving was a choice made by Hiccup. It was a sacrifice made out of love. If Grimmel was to win, then he would have had to kill Toothless and either see all the dragons locked away in cages for the rest of their lives or for them to be killed too. I could go on and on about this point in particular but Iâll stop here.
Once the final battle begins, Hiccup isnât fighting to free the dragons so they can continue to live on in a peaceful dragon utopia like they did in HTTYD 2, he is fighting for their survival. So by the end of the battle when Grimmel is holding onto Hiccup, who is holding onto the Lightfury, he knows that the only option to save Toothless from falling to his doom is to take the harness off the Lightfury, releasing her from the power of the Death gripper venom and let go, causing Hiccup along with Grimmel, to fall to their deaths. This is the ultimate act of love. This is what the whole trilogy has been building to because for years Hiccup has remained adamant that Toothless and him belonged together. Hiccup would always be there to protect Toothless and Toothless would always be there to protect Hiccup. But after all this time of Hiccup learning that Toothless will be safe with the Lightfury in the Hidden World, he has the courage to let go and sacrifice himself for his best friend.Â
After the Lightfury has saved him and all of Berk reunite with their dragons. Hiccup and Toothless both realize that after all this time of the two co-depending on each other, itâs time for them to fulfil their own destinies of being the leader of their respective tribes.Â
âI was so busy fighting for a world that I wanted, I didnât think about what you needed.â - Hiccup.
This quote clearly demonstrates Hiccupâs deeper understanding of the implications that come with his evolving emotional maturity. For him to fully grow up and become to true leader of Berk, he needs to learn to let go of his best friend. He needs to grow up. Some may call this contrived and/or unnecessary however I donât see it that way in the slightest. The Hidden World is, as Hiccup puts it earlier in the film âa secret land at the edge of the world where dragons lived totally out of reach.â So when the dragons have the option of living in a place where they are totally safe from the outside world, then why wouldnât they take that. (Iâm honestly repeating myself at this point but I donât care.) For Hiccup to fully be able to step into the role as the wise and selfless chief that he was always destined to become, he needed to learn the valuable lesson of letting go. If he didnât, then he would never be able to see things from a new, better and wiser perspective. He would never be able to grow as an individual, thus possibly impacting how he rules Berk and how he deals with situations that come with being chief. He has always relied on Toothless for his strength as a person, friend, and leader, but by the end of the Hidden World, he realizes that his true strength lies within himself and Astrid. Hereâs a conversation from HTTYD 2 to support this:
(Between Astrid and Hiccup towards the beginning)
âIâm not like you Astrid, you know exactly who you are, you always have but...Iâm still looking. I know that Iâm not my father, and I never met my mother so...what does that make me?â - Hiccup
âWhat your searching for, isnât out there Hiccup. Itâs in here.*points to his chest* Maybe you just donât see it yetâ - Astrid
By allowing themselves to fulfil their own personal destinies of discovering their own identities along with finding their own loved ones, they are able to say goodbye to each other and live âtogether from afar.â The dragons will be safe, and Berk will be safe. But, even though the world believes the dragons are gone, the Berkians know otherwise. And theyâll guard the secret until the time comes when dragons can return in peace...
Also the track titled âOnce there were Dragonsâ is a fucking astonishing piece of music that every human on the being on the planet needs to listen to. Anyway thank you so much for reading this if you did. Iâve been struggling with how to present my thoughts and feelings towards this epic conclusion but Iâve been a little afraid to. I tried to on reddit but when people offered extensive constructive criticism towards the points I made, I didnât exactly take it too well. Maybe thatâs because I was getting over a hangover when I read most of it but that doesn't matter because I still didnât handle it well. But Iâve learnt from that and chosen to take that criticism on board and now that Iâve been able to formulate my opinion the best I can, Iâve used those points they made and tried to analyze them too instead of just ignoring and flat out hand-waiving them. Anyway, if you disagree with anything Iâve said here then thatâs totally cool and Iâd be happy to listen to your opinions. Still thanks for reading.Â
The two stars of the show XD we have yet to perform wild escapades of chaos and pain but the day is still young. Â TOP
Nicolas Stanca - 54 - Male - Deathsong Lycanwing
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Grimmel the Grisly (because last names are stupid) - 55 - Male - Deathgripper Lycanwing, more on that later
Brothers at odds, they hate each otherâs guts but Nicolas still wants to please his older brother for some....reason?
Yâall know what Grimmel looks like and Iâll post another Nicolas ref eventually. EDIT: Feckin WRONG BLOG, this is why no one trusts me with anything.
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