#nicolas

A correction about The Vampire Lestat song "Biggest fan." I was tired when I listened to the song. "You have to ask for it" and "Wolfkiller" are more Magnus than Nicolas. I guess I just have Nicolas on the brain and didn't really consider that the lyrics might be a Magnus POV song. Somehow I missed the "You have to ask for it." among other non-subtle clues.

[text: Superman] Shit, that was for your boyfriend. Ignore me!

[text: Nicolas] How monogamous is your monogamy? Kissing, blood, sex, what's off limits?

Two old Mew character of mine from the Askblog days

I know Nicolas and he are together. I have to imagine Nicolas feels similarly to me, but we haven't talked about that specifically. Loving a psychic comes with all sorts of mental shenanigans. But I can't speak for Nicolas, and I certainly can never tell him what he should do. Nicolas is not one to be told to do anything, by anyone. There is a certain bond formed between maker and fledgling and if he wants that, then that's their choice to make together.

Besides his genius level musicianship? He's easy to be around. He's straightforward and only does what he wants. He listens and cares in his own way. He doesn't pretend that we're not monsters. I love him like a brother. So I find all of him appealing, even the dark parts.