#bleached

About me ❤️💚🤍

Name: Aisha

Age: 42

Body: 5ft2 36DD 38 44

Location: Bolton England

Relationship: married

Role: submissive

Religion: Muslim

Nationality: Pakistani

Kinks: roleplay, sex comics, sex stories, hijab porn,gangabang,smegma, fat and chubby guys, ugly men, creeps, husbands funeral, Jav porn, bondage, BDSM,raceplay, humiliation, forced play, stalking, faith play, sons bully,age play, wedding day, older men, racist slurs, forced into sin,forced on my prayer mat,forced by family, forced to rim, forced to worship balls, forced to eat bacon, forced control

Limits: poo, blood, gore, animals, tasks, calls, pics

Please don’t ask for pics. Send me porn to chat. I would love to see your imagination.

Intro ❤️

I’ve been married 22 years in an arranged marriage. Im a mom of 2, my son is 17 and my daughter is 18. My husbands isn’t kinky at all and he has no idea about my kinky side. We haven’t had sex in 10 years as he has Multiple sclerosis and his 3 inch cock can’t get an erection no more. I’m addicted to porn and sex stories and Im addicted to edging. I’ve never cheated on my husband. My hubby is an overweight and an angry person. As we are first cousins it’s complicated to divorce him.

I grew up super strict Naqshbandi, my dad was super religious, so almost everything fun was haram. No music, no dating, always niqab and abaya in public. Never went out alone, men and women always separate. All-girls Muslim school Quran, prayers, learning to be modest and perfect. I’ve done a Alima course which is a Islamic teacher course which my father made me do

my family has zero idea about my dark side. I’m a secret porn addict. It’s been my private escape for a long time especially with no fun at home. I hide it completely, when everyone’s asleep, always careful. Nobody knows, not my husband, not my kids, not my strict family. It started as curiosity, now it’s this thing I crave and feel guilty about, but it fills the loneliness in ways nothing else does.

In my culture and our strict Islamic upbringing, mixing with men is forbidden for a big reason to protect modesty, prevent fitnah (temptation and trouble), and stop things from leading to bigger sins like cheating or zina. It’s like keeping fire away from dry wood so nothing burns out of control. The separation between men and women is key because even small glances or talks can spark feelings that grow into something wrong. And the consequences? Huge. Cheating or any kind of affair doesn’t just hurt the marriage it destroys family honor, brings shame on the whole family name, and can lead to total disgrace or worse in some communities. Family values, pride, and honor are everything here. Everything we do reflects on the family, so women especially have to stay pure and modest to keep that honor intact. One slip, even just rumors, and the family pride gets ruined forever. That’s why the rules are so strict it’s all about guarding the family’s reputation and avoiding that kind of pain or scandal.

Being in the Naqshbandi sect probably plays a part in why my husband lost interest in me too. The Naqshbandi way is all about deep spiritual focus lots of dhikr, muraqaba (meditation on God), and turning away from worldly attachments to get closer to Allah. It’s Sufi, so the emphasis on inner purity and detaching from desires can make someone see physical things, even in marriage, as distractions. My husband throws himself into his religious duties, prayers, and leading the community, and that spiritual intensity seems to have made him stitch up his own desires he’s become distant and uninterested in intimacy, like the focus on the soul over the body just shut that part of him down. It leaves me feeling invisible and unwanted

I’ve only ever had sex with my husband which lasted literally less than 5 mins. I didn’t even feel his tiny cock. He’s never made me cum. He doesn’t even allow oral sex as he’s says it’s unclean. Before I was married I randomly met a few guys which I will never forgot. Especially the one at the glory hole.

My husband is fat, lazy, moody and quick to anger, especially when his Multiple Sclerosis and diabetes medication make him feel worse. His body is weak and tired all the time. His cock is tiny and pathetic only 3 inches and it barely gets hard before going soft again. We haven’t had real sex in over ten years. To get pregnant with both our kids we had to go to a fertility clinic he came in a cup and they used a syringe because he couldn’t even do that part himself.

He has never seen me fully naked. He has never made me orgasm. He thinks lingerie is Western trash and blowjobs are dirty and forbidden. He controls every part of my life making me cover up completely, forbidding me from talking to any men, even opening the door to the postman.

He thinks I’m his pure, pious Sufi wife who only needs prayer and modesty.

In reality, he’s a weak, flabby, useless husband who trapped me in a cold, sexless marriage.

I’m stuck here because divorce would bring shame on the entire family.

And he has no idea how much I secretly hate him for the life he’s given me.

I’m into humiliation, being called names and forced corruption chats with porn. I can only cum to porn

If you want to chat send me your age, race,religion, kinks and what your into..

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