#off vibes

EDITOBER: BAT

Day 3 of Editober { "We are a little like gods, drawing the infinite power of the sun to sculpt our worlds into the nothingness." - OFF }

stop talking, and definitley don't bitch about things.

kill em with kindness & laugh at the bullshit.

stop wasting energy on negative ANYTHING.

you already know it's pointless so just stop.

keep in mind what matters, stay focused, & be the wallflower.

you're trying, that IS good enough. & so are you.

you ARE worth it.

any extra shit, take it with consideration but you don't always have to instantly react.

lastly: actions ALWAYS speak louder than words.. keep doing what YOU need to do.

& pay attention to other people's reactions, especially after you hear their words.

PS: the truth will ALWAYS come out, sooner or later.. don't stress over shit you don't know. woosah, take a breath, laugh. you got this.

ALSO: PAY ATTENTION BUT DON'T LET IT BE KNOWN HOW SOMETHING/SOMEONE MAKES YOU FEEL. IN LIFE YOU WILL SEE A LOT THAT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL SOME TYPE OF WAY...

I have never known the steadiness of a heartbeat

quite like his--

the way it patters, patters, patters

like a metronome, 

keeping beat of something deep in the cosmos.

It lulls me to sleep 

with a sweet smile on my face, 

and awakes me to a cocoon of safety.

I count my breaths between its strums

and occasionally make up tunes

to hum around its fire.

It is because all this

that I can feel it

within my body and my spirit,

when its beat is off

by even a hair.

It is slight, to where the untrained ear may not detect 

its’ subtle inconsistency--

but it is so intertwined with the fabric of my creation

that it rings out like a chapel bell

in town square.

It rattles me. 

It shakes me. 

It confounds me

right down to my very core. 

And despite all my pleasure, bliss, and harmony,