@ofblackskies “I hated him but I ached for him. I hated him in the way that you could only hate someone you had loved.” (Lily @ Remus - about James lol)
remus released a heavy sigh, eyes misting with yet to be unshed tears. he didn't like thinking about james, it hurt too much. yet everytime he looked at harry, that was who he saw. besides his eyes. he had his mother's eyes. laying a warm hand on lily's shoulder, he gave it a gentle squeeze. it was easy to see how talking about james affected her too, affected all of them. "i admit, quite a few times i hated him myself. though not really. james... he had a way of making a person feel wanted. i don't think, besides sirius, i'll ever find a friendship like that again."










