Do you have any recs for angsty or hurt comfort-y fics in the mbs fandom? I've read all of yours and loved them and I figure you would have good taste :3c
oh thank you š³ <333
i can't include every good mbs fic i've ever read, unfortunately, but here's a good list of painful/angsty/good hurt/comfort ones! i did try to include a wide variety of book/show canon and like... i admit i mostly focus on the same few characters so i tried to include some others here as well. but these are some fics i have bookmarked!
A Few Basic Questions by @ragecndybars
The first time someone attempted to abduct Nicholas, he shook them easily. The second time someone attempted to abduct him, he came perilously close to falling victim. The third time someone attempted to abduct him, they succeeded.
glass balloon by @peachygos
āRun,ā Milligan says, and throws himself at the figure closest to them. His fist connects with the manās head with a loud crack. Nicholas runs.
Whispers and Echoes by stainedglasspanel
They had done it. And they had nearly gotten away with it too. Curtain captures Mr. Benedict and the children after they break the Whisperer.
A Single Thread by @opinionatedoctopus
Nathaniel abhors his brother and everything he stands for. It's everything he's never had.
Failure of Will by mozbee
Watching the helicopter fly away rips open the pit in Nicholasās stomach, a pit heās long tried to pretend doesnāt exist. For a moment he feels a rage so strong; not at his brother, no, but at the narcolepsy that so cruelly runs his life. If heād just had more time with Nathaniel; thereās so much more he wanted to say, in the face of a thirty-year absence suddenly screeching to a stop. ⦠Picks up directly where the show left off and deals with some of Mr. Benedict's emotional issues in relation to the abrupt reunion.
46 Fairview St. Apt. 2A, Stonetown by @mvshortcut
In which SQ is tasked with creating his new life from scratch. Good thing heās an artist.
visits by salenaRD
a series of visits to one Ledroptha Curtain by one S.Q. Pedalian or, it's hard to find out that the man you've looked up to as a father and an idol is actually a bad person
Papa says he'd love to be with you by @striveonward
Set during episode 3: Depends on the Wagon. Constance is reeling from the discovery of the Gemini secret and is overwhelmed by the messages and voices in her head. She sneaks out the next night to have a solo morse-code conversation with Mr. Benedict, in need of comfort.
Run Away Home by @storm-leviosa-fanfics
"I have always had a strict policy against taking on runaways." He'd looked right at Sticky when he'd said it and it had hurt to hear the words, hurt to feel that piercing gaze that knew all the ways Sticky was defective. Because Sticky, a boy who sought truth, knew no truth more than the truth about himself. Because Sticky, a boy who was meant to save the world, was a coward. Mr Benedict had known, had made an exception, and Sticky didn't understand it. Late at night, Sticky has some thoughts about why exactly Mr Benedict had made an exception. Mr Benedict puts those worries to rest.
those hollow bones by @mahpotatoequeen
Reynie is an empath. It doesn't change things. Much.
made for growing by @mahpotatoequeen
Nicholas Benedict is getting older and things are changing all the time, but that will never stop him from loving his daughters and all the amazing things they have and will achieve. Or: Constance needs a little reassurance, Mr. Benedict has a lot of soft emotions, and there's a bedtime story.
Living in the Sun by @sqenthusiast
'S.Q. remembered the conversation heād had with his father very clearly. S.Q. had always been curious about his family and, by extension, his fatherās.' or, SQ decides to looking for his family on his own.
I'll write you a letter (perhaps a thousand) by @sqenthusiast
He thinks about crumpling up the letter and throwing it away. He folds it as gently as he might handle a porcelain cup. He sets it gently on the bedside table and stares at it until his eyelids grow heavy and he falls asleep. S.Q. writes some letters.
New Clothes and Promises Made by @sqenthusiast
S.Q. has not straightened his hair for some time now. Since his father's arrest and moving in with Mr. Benedict, he simply hadnāt had the time. He was adapting to life in Mr. Benedictās house and processing everything that happened, so his appearance had fallen to the wayside. Now his dark hair curled gently over his forehead, occasionally falling in his eyes, only to be clipped back absentmindedly by Rhonda when she spotted him continuously tucking it behind his ears. He used to straighten it every morning, under his father's instruction. āAppearance is everything, S.Q., do you understand me? Everything.ā Heād say. That sentiment had been one of the many that stuck, repeating like a mantra in his brain throughout the day, as he went through each of the twenty-four hours just as he was expected to.
Feel the Fire by @sqenthusiast
Heād done this before. He had been younger then, with zero plan. But he was older now. This was not the plan of a little boy curious about the town across the shore. It was not the actions of an active imagination finally coming to fruition. It was a long, slow-burning need to get out. The culmination of seventeen years on an island. Seventeen years of steady, choking, constricting control under the hands of his father. He loved him. Really, he did. At least he told himself that every day, and he believed it most of the time. But in moments like these, when that constantly suppressed anger in both of them reached its climax and came out in harsh words and a departure to separate rooms, it was hard to remember. And thatās when rationality typically went out the window. or, S.Q. runs away.
Armor (The Soul of This Man) by @mysteriouseggsbenedict
"The soul of this man is his clothes." āWilliam Shakespeare, Allās Well That Ends Well When he looked in the mirror, he imagined his reflection wearing a shirt covered in his favorite flowers. He imagined shiny shoes with buckles and heels. He imagined colored trousers: perhaps a deep plum, a bright, dusty blue.
Steady Hands by @mysteriouseggsbenedict
His nails grew back, of course, and when they did, Milligan thought he must have been a handyman before. He took to repairing the various cracks and creaks around Mr. Benedictās house with precision and steadiness. He held screws in place, aimed hammers perfectly, oiled hinges, and fixed pipes, all without the slightest of tremors in his hands. Milligan finds solace in painting his nails. Nicholas, for his part, is less adept at the task.
Cyclical Differences by @mysteriouseggsbenedict
Nicholas knew he was aā¦well, a weird person. He had his quirks. His brain didnāt work like other peopleās. And that wasnāt just a convoluted way of saying he was smartā although he wasā but that everything about him ticked differently, and more often than not, it left him feeling lonely. Nicholas Benedict is neurodivergent as hell.
Loose Leaves by @mysteriouseggsbenedict
The life of Nicholas Benedict, told through cups of tea.
Such Stuff as Dreams by @mysteriouseggsbenedict
All of the times Nicholas Benedict falls asleep somewhere other than his bed, and the one time he doesn't.
Fresh Sheets, Clean Locks by @mysteriouseggsbenedict
Milligan rings the doorbell. He's all too aware of the state of his hair, hardly recognizable as a person's. Nicholas sees this battered-looking man on his front porch and immediately thinks oh dear.
To Keep a Promise by @mysteriouseggsbenedict
Three seasons of their relationship sees three very different reflections in Nicholas Benedict's mirror. Learning to love his partner might mean learning to love himself. Or, two times Nicholas Benedict hides feeling sick, and one time he tells Milligan honestly.
Life Without Laughter by @mysteriouseggsbenedict
āWhat was he like? As a child, I mean?ā Mr. Benedict smiled ruefully. His heart ached at the memories. āHe was my best friend. My twin, after all. Wickedly smart and funny. He used to make me laugh myself to sleep all the time, and I didnāt even mind, because it felt so good to share that joy with him. After all, what is life without laughter?ā Mr. Benedict discovers he has a nephew, and SQ discovers he likes hugs. They are both lost in different ways.














