#odd timing

I had my cpu cleaned yesterday, which felt great bc the dust that's piled up was stressing me out, but it suddenly started acting out today for some reason and I'm just ????¿¿¿¿

Like I was in the middle of coloring that Zutara wip and only walked out the room for a bit to attend to something important (and fortunately I managed to save my progress too as a habit) but when I came back, the display was black and wouldn't turn on no matter how many keys I pressed. I restarted it, but instead of turning on, the fans in the cpu started getting louder and pretty much just stayed that way. There were some beeps too (which seemed significant according to Google. The search results weren't encouraging btw) but it didn't happen again when I restarted my PC for the third, fourth time.

Idk man the timing is just weird and well, I'm definitely upset but also, considering my bad sleeping habits, too sleepy to really digest it at the moment? Like I would definitely check my cpu again later after dinner but right now...I don't want to deal with it 🥲. Don't even want to think about it lmao. Might have a meltdown too if the problem is worse than expected bc I won't be able to continue drawing anything on my tablet until it gets fixed.

There's also the matter of money and pc parts being expensive UGH

all while drawing the whole Jem cast

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