Summary: After dying in a tragic truck accident, an ordinary person is reborn as Tarak on a remote Imperial world in the Warhammer 40,000 universe, where fading memories of Earth and relentless Imperial indoctrination force them to confront the terrifying reality of growing into someone who may one day accept the Imperium as normal.
Warning: memory loss, existential horror, psychological distress, religious indoctrination, authoritarianism, child indoctrination, dystopian themes, references to genocide and persecution (Warhammer 40K setting), emotional trauma. Let me know if I need to add anything else.
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The first year passes in fragments. There are no dramatic revelations. No system. No mysterious voice explaining your quest.
Just...being a baby.
You hate it. You hate that you can't hold your own head up. You hate that your hands don't listen to you. You hate crying because you're hungry, tired, cold, wet, bored—or because your stomach hurts for reasons you can't explain.
Most of all...
You hate forgetting words. At first you know them. You know thousands of them. English. Bits of Spanish from high school. Movie quotes. Song lyrics. Random facts you'd picked up online. Then months pass.
And they blur. You can still think. Still remember. But every day it's like trying to hold water in your hands. Names slip away first. Then dates. Then the little things. You cling desperately to the important memories.
Warhammer.
Emperor.
Chaos.
Never trust anything smiling with too many teeth.
Those stay.
Everything else...
Fades.
Your mother sings while she works. You don't understand the words. Not yet. But babies are terrifyingly good at learning languages. Eventually the noises become patterns.
Patterns become meaning.
"...Tarak."
You blink. Again.
"...Tarak."
A finger pokes your chest.
"Tarak."
Oh.
That's… Your name. Tarak. Your father is taller than almost everyone else in the settlement. He laughs loudly. Works louder. You spend entire afternoons strapped to his back while he repairs machines you don't recognize.
They're old. Really old. Paint worn away. Metal patched over patched over patched. Everything looks like it should have stopped working centuries ago. Instead… It keeps going. The world isn't Earth.
That much becomes obvious long before you can walk. The sky is wrong. Not dramatically. Just… Wrong. The stars are brighter. Different. Sometimes there are streaks of impossible color dancing high above the atmosphere.
Nobody seems concerned. The settlement itself is small. Stone. Steel. Prefab habs. Fields stretching beyond the walls. A handful of armored vehicles. A landing pad. A squat tower topped with arrays that rotate day and night.
There are soldiers. Not many. A few dozen. Disciplined. Your mother calls the weapons, Lasguns. You freeze the first time you see one.
Lasgun.
Not a rifle.
A lasgun.
...
No.
No no no.
Your eyes well with tears as your young body is overwhelmed by your panic. You're in 40K. You don't cry, making sure not to. Not because you're brave. Because you've forgotten how. Instead you stare.
One of the soldiers notices.
He grins. "Future Guardsman?"
Your father laughs. "My son?"
He shakes his head. "Maker preserve us. He's too curious for that."
The soldiers laugh.
You don't.
As all children in this place goes to- there is a church-school- a Schola that all of the children are required to go to. In order to learn.
To be indoctrinated. Part of you murmurs. Learning. relearning. Numbers, letters, maths, language. Everyone. Everyone. Goes to the church for the services How to Spot and Report Heretics and Suspicion to the Arbites.
How to spot a Witch- and report them. So that the Black Ships can take them to be given the Blessings of the God Emperor, those who are chosen for Service of various kinds. This world has a Tithe to pay for the Imperium- and it’s not a Recruitment world for the Angels of the Imperium.
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Hello there and WELCOME TO MY BLOG. You can call me Christine or Lassie! I reblog a lot of stuff but also post about my fics and art! Here’s a little masterlist of my stuff!
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Star Wars
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Star Wars:
The Mandalorian and The Alkavarian (An OC x Din Djarin slowburn - 418,768 Words: Not Technically Complete but CAN be read as if it is)
Rewind, Star Again - (A What-If oneshot book with AUs and alternate scenes of The Mandalorian and The Alkavarian series - 17,515 Words: 3 oneshots available)
Lady of War, Mother of Clones (A Clone Wars fic featuring my OC as the main character - 30,158 Words: Currently Incomplete)
Clones and a Baby (Oneshots of various clones featured in the Bad Batch interacting with an OC baby - 6,590 Words: 6 available chapters)
Ao3 Link
Tumblr Link (Specifically Links to Hunter’s but has links to all five others)
Nimona:
Hearts of Gold (An intricate insertion of my OC, Charlotte, into the pre-canon, during canon, and post-canon story of the Nimona movie - 167,406 Words: Complete!)
Shadows and Gold (An AU where Charlotte is framed for murdering the queen six years before the knighting ceremony, and her’s and Ambrosius’s journey as they fight to survive in a kingdom hunting them - Currently in Progress!)
Please Don’t Carry It Alone (A Gift Fic for athina-blaine, still featuring Charlotte - 5,451 Words: Technically Complete but I may add more)
Coming Out Comic (A drawn comic version of the coming out scene from Hearts of Gold - 8 Total Pages: Complete!)
Hail to the Mad King Drawing (An AU drawing of Charlotte for mvjerbs’s Mad King AU)
Court of Madness Drawing (Another drawing for the Mad King AU)
Marry Me Beyond the Wall (A Post-Canon Wedding oneshot fic for Charlotte. A follow-up to Hearts of Gold - 11,604 Words)
So I Going to be starting a Dynasty Warriors fan fiction series here and on fanfiction.net that does not mean I'm going to stop uploading funny picture text images and this is the first chapter no real conversation hasn't even been proof weed by who's going to start it just me talking to my tablet with my speech to text thingy and the protagonist who I haven't made a name for it yet from Canada before the pandemic contemplating on his situation in ancient China.
In less then a week I should be able to have someone check over this and we're going to go through the first chapter. Maybe I should call this first chapter an opening.
Chapter one am I just in a dream?
The last few weeks I just keep asking myself the same question over and over is this all a dream is this just one big dream now? Being in ancient China don't let me know when on the calendar I supposed to use don't even know if this world has an equivalent of it no it's not my world I'm not some sort of super badass in my own world but in this world I am strong I take damaged easily when I woke up in this world or made me fell asleep in my own I found myself walking for I don't know I have no watch on me but I found a number of people being attacked by wolves was completely convinced at that point I was in a dream so I figured let's go wake myself up by grabbing a big stick in it packing them but then something funny happened I found myself running faster than I ever had outside of video games I attacked the walls and I actually sent them major damage one of them jumped me from behind I barely even noticed it then I'm headed to the ground and killed it the people said to me you must be a music Warrior what what Lord do you serve have you gone to fight someone named on Don Zillow do you know who that was I'll talk about what I know about him in a bit I noticed a a small irritation in my back I asked them to look at it and they said I got a small Scar from where the wolf attempted to bite me to death I said Tiny bite me to death I need a doctor my day say no it's only a minor scrape especially to a Musa Warrior I asked him to speak English but they responded what's English? I said it was the language we was speak they said no we speak Mandarin I decided yep I'm definitely in the dream at that point sorry running myself into a tree it hurt a bit but I actually broke the tree in half some people showed up who I did not say from the walls and they'll ask me what was going on and they was saying the Musa Warrior saved us stick just flying off the ground and then done to me I have noticed a big annoyance I was hungry luckily they wanted to have a feast for me shall we walk back to the village and order for us to get some food and number of them dead some things I'd rather not talk about with the Wolves sad don't let stuff like this go to waste I asked him where we are I think they were pretty Pacific and I'm like okay no idea what that means I asked them what country we are in they said China I started finger to myself find it this really wasn't the dream if I'm somehow stuck in China and I don't know what time they asked me a bunch of questions where I'm from Canada over a great ocean and I also said my ancestors are technically from the same land mass as here but I think that continent is actually farther than where my home line is from China don't let me know for sure I'm not an expert in distance of countries and all that have I got that today prepared a small feast they did tell me it was a small village and I had to agree smaller than my hometown and no technology anywhere I was thinking if this is my life now I am going to be I'm going to be so bored but I got offered a lot of free food took some adjustment for me to actually eat things was never no I'm already ten but never was normal to begin with I've always had Asperger's I'm supposed to take medication not going to be able to in ancient China I guess nobody knew about the calendar I kept calling the Christian calendar I think that's what they mean by the years we use never did find out if it was after or before Jesus Christ and then I found the weirdest ability of all I'm super strong now a bunch of heavy wooden blocks was about to smash a kid I pushed the young child out the way thinking suicide maybe I'll wake up but those heavy things did not even hurt me they say see you must be a Musa Warrior can you protect our small village from the evil Don Zillow I told them it's probably the best kind of job I can do for now I'm and told them I never really add something you could call an actual job told them I was on disability a lot of what I say they constantly laughing did not believe they saw me at 2 Mighty and magnificent to be considered disabled in my own world
and they did not believe that I wasn't actually Chinese I was clearly not from this world but I'm constantly moved on I managed to do a number of odd jobs around the town with superhuman strength and with all my time watch and consuming recreational entertainment I managed to entertain them when they had down time which allowed them had more because I could make jobs a lot quicker and easier the kids found me hilarious adult sometime Tom me not to talk about certain things on topics the way I did say good yeah don't want to upset them too much this lasted for about a month I think and tell the town faced its biggest danger of all I was actually the first one to notice that because I had to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night I noticed the fire off in the distance and decided to wake the town mayor of not knowing how dangerous it was noticeably closer the mayor said evacuate everyone we can he started shouting knowing immediately Dan got it was super dangerous I'm like danger fire luckily with my always completely loud voice and my ability to one very fast it was less than like 4 minutes before everyone what's going out of bed quickly the mayor told me top send some trees flying out an amount I think I managed to save the town Catching Fire for like 15 minutes then luckily. Got every one to evacuate and get them money and thinks it could carry but eventually the whole town went up in Flames nobody died everyone had close to travel in but the town was found dead I might have just went into fire except at this point there was so much time passing I believe mostly I wasn't dreaming anymore and that just would have killed me mosa Dean man in the village was talking with the mayor of the town a bunch of the kids were asking can't you make everything better can't you make all the fire damage go away I had to say I don't I can't do anything like that and I don't even know what we were going to do next his not my decision I don't know the knowledge to make that decision and the News came from the mare he decided we're going to one of the Cities some of the people protested we were just beep on ourselves in the danger of the Warlords and on Zillow fighting but the mayor said only a city trying to accommodate so many people at once our hometown is destroyed we do not have the resources to build another before the winter and then we started going towards the city I figured if I can get everybody to the city NeNe I could earn some extra money and you some future knowledge to benefit Chinese Society in general not like I can make them ocracy happen but maybe I couldn't please how much stuff they're about to plant or how quickly they can do harvesting I know a bit about that stuff we travelled as fast as we can and I often had to find myself killing animals with whatever I could it wasn't really that dangerous I beat the crap out of them they could barely do anything to me we had to sweep in pants and a like but I usually got a good night sleep despite being on main source of Defense because while they decided the high people on Sentry Duty and to have somebody wife buy me to wake me up they had to wake me up a few times like that but no one got killed and one day I bet after we started going for that day we were on a big we went up a big hill and then we saw the city I was thinking nice city maybe get to look around but Polly should spend at least a few days after we get there with the townspeople who take good care of me some of them said I'm might be needed to get a job or Join one of the military armies when I asked about it I wasn't thinking I'd probably do that I like saving people but never really been much for military outside of playing video games it was going to be a few hours on our way down that's when the biggest action happened that I wanted to wake up phlegm when I kill somebody.
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*•°~↑ A Alternate universe I'm working on. I was inspired by a post on here a few months back but I can't find it Y^Y↓~°•*
I did Kabu first because he is my favorite, I would explain the concept of this universe but I'm tired af and would probably make more sense in the morning with a conscious mind.
(p.s. any ideas of who to do next? I'm thinking Leon or Peirs)
“I’m also pretty sure the only reason he doesn’t have the whistle with him at all times is because Mr. Baldi doesn’t like the sound it makes. He’s very sensitive to that.”
I return with great news: I’m writing fanfics again. Actually, I have been for months, but I didn’t want to return to tumblr unless it was absolutely necessary. Well, it’s necessary.
So! To those who are interested in the Mandalorian fandom, and don’t mind darker themes and an oc protagonist (that’s why it’s tagged), do I have the story for you!
On Ao3, look for the author Star Princess. If you click on the series (The Mandalorian and the Alkavarian), the parts should be in order. I’m on the third project of this story, but don’t let that get you down! I’ve heard a lot of good things about the story, and have been told that it’s well written, so I think you’ll enjoy it. Also, just to be clear: It’s angsty. Like. HELLA angsty. But that’s my brand, is it not?
So anyway! Go look at her. She’s beautiful. She’s my pride and joy. I have literally been working on her story for years. And this oc is my daughter. She deserves the universe and I will give it to her.
