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- wash more dishes
- shower
- laundry
- make dinner

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Ok
Goals for the day
- survive work
- wash more dishes
- shower
- laundry
- make dinner

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The issue with trying to fix yourself while incredibly dependent on one person is that there is really so much that will remind you of them when you no longer have them.
What do you mean I'm so morosely thinking about him while trying to draft a message to my instructor because I'd talked to him [ex friend] about my struggles with sounding coherent to even myself but only really him because he was the only person I'd really been talking to, greatly part because of that very issue which he was the familiar with me having.
most firstworld problem ever. i want to draw. so bad. but my drawing tablet is hooked up and only works w/ my work pc. right now i have my gaming pc turning on for leisure and fun. but the second i turn off my gaming pc, i know for a fact someone will beckon me into a realm of a game. i cannot feasibly transfer my drawing tablet over until I move apartments. in august.
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I have miqomarch posts and fics to catch up on....

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really trying to apply the "make it exist first, then make it good" principal to this short little fic I'm writing 😖
It's so hard tho because I have such a high standard for my own writing and I keep getting in my own way
I generally don't write drafts and just do outline/planning and the write it and I do this thing where I expect it to be perfect the first time and because of it I keep getting hung up on little things like "Oh the first few sentences have to be super good and poetic" no they don't I'm literally writing fan fiction Or "I can't just write a scene for the sake of writing a scene there has to be a complete story" the fuck and I'm even talking about that's literally what drabbles and one shots are for?????? Or "Oh no I've written a similar scene for a different ship in a different fandom, I can't write that again" WHAT????? It. Is. Fan. Fiction. I can write what I want over and over again re-skinned with a different couple wtf cares!!!!
god why am I like this
someone send help
I just want to get something on paper for the love of god
I don't cry because if I started crying I'd never stop