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It's so hard tho because I have such a high standard for my own writing and I keep getting in my own way

I generally don't write drafts and just do outline/planning and the write it and I do this thing where I expect it to be perfect the first time and because of it I keep getting hung up on little things like "Oh the first few sentences have to be super good and poetic" no they don't I'm literally writing fan fiction Or "I can't just write a scene for the sake of writing a scene there has to be a complete story" the fuck and I'm even talking about that's literally what drabbles and one shots are for?????? Or "Oh no I've written a similar scene for a different ship in a different fandom, I can't write that again" WHAT????? It. Is. Fan. Fiction. I can write what I want over and over again re-skinned with a different couple wtf cares!!!!

god why am I like this

someone send help