is it normal that me randomly taking my sisters vyvanse when i was younger did more for my anxiety than my actual anxiety medication ever has

theres some kind of construction going on nearby and the constant rumbling is making me so anxious that on top of the dread of the incoming call is making me so a ..a.

i am so a u,g the doctors office called my mom while we were in the car and the lady was like they (psychiatrists office) called kidd's number and their voice message wasnt set up so they couldnt leave a message and are going to close the file again and send a letter and i was like ? my ? voicemail IS set up and she literally just said well no :) its not. when . that same exact woman left me a message the other day about me needing an appointment. SHE HAS USED MY VOICEMAIL . AND STILL REFUSED TO LISTEN o(-< once she hung up my mom even called my number to test and make sure it hadnt gotten broken somehow and it worked fine iwant to cry im so frustrateda