ive unintentionally made "yucklet eyes" a term i use commonly so i will define it here. i dont know what anyone else calls this but yucklet eyes are when any animal does this especially if it's eyes dont normally look like that

group thang tomorrow for the first time in months and also. the first ive been out in actual public w people in months besides like going to the store w/ my sister a few times which is like. passive , existence u know vs people actually talking to me and i am so Afraid i am Scared

it was ok but i did so bad socially it was somehow even worse than last time where i think i accidentally answered a question meant for someone else , this lady asked if i wanted to sit with her and i said no out of fear even tho , i should've the point is to get involved and i was like man i hope she asks again but then she asked again and i once again said no impulsively without thinking and she seemed mad she like waved her hand angrily and turned away o(-< and then whenever id go to get something at this one table one of the ladies would say something to me and id think i got this just smile and go haha yeah and i thought i had it down but im realizing i dont . know how long to hold a smile or if i even smile at all i fear i just end up looking like this

One day, this is gonna be my favorite mutuals couple when they meet because they’re so in love and I don’t have a weird para social investment in it. *Now kith*