#nym thoughts

so close to rewatching Mighty Med over Christmas break.. I might do it...

Ranboo and Tubbo should just start a podcast

nonbinary discord is both my least favorite and favorite thing bc on one hand I'm like "the monster/otherwise not human characters in any media is always the first to be labeled nonbinary and I dont want to further push this portrayal" but like obviously discord is nonbinary, obviously they are

CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW MY DUMBASS IS LITERALLY STILL EXPECTING MAYWARD TO BECOME CANON IN SEASON TWO 😭

when I'm older I want to have a house. I dont care if it's in a city or in a rural place, but I want to be by friends. and i want to have a piano or just a little keyboard, and a guitar, and random little musical things scattered along the walls. and I want to invite my friends over and we can talk and share food and people who've had no prior practice can smash at the piano keys, and someone will be half-assing a campfire song on the guitar, and drumsticks will be banging on shoes, and tables, and chairs to no specific rhythm. and I want light music playing in my kitchen every morning, and I want to watch the sunrise to soft love songs, and I want to carry them with me through the rest of the day. when I'm older just want a house that's full of music and laughter.

I'm tired playing ur silly little games, piano boy

I'm tired of crush culture, going back to becoming one with the universe.

I've had a dream where I met an incredibly attractive person around my age who randomly sat next to and started talking to me, then we started lowkey flirting, not in the weird uncomfy way but in the "haha this is just a joke.. unless 👀" way, and then I find out they have so many layers to themselves, and they listen to me ramble about nothing for, like, an hour before something pulls us away from each other, like one of us has to leave, but we exchange numbers to keep in touch, and it's literally a coming of age Netflix original, but then I wake up and realize it was all a dream, 2 times now. Which isn't a lot but I feel like the fact that it happened twice says a lot about me ._.