Totally. 😂

#myownspace #notanswering #headphoneson https://www.instagram.com/p/Byyf6YkH9E6/?igshid=1lvodigp99x2t

When it’s been one of those weeks and all you want is the outside world to just disappear... 🤫🌍📱💔 #donotdisturb #badday #notanswering #timeout #needabreak #mentalhealth #selfcare #iphone https://www.instagram.com/p/Byp96kuBGbR/?igshid=1re7ts99idzj5

Nope not gonna do it. #noway #notanswering (at Playa del Carmen, Quintana Roo) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpqDDljHXGi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gfbr3r5j7fd6

So.. I have a problem where I get really upset and annoyed if a guy I like doesn't respond within like 5 minutes or less because i’ve been cheated on, lied to, and ignored and that’s my first thought when someone doesn't reply.  My ex who mainly did the ignoring has made me question any guy i’ve come across since we’ve broken up and still him. I was trying to get a hold of him and I know he works 2 jobs now, but I don’t know his schedule and I honestly think it’s impossible to have NO TIME to respond to someone. But he contacted me the other day and then like just stopped talking but I had a question and he wouldn’t respond then calls me the next day after I send “hello...” and says “What’s your problem what’s going on?  I work 2 jobs I can’t answer you right away, some people are out doing stuff and are busy. You always expect and answer right away.” It was something similar to that and when people say things like that I feel like it’s taking a jab at the fact I can’t work right now and stuff.  I am aware If I was working or was occupied I possibly wouldn’t be like as bad about it, but guess what... unfortunately I am unable to work right now and keep myself occupied by going out because i’m going through stuff. People that aren’t going through this will never understand.  I know I have that problem and I actually have been a little better about it, but I just dislike how the phone call went.  The tone in his voice and some of the phrasing he was using just didn’t sit well with me.  There was no need to act like that but maybe he had a bad day who knows.  I just know (which he didn’t know) I was having an off day and I have been for longer than a month and have been more emotional, I guess due to the medicine change and my thinking is all out of whack. I know I need to try and be understanding of what other people might be going through, but why can’t other people do that as well?  Not everyone thinks that way though, unfortunately. 

Is this real life? #9000 #messages #over9000 #amihot #sexy #isthisreallife #notanswering