#not marc

Guys... I just talked to one of my s/os in real life (aka this reality) and not like at a meet and greet he was attending or smth but like on snap. Like two normal people. Not celebrity and fan. And he's not what I was expecting at all. Him and my s/o are two different people to me now. Idk. But I don't see them as the same person. I just don't. It's weird. I can't explain it.

Recently I've been all over the place mentally with my plurality. And this is why I haven't been doing ED stuff. Half the alters in control want different things so we don't do anything as drastic as starving. It's likely that I'll stay this inactive for a while. I don't know if I'll be back sorry. I can give you my alt if you still want to be mutuals outside of ED.

I am so disappointed in myself

not Marc or an Ed alter, but I just thought I'd say: Marc is totally losing the fight to front, this account may become inactive as Marc doesn't really ever front for more than an hour and thus doesn't really control our eating or anything

I just told myself "I'm too dissociated to have any candy right now", I'm shocked and really proud

trying to do some pushups after we Fell On Our Ribs the other day and just immediately like "NO". Idk what we'll do now cause working out was like the plan.. I'll figure something out