#nonhuman comunity

Is there anywhere out there a term for an individual who's connection to their humanity fluctuates? Even to a point of being a holothere, but it is just generally fluid?

Because I've been digging and as i see, probably not enough because i haven't seen anything like this coined yet. If it doesn't exist I might even coin it myself...

Very much targeted towards @l0rd-of-chaos and @cecil-speaks !! :33 thank you for asking :3

I specifically feel like the concept of cannibalism lives inside of me in a way, and it's part of me- not only in a "I am a cannibal" way but also in a "i am cannibalism" way. This identity was probably a part of me for quite a while now but I'm not sure for how long. I'm guessing it has to do with how i bite other people as a way to show affection lol But i am cannibalism in the way that is natural. The kind of cannibalism where there is no other option than consuming the flesh of your own species or even yourself. The kind where wild animals consume their own species. I feel like cannibalism is in a way natural, so natural to a point it resonates with my identity. I feel like it's one of the most frowned upon part of nature, i mean, consuming your own kind? But i feel like i am also frowned upon. And i deeply resonate with the parts of nature that are frowned upon and demonized. I am also a part of nature, even though my kind is so so evil towards nature, even ruining it. But what other way to reconnect with nature do i have if there's not much left? If so much of it is ruined, how am i supposed to be true to my nature if there might be nothing left but my kind? If there's nothing more natural and real in the world, I will go back to my natural self. I will listen to my instincts. I will do everything to be one with nature again.

I feel that Cannibalism is seen as the most unnatural natural thing. And as someone who knows very well that i would go and consume the flesh of another one of my species, i feel like i am letting these instincts "free" to a degree. Like of course I'm not going to eat the flesh of another human, i feel no need to do so, but the instinct is there, i will resolve to eatings another human when there's nothing else. Like cannibalism is naturally a part of me and everybody else but i don't really block the feeling, the instinct.