oh my god i did the best hold last night
i drank a ton of water, pissed, and started my hold around 2pm. throughout the night, i drank around 88oz before & during my 5.5 hour shift. a mutual was controlling my bladder and making my do small challenges during my shift as my bladder got progressively fuller, like tightening my belt, pressing on my bladder, sitting on the toilet fully clothed, sipping my water bottle faster. at one point i got desperate enough that i HAD to pee, but i wanted to stay full, so i only pissed for 6 seconds. god it was torment. i leaked after trying to cut off the stream, so my moot punished me by making me sip more water. the 6 seconds piss did help though. god i got so full even after that though.
by the time my shift ended, i was pretty desperate. i was permitted to piss for 2 seconds but i didn’t, i was talked out of it, into holding as much as i could. i drove home being tormented by my seatbelt. by the time i ate, i was so fucking desperate. i got ready for my shower and sat on the toilet naked, intending to simply torment myself a bit before i held throughout my shower.
but my body had other plans. i was sitting there on the toilet when a massive wave of desperation overtook me and i started leaking. then leaking turned into pissing. god my bladder convulsed as it emptied, it was so full.
and that was so delicious that i’ll be doing another hold tn ;)