#nightlightkin

I randomly remember the apple incident and just feel the need to just sob.

Like I'm going about my day and remember that I'm dead.

I remember how painful it was and my brother's expression then I want to cry.

I'm sorry I ate that apple. I'm sorry.

-nightlight/passive nightmare 🍎🟪

I just wanna watch all 3 httyd movies consecutively for hours on end. So that way I could feel like I myself am actually apart of that world and feeling the emotions and sensations I would feel if I was, ya know, in that world.

' It's windy today. Not enough to be dangerous, but hinting at the coming winter. The winters here are harsh, but you're more than able to cope with it especially from within the fine nest you've built yourself without the mountains. Today however, you are flying. You would be almost as white as the clouds themselves (and could completely hide yourself if you wished) if not for the black markings that show you are not a Light Fury, but a Night Light. For some reason, this seems to matter to humans. You don't mind their company and sometimes fly lower, nearer where they can actually reach. You go into a dive, wings and arms and tail tucked, then pull up at the last moment. The grasses below ruffle from the passing of your large scaly body. There is no intentions today, just enjoying the feeling of flight and testing how far you can push yourself. The first snowflakes of winter begin to fall. You open your wide mouth to catch some as you fly. It's going to be a nice winter.'

Every time I watch these movies, I can’t help but feel something so deep, so strong, so true, and so intense. Something my physical form can’t seem to deal with all on its own. I feel as if there’s another form of my being somewhere else out in the universe, mourning the loss of my true, complete, whole self.

Me. In this human body and world.

Nightfury feels got me wishing on stars n stuff.

Like, the night sky! It’s full of stars! And nightfuries blend into the darkness. I am the darkness! I am flight, I am freedom, I am wrath! Hecc, I wanna fly where no one can see me. I wanna dive down from the heavens and blast the mountain tops clean off. I wanna roar at my enemies and I wanna scratch their eyes out. I wanna prey on the weak and build my reputation as the nightmare in the sky. The pitch black terror. The dark fiend in the clouds. A beast that no one can shoot down or tame.

I wanna be me.