#newthoughtsociety

Don't you miss me?

Don't you miss the love of me?

Don't you miss the day we met?

Don't you miss the day we kissed?

Don't you miss those parties we went?

Don't you miss those benches we sat on?

Don't you miss those rains we danced in?

Don't you miss those cups coffee in winters?

Don't you miss those songs we sung together?

Don't you miss those nights when we counted stars together?

Don't you miss those nights when we got drunk together?

Don't you miss those tight hugs?

Don't you miss those long walks?

Don't you miss the stupid talks?

Don't you miss everything?

Because I do

I miss you,

I miss your love,

I miss that smile,

I miss your touch,

I am dead inside from the day you left,

I miss holding your hands,

All those moments all those memories are now just a bunch of stories,

I wish I could get you back,

I wish I could love the same,

All I want to ask is,

Don't you?

"Yes i am." He replied with a smile and memories rolling back into his eyes soon down his cheeks...

He missed her as much as his eyes missed her smile, as much as his hands missed her touch, as much as his lips missed that taste, as much as his heart missed her love...

He missed her calling him silly...

There he was again,

With that same white Lily in his hand,

It was now an everyday story,

He moved at the same pace slowly...

His eyes had no fear,

His cloths had many tears,

He came with his little heart,

He came with the hopes of art...

He believded in magic,

He believed in love...

The night was dark,

But he was still as energised as lark,

And the moon was full,

He looked like a cute little barewolf.

He closed his eyes joining his hands,

And prayed for some happiness..

Keeping the white Lily on the grave he adorn,

The most beautiful lady of which he was born...

"Mom I am sorry for being late" he said

And in her laps he layed his head...

He closed his eyes and went to sleep,

Winters are here, I sat down to look out of my window the morning which is all dark just like my heart...

Warmth of the fire is trapped in the air around small bonfire.. just like my soul, trapped inside me...

Where are those sunny days gone?

That sun from behind those cloud, that ray of hopes it gave in my eyes, the warmth to my soul? Where is it all gone?

It all came with that smile

She the sun to my dark mornings

Giving me rays of hope

She gave warmth to my soul...

Where is she gone?

She made it look all different

She made it look beautiful

She was the painter of my life

Life without her is a sky without moon, is a rainbow without colours, is a life without soul...

I miss those warm mornings

I miss those sunny days

I miss that ray of hope

I miss those rainbows

I miss that smile which made her face glow

I miss that morning dawn

And all I have to ask is

Where is she gone?

I look back to my fading memories... those still bring smile and tears in my eyes... those might be fading but bruises on my heart are still painful...

A smile was with which it all started.. a beautiful smile...

She was dressed all normal but still looked like an angel with mesmerizing eyes and a beautiful smile..

I lost two things that day, one was my heart and another was me myself..

Time passed, we grew up our relation was concrete... Best Friend she called me everytime...

But that night changed everything..

A dark night when it was raining i and she stood under a tree in a garden enjoying the rains and loving the chill in the atmosphere, when my hand moved to hers, my fingers entangled hers and we hold each other tight..

She was not holding my hand, it was my soul...

And i didnt want her to leave... i was trying to have a glimps of her beautiful face when she caught me and smiles... i could not keep it in..

"I want to tell you something.."

"What?" She asked

"I guess i lost my heart and i guess u have it"

She kept looking at me and then burst into laughter...

I could see the cheer in her eyes... but why was she laughing? 

"Okay i am sorry for laughing, didnt mean to but you easily could have said I love you.."

She continued laughing when i had a smile on my face to hide my red face...

"Is that a yes?"

She stopped... her eyes met mine... and she was about to say those words which my soul was dying to hear., when i felt a sudden jerk...

"Get up you are getting late for school" my mom shouted...

That night i discovered that i was in love...

The day i was waiting for , was here...

I will tell her what i have been telling her for this long in my dreams, i decided..

With a strong motive, a red flower, and a box of chocolate i left for my prom night...

Der she was, she looked prettier then my dreams, in her red gown..

My dream was coming true, she took her slowsteps towards me, so did i..

She carried a smile of love and eyes that gave me chill... i was shivering but was holding my confidence, red flower and a box chocolate tight enough...

"Hey"

"Hey"

"You look beautiful"

"Thankyou!" She said with a smile... i wanted to capture that smile in my heart wanted to hug her tight

"I wanna to tell you something" i said

"So do i" she exclaimed

Was this happening, dud she had the same thought that i had thousands of questions came my way...

I love... my heart sunk, my soul stopped, i didnt feel the land nor the sky, i didnt feel the people around.. was that happening???

I love him a lot..  she said..

Sunk heart drowned deep into dark sea, my soul was chocked to death, i had no words, standing in between a room full of people and loud music all i could hear was my heart breaking my soul crying...

"Hey lets go and dance" came his lover his smile keeper his knight in shining armor and i was left behind all alone.. with my broken heart and dead soul...

Tears rolled down my cheek as i turned around and left the room...

Memories could be fading but my heart still have those bruises...