#onesidedlove

I loved you in silence, In pauses, In spaces you never noticed.

You smiled at the world, I smiled at you.

You never noticed the chair that stayed empty, In dreams I dressed for two.

I never asked for anything— But still, You took everything Without ever knowing.

I threw up words of affirmation

Just to see them in paper layin'

All because of those exchanged glances

And how he would never take chances

To write a perface for this unstarted story in affection

Our town is faded into nothings color

Stealing everything we can be, you plunder

I'm an artist with a brush bathed in revolution

Wishin' to free you from a lawless land within

A Mayor sayin' you & I live in different towns, forever

And that's how it goes...

☆ Written by me ☆

This one-sided love, a symphony for my heart alone, No one else claims this silence; it's my solitary throne.

May countless joys fill your days and nights, Yet the sorrow here is my own solemn rite. This agony, this yearning, they sing only for me, An endless lament in a lonely key.

May laughter grace you, a melody so sweet, But these quiet moments are mine to meet.

I've hidden pain behind my laughter's disguise, But the pain is mine, and this sleeplessness my prize. I'll leave that city where you no longer reside, In every word I write, thoughts of you hide.

I often think of asking you a question so fine, One that could turn your sorrows into joy divine.

May the world's love surround you, like a tender sea, But this solitary love, it belongs solely to me.

In the moonlight's gentle glow, I whisper your name, A silent serenade, a lover's endless claim. For though you're far, in dreams, you remain, And this undying love, forever my domain.

Jika ditanya rasanya sedalam apa?

Aku tidak bisa menakarnya.

Jika ditanya seingin apa?

Seperti ingin menggenggam seluruh dunia.

Perasaan yang sekiranya tak pernah engkau kira atau pula engkau terima, setiap harinya ia tumbuh tanpa sedikitpun rasa iba.

Kesempatan yang tak kunjung datang itu kadang-kadang membuatku putus asa.

Tetapi, melangitkan namamu dalam setiap doa, tak akan hentinya aku coba.

Barangkali, mencintaimu adalah sebuah usaha tanpa timbal balik.

Oleh karena itu, aku dituntut untuk siap menghadapi berbagai hal pelik.

 Seperti melihat tuju mu yang semakin mengarah kepadanya.

 Ah! Apakah tak ada 1 saja doaku yang sampai pada yang kuasa?!

Padahal aku sungguh ingin memberikan duniaku yang utuh untuknya, namun jika ia lebih memilih semesta lain,

Aku bisa apa?

Blossoming Feather (on Wattpad) 

https://www.wattpad.com/story/285003205-blossoming-feather

What if Hanahaki wasn't a disease, but a malediction?