#never works

Love this doodle

Did Whiteboardfox decide to work properly and save it? NO because apparently I had "connection issues" (my WiFi was literally fine and the website still worked)

I hate this website, it never works or saves anything I do

[Below is in Spanish//Abajo esta en español]

In a "who makes me feel good?" contest, it's not actually possible to beat a movement that says The Entire World Rightfully Belongs To You And Everyone Else Exists To Serve You. That message is unbeatable, at least as long as it sounds plausibly true or achievable.

If you want to defeat that movement, you can't just try to win its subjects over by being nicer to them. You'll hollow yourself out and betray yourself ideologically by trying to cater to them and you'll still lose because the supremacy movement is still doing it better than you ever could.

You win against a supremacy movement by attacking the plausibility of it. If you move the goal of "a world where everything is bent to my will" far enough out of reach, fewer and fewer straight men (or white people, or Christians, or whatever group you're trying to reach) will choose to burn every relationship in their life to try to achieve it.

I’m so tired. We’ve been up 36 hrs against our will cause the people in the shelter be fighting right outside our room, tried to break em up and got bit while the staff stood there wide-eyed.

Went to the library Monday and Tuesday, technically it’s Wednesday now, looked into universities out of state so we could get our degree without looking over our shoulder all the time. Turns out we are required to apply as a transfer student, but are immediately disqualified because we don’t have the credits or GPA — which is 70% not our fault, we were being trafficked and weren’t allowed to get legal help or accommodations for the wounds we kept coming back with — even that damn bus driver who never let us board, who publicly announced that our lack of mobility was not his problem. But no exceptions.

Yesterday I was searching up community colleges in the states with the 4 years we like, trying to qualify as a resident in those areas. We’re homeless, no permanent address, so the hope is we can move our ass out to a shelter there and apply for scholarships. Found some places that are cheap enough, offer housing for better than the area, few that got meal plan (it’d cost us, but easier to do schoolwork when we don’t gotta be foraging food in our spare time).

This shelter, though shitty, is about as good as we’ve ever seen. Our case manager says he’ll help us find a way there and a place to stay, but that we’d be paying transportation. We can fit all our shit into three bags including our school bag, might be able to rearrange and shove that in the big suitcase. I hope they’ll let us take two, we got some nice clothes from the Goodwill we won’t be replacing anytime soon. We still have to wait for our SSN to come in the mail, can’t apply for shit without that.

And our chronic dehydration is making our skin crack and peel, so we’re looking like a million bucks (/sar).