penpal
park yeon-jin x f!reader
synopsis: after writing letters to a former broadcaster that is in prison, your penpal relationship grew into something dangerous.
warnings: hybristophilia, two years after the show's story, reader is unsympathetic
the letters started innocently enough.
youβd stumbled across yeon-jinβs name in some obscure online forum, a thread buried deep in the corners of the internet where people traded stories about notorious figures.
park yeon-jin.
the name alone carried something in this country.
she was a murderer, manipulator, a woman whoβd burned her way through lives without a flicker of remorse while growing up successful and rich.
yet, all of the photos of her from the past, all sharp cheekbones and defiant eyes, made your pulse quicken.
even the ones after you received from her in prison still sparked something in you.
she was beautiful, like a storm you wanted to chase.
youβd moved to korea a year ago, chasing a vague dream of starting over from your old life.
seoul was a city that didnβt care about your past.
neither did yeon-jin, apparently. when you sent that first letterβhesitant, polite, a little too formal...she responded within weeks.
yeon-jin's handwriting was beautiful. each stroke was deliberate, like she was carving her words into the paper.Β
youβre new here, arenβt you?
i can tell.
some of your hangul is messy but its alright.
itβs cute.Β
the words made you flush, your fingers tracing the ink as if you could feel her through the page.
over months, the letters grew bolder.
she teased you, her tone playful but laced with something darker, something that made your skin prickle.Β
whatβs a sweet thing like you doing writing to someone like me?
donβt you know iβm trouble?Β
you did know.
youβd read the articles, the lurid details of her crimes that have occurred since 2004.
bullying, murder, torment.
to you, that was before.
before you.
before her words started filling the empty spaces in your days, before her voice through the phone calls became the thing you craved most.
you liked her crazy.
you liked how she didnβt apologize, didnβt shrink.
even in prison, yeon-jin was unapologetic since she was just a queen in exile.
you were hooked.
the day of the visit, five months after your first letter, arrives like a fever.
youβve been counting down the hours, your stomach a knot of nerves. the prison is a gray, hulking beast on the outskirts of the city, all concrete and barbed wire.
you dress carefully. a maxi black skirt, a sweater blouse that clings just enough, a touch of red lipstick because you know sheβll notice.
you want her to notice.
the guard checks your ID, her eyes lingering on you with faint suspicion. youβre not like the other visitors, not family, not a lawyer.
just⦠you.
how do you know the once famous weather broadcaster?
inside, the air smells of disinfectant and despair.
youβre led to a small booth, a thick pane of glass separating you from the other side. your heart hammers as you sit, hands fidgeting in your lap. youβve pictured this moment a hundred times, but nothing prepares you for her.
yeon-jin strides in, and the room feels smaller.
the woman's hair is pulled back, sleek.
her face...goodness, her face.
itβs sharper than in the photos, all angles and intensity, but her lips curve into a smile thatβs equal parts charm and danger.
sheβs in the standard blue prison uniform, but she wears it like itβs couture, her posture regal, unbothered. you could tell that she grew up with class.
she sits across from you, picking up the phone on her side of the glass with a lazy grace.
βwell, well,β she says, her voice smooth, like velvet with a razor edge.
βyouβre even prettier than i imagined, y/n.β
your breath catches, and you press the phone tighter against your ear, as if it could close the distance between you.
βwell of course youβre not so bad yourself,β you manage, your voice softer than youβd like.
you wanted to sound cool, confident. unfortunately, sheβs already unraveling you.
yeon-jin's laugh is a soft, throaty sound that sends a shiver down your spine.
βnot so bad? come on, sweetheart, you can do better than that.β the older woman's eyes rake over you, slow and deliberate, taking in every detail.
the way your blouse dips at your collarbone, the nervous way you tuck a strand of hair behind your ear.
βyou dressed up for me, didnβt you?β
you flush, heat creeping up your neck.
βmaybe.β
βdefinitely.β
she leans forward, her elbow resting on the counter, her chin in her hand. the glass between you feels like a cruel joke.
βred lipstick. bold choice. you know itβs my color, I mentioned it in a letter from a few months back.β
you swallow feeling like your mouth is dry, βthought youβd appreciate it.β
βoh, i do.β yeon-jin's smile widens, and thereβs something predatory in it, something that makes your heart race in a way thatβs not entirely unpleasant.
βyouβre trouble, y/n. i knew it from your letters. all that sweet talk, but thereβs a little fire in you, isnβt there? you aren't like the other bitches I knew before I got in here.β
you bite your lip, and her eyes follow the movement, darkening.
βyouβre one to talk about trouble, weather broadcaster A..β you say, trying to regain some footing as you quote an old article that was released before her arrest.
she laughs again, louder this time. itβs disarming how genuine it sounds.
βfair enough. but you like that, donβt you? you like that iβm not some boring nobody. you like that iβmβ¦ whatβs the word? infamous.β
you donβt deny it.
you canβt.
instead, you lean forward, mirroring her posture, your voice dropping.
βmaybe i do. maybe iβm just as messed up as you are.β
yeon-jin's eyes flash, a spark of something unreadable like delight, maybe, or recognition.
the hour passes in a blur of words and glances, each one heavier than the last.
she tells you about prison life with a casualness that borders on flippant, like sheβs describing a mildly inconvenient vacation.Β βthe foodβs shit, but you learn to deal. the other girls? theyβre scared of me. makes things easier.βΒ
you hang on every word, captivated by the way she spins her world into something almost glamorous. she asks about you, too...your job, your tiny apartment, the way seoul feels like a show youβre still learning to tune into.
itβs the flirting keeps you on edge, the way she puts it into every sentence, every look.
she tells you about her old life, snippets of it, always careful to skirt the worst of her crimes like when she murdered her classmate back in 2004.
you donβt push.
you know what she did.
it was bullying that went too far, a cruelty that left scars deeper than skin.
the yeon-jin in front of you isnβt the monster from the headlines.
sheβs magnetic, her words dripping with charm that feels custom-made for you. you wonder if this is how she was before...back when she was a broadcaster, all polished smiles and calculated allure.
do-yeong was her ex husband, you were jealous that he got to see yeon-jin in her prime.
however, she played him.
also, you wonder if sheβs playing you now.
you wonder if you care.
βyouβre staring,β she teases, snapping you out of your thoughts. the mother's eyes are locked on yours, βwhatβs going on in that pretty head of yours?β
βjustβ¦ trying to figure you out,β you admit, your voice barely above a whisper.
βgood luck with that.β
she leans back, stretching slightly, and the motion pulls the fabric of her uniform tight across her shoulders.
you try not to notice, but she catches you anyway, her smirk knowing.
the guardβs voice crackles through a speaker, announcing that timeβs almost up.
panic flares in your chest since youβre not ready to leave, and to not ready to lose this strange, electric connection.
yeon-jin seems to sense it, her expression softening further.
βyouβll come back, right?β she asks, and for the first time, thereβs a hint of vulnerability in her voice.
itβs fleeting, gone as soon as it appears.
itβs enough to make your resolve crumble.
βtry and stop me,β you say.
βgood girl,β she murmurs, and the words send a jolt through you, equal parts thrill and danger.
βwrite me soon, yeah? iβll be waiting.β
the guard ushers you out, and youβre left in a daze.
you can still hear her voice, still see the way her eyes held yours, like she was peeling back your layers and liking what she found. youβre not naive...you know who she is, what sheβs done.
the articles called her a sociopath, a bully who destroyed lives without blinking.
the yeon-jin you met today wasnβt just a headline.
she was real, flawed, intoxicating.
youβre already counting the days until you can see her again.
back at your apartment, you canβt sit still.
the woman's letters are spread across your desk, each one reread until the words are burned into your mind.Β
you trace the loops of her handwriting, your fingers lingering on the paper as if it could somehow bring her closer.
youβre fixated, and you know it.
you pull out a fresh sheet of paper, your pen hovering. what do you even say? how do you capture the way sheβs already under your skin, a fever you donβt want to shake?
you start writing, the words spilling out faster than you can think.
yeon-jin,
i canβt stop thinking about you. today wasβ¦ i donβt even know how to describe it. youβre more than i expected. more than anyone iβve ever met. i know youβre in there, and iβm out here, but it doesnβt feel like that when we talk. it felt like youβre right next to me, like i can feel your eyes on me even now.
you pause, your heart pounding.
itβs too much, too honest, but you donβt crumple the paper.
you keep going, your words growing bolder, more desperate.Β
i donβt care about what you did. i know i should, but i donβt. i just want to know you, all of you, the parts you never showed anyone else like do-yeong.
by the time you finish, itβs late, and your hand aches from gripping the pen so tightly.
you fold the letter carefully, your fingers trembling with the weight of what youβve admitted. you donβt know if itβs love or obsession or something darker, but you know one thing for certain.
yeon-jin has you, and you donβt want her to let go.
you seal the envelope, her name written in your careful script.
tomorrow, youβll mail it.
tomorrow, youβll start counting the days until her response and when you see her again.
when that comes, youβll be ready.
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