You’ve Got Mail (Neris’ Version): A Modern Epistolary Fic - Chapters 1 and 2!
Banner by: @themadmorrigan
Status: Multi-chapter (in progress)
Rating: T (sorry folks, no sexting)
Relationships: Nesta Archeron x Eris Vanserra, background Elucien
Co-written by @themadmorrigan and @itsblobross for @nerisweek 2025!
Read Chapters 1 & 2 here!
Summary: Nesta Archeron did the one thing you’re never supposed to do: text the number on the bathroom stall. To her surprise, she and the mysterious stranger on the other end have more in common than she could ever have expected.
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Nesta Archeron has spent her entire career in libraries. Years of research, countless hours of work—blood, sweat, and tears poured into a single obsession: Narben. Thanks to Rhysand's vision for his museum, she's finally been given the chance to find it.
There's just one problem: she has to work with Eris Vanserra.
Infamous in name and nature, Eris is her only hope of recovering Narben and unlocking its long-dead secrets. When their paths converge on the hunt for the sword, sparks fly as brilliant minds meet, and goals appear to align.
One legendary object, two powerful bidders. Can Nesta and Eris work together to find it? Or will their clashing egos and opposing desires lead them to ruin?
Rating: Mature
Pairing: Nesta x Eris
Status: WIP
Chapter count: 1/5
I wrote a lil Neris fic.
Red Coronet (3801 words) by sometimesalways
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Nesta Archeron/Eris Vanserra
Characters: Nesta Archeron, Eris Vanserra, Gwyneth Berdara, Emerie (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
Additional Tags: The Valkyries (A Court of Thorns and Roses), Eris Vanserra is Bad at Feelings, Masturbation, Mirrors, Daydreaming, Hair Dyeing, Light Angst
Summary:
It's Nesta's free weekend, and her schedule is packed. Sleepover with the Valkyries, a new hair style, and a night with the new High Lord of Autumn. Sounds fun? Let's see.
Hey, everyone! This is a follow up to Castle that I have had planned for a while ever since someone commented that they wanted a pt.2 so here it is! This is also my first time actually writing and posting smut so please be gentle, I hope you enjoy! As always I'm the author (please don't repost)
Also this is for day 7 of eris week! @erisweekofficial
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Warnings: 18+, smut, p in v, oral(f and m receiving), biting, blood, kissing, use of fuck?, eris is HL, 'touch her and die', protective eris, idk what else really
Word Count: 4215
Description: Following Eris becoming High Lord there is a lot to do, including a meeting with the inner circle and a ball to formally announce his best title. In between all of this shenanigans ensue.
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They stood there, lungs heaving, as it all came crashing down. He was the new High Lord. She was now Lady of the Autumn Court. There was so much to be done. There were reforms to be put in place, people to get rid of. Soon there would be visitors, ambassadors from other courts ready to feel out any weaknesses, to gain an alliance with the new High Lord.
But first, they would have to clean themselves off. Beron’s blood was splattered on their clothes and their altercation had left them both looking a bit disheveled. They were in no state for company.
Before either of them got the time to think, a servant entered the room. Her startled gasp at her High Lord lying on the ground, dead, while his son and daughter-in-law both stood together, a sword in her hand and blood covering both of them. Eris turned to face her and instantly she knew that he was his father’s heir.
Bowing low, “My lord.”
Without pause he commanded her to fetch his mother.
“What happens now?” Nesta asked, unsure of what procedure must be followed in this type of situation.
Eris let out a weary sigh. “Now we send out an announcement to all of the High Lords and send out invites to all Autumn Court nobility for a ball to formally introduce myself as the High Lord.” He was used to this sort of political game but the stakes just got raised with his new title. All eyes would be on him to see if he would follow in his father’s footsteps or make changes. Either way, he would make many enemies along the way.
“Eris?”
In the doorway stood the former Lady of the Autumn Court looking elegant as usual although there was still a deathly paleness to her complexion.
“Mother above! Is he…” Her hand flew to her mouth, shocked by the sight before her. She dared not say it out loud for fear that it would reverse it. The idea that her husband was finally deceased seemed too good to be true.
“Yes.” Nesta said, sword still in hand.
The only words she could hear in head was ‘I’m free’ over and over. After centuries of an unhappy marriage she finally allowed herself to think of a life without Beron. For so long it had only been a fleeting thought that she had only allowed herself to have once and never again. Until now, that is. Now she was free to do as wished. It was a dizzying thought.
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A few days later the announcement that Eris was the new High Lord had been sent out, everyone was officially aware of Beron’s death. The invites for the ball had also been sent out. Although Nesta didn’t say anything she was slightly concerned that they would have visitors from the Night Court. She knew Rhys didn’t particularly trust either of them and would want to ensure that Eris would actually be an ally to them. Undoubtedly Feyre would do her best to convince him she should come as well despite her condition. If that happened then Azriel and Cassian would likely accompany them both.
She hadn’t seen Cassian since before the wedding and Nesta really didn’t want a repeat of that.
She leaned in the doorway of Eris’ new office where he sat examining papers. His head in one hand, hair messy from running his fingers through it, he looked exhausted and yet, also extremely hot. His fiery hair shone in the light coming from the fireplace.
“Hey.”
He looked up and over at where she stood in nothing but her pajamas.
“Why are you still up? I thought you went to bed.” Eris asked.
“Couldn’t sleep.”
“I’m almost done here, I can come by your room when I’m done.”
She shook her head, “I’ll wait.”
For the past several days he had been sleeping in her room. Both of them were far too stressed to engage in much conversation but they had managed to find solace in each other’s presence.
When they did finally go to bed the two of them nearly collapsed from exhaustion onto the bed, almost immediately falling asleep. As sleep claimed them their bodies drifted towards each other, their limbs intertwining.
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“Rhysand has requested a meeting.”
Nesta looked over at him from where she was pulling on her clothes.
“Is he coming here?”
He shook his head. “No, in the Hewn City.”
There was a pause. Rhys would want to ensure that he was still an ally now that he was High Lord now. Feyre would be there, she thought. So would Cassian. Regardless, it was important that they put up a unified front.
“When do we leave?”
Eris grimaced, “One hour.”
They did indeed leave an hour later, dressed to impress. Eris wore Autumn Court colors, the red and gold complimenting his features. Nesta’s dress matched. It was black with red and gold designs, outlines of leaves. They looked like a match made in hell.
When they arrived they were escorted to a meeting room that was not unfamiliar to Eris, he had had a meeting there once before not too long ago. Keir was already there but the Inner Circle was not. Waiting, Nesta thought, to make an intimidating entrance. An effort to make her and Eris not important enough to show up on time.
Time ticked away, the three of them sitting without making a sound. Under the table Nesta felt a warm hand placed over hers. Her heartbeat slowed a bit, brought back out of her imagination.
The doors burst open, revealing Feyre and Rhysand flanked on either side by Azriel and Cassian. The four of them took a seat across from them. Eris gave her a hand a small squeeze before facing them. Rhys waved a hand, dismissing Keir. He started to protest but thought better of it, running off.
All four of them were dressed in Night Court black, Azriel and Cassian wore all of their siphons, the light blazing. Feyre was even more pregnant than before. She put on a good face, void of emotion, but Nesta could see the strain in her features. Rhys looked unbothered as usual, picking an invisible piece of lint off of his suit as Eris discussed the promises he had made if this should happen. He had been promised protection in case the Autumn Court did not agree with changes he might make.
There was a small pause that would have gone unnoticed by most but Nesta caught it.
“We will send Cassian with you.”
No. There’s no way he said that. Nesta quickly masked her surprise but she noticed how odd the others were acting. This wasn’t decided before coming here. Or at least it hadn’t been discussed. She noticed the small, near imperceptible tell on her sister’s face, Rhys had made this decision without her. Azriel looked calm on the surface but she had a feeling that he was also thrown for a loop. Cassian however she didn’t look at.
Instead she glanced at Eris by her side, the unsurprised look on his face. He had expected this, she realized.
The High Lord of the Autumn Court sneered at Cassian, “Very well.” The Illyrian didn’t look all too happy either and Nesta was wondering what she had done to deserve this.
They all stood, Cassian walking over to the door. Feyre approached her, a hesitant expression on her face. Rhysand’s eyes did not budge from them, his very gaze threatening her endless pain if she dared to even consider hurting her sister. She shot a glare his way before she gave Feyre a small hug. They weren’t close but she was still her little sister.
“Tell Elain I said hi.”
Feyre bowed her head slightly, “Of course. She misses you. We all do.”
Her sentiment was not shared with the rest of the Inner Court but Nesta appreciated it nonetheless.
The whole way back to the Autumn Court was quiet, full of snide remarks and disgruntled looks. Every casual gesture of Eris’ towards her almost seemed pointed towards Cassian. Yet somehow they managed to return home without any actual fighting.
“One of the servants will have a room made for you. I’m sure you won’t mind that it’s right next to the stables. Better than what you’re used to I’m sure.”
Cassian was about to retort when Eris continued with a devilish smirk, “In fact, in order to truly protect us against threats you had better stand outside our bedroom.”
Cassian coughed, looking away from Nesta, “Our?”
“Yes. We are married. Did your mother never tell you what married couples do?” He leaned in a bit, “They fuck.”
Nesta snorted. Cassian turned bright red, not meeting their gazes. When she married Eris he clearly hadn’t imagined that they would actually be together. In his mind she was a victim, marrying Eris because she didn’t feel worthy and Eris was terrible enough to take advantage of her. While his imaginings were not unfounded his savior complex was misplaced.
Nesta walked to her room, exhausted and hungry. She still hadn’t finished one of her books and had been forced to pause in the middle of a very interesting scene. Eris followed behind, Cassian further behind him. When they reached the room Eris entered behind her and slammed the door leaving Cassian out in the hall with nothing to do but stand there and guard.
Nesta shrugged off her dress and pulled on something far more comfortable, climbed up onto the bed and grabbed her book. She sat there watching Eris also dress a little more casually, admiring his body. The candlelight illuminated his hair, making it look like a living flame. She clenched her thighs, watching his muscles flex with every movement.
“I can feel you staring.” He teased.
“And? We’re married. I’m free to look as I please.”
He turned towards the bed, “I never told you to stop.”
Changing the subject, she said, “You knew he would suggest Cassian be sent with us.” It wasn’t a question.
His expression shifted, no longer playful. “I suspected he would. The spymaster would be too obvious, Morrigan would refuse, and he wouldn’t come himself. Make no mistake, I am well aware that he has spies in my court but if I can keep my eyes on their main source of information all the better.”
“Plus you enjoy messing with him.”
He smiled, his amber eyes twinkling with amusement. “Indeed.”
A deliciously wicked thought came to her. She bore Cassian no ill will, well, not much but she sure did love to annoy him. Especially after how he acted after the dance where she was supposed to entrigue Eris. Part of it was she wanted to ensure he realized that this was entirely her idea, she actually wanted to be with Eris although she hadn’t at first. Secondly she knew that this would be fun.
Reluctantly she put down her book, promising herself that she could read it after. She expected him to want to get right into it so he could demonstrate just how much they did indeed fuck to Cassian. Instead he started pulling her shirt up. Lifting her arms, he pulled it up and over revealing that she was wearing nothing underneath.
One of his hands went to her breast, cupping it. A finger teasing her nipple. The other went to her neck, pulling her in for a kiss. She moaned when he bit her lip, grinning into the slight pain of his canines just barely breaking the skin. Pulling away he started leaving open mouth kisses down her chest, his hand moving down to her other breast. Lifting up again he pressed delicate kisses to her breasts, just shy of her nipple, his hands off to the side supporting his weight. His mouth circled them, never actually touching her where she wanted.
“Eris, please.”
He grinned before finally sucking one of them, letting go with a light pop before moving to her other one. Shifting further downward he pushed her legs further apart, settling between them.
“So wet.” He murmured, thrusting in his finger. Adding a second one, he leaned in licking up her center, teasing her clit with the tip of his tongue. He sped up his hand motions, adding a third finger but never actually touching her where she wanted him to. Nesta twisted her body, trying to get him to touch her clit but simply moved away.
She whined, “Eris!”
“That’s right. Tell him who’s making you feel good.” He encouraged, thrusting his fingers faster, bringing her closer and closer to the edge before finally flicking her clit with the very tip of his tongue.
“Eris!” She shouted as she came. When she finally relaxed he shifted upwards, bringing his mouth to her ear, his lips just barely brushing her.
“That’s my good girl.”
She turned her head, kissing him, tasting herself on his lips.
“Take your clothes off.” Nesta commanded.
“Take them off yourself.” He dared her.
She huffed but pushed him up into a seated position, pulling his shirt off before tugging on his pants, pulling them down. His hard cock sprung out, released from the cloth. She pulled them all the way off before bringing both hands up to his thighs. He was big but she knew that already.
She licked up the length of him, fisting him in one hand. Her fingers weren’t even able to touch. Pressing a featherlight kiss to his tip, she slowly took him into her mouth. Bobbing her head up and down, trying to take more of his length. He thrust up into her mouth slightly, choking her a little. She looked up at him with watery eyes before sucking on him, hard, spurred on by his moans.
“Fuck!”
He pulled her off him despite her protests.
“I want to hear you moaning my name so everyone,” He says with a pointed glance towards the door, “Knows you’re mine.”
He flipped her under him, lining himself up with her entrance. He met her gaze, smirked before thrusting into her hard. She groaned, loudly. Outside Cassian was sitting, listening in. He had been instructed to not leave their side his entire time here but he didn’t think Rhys had anticipated them fucking like rabbits within his earshot. He grimaced, wishing to be anywhere but there.
“You’re doing so good for me.”
Eris’ gaze never wavered from Nesta’s face, thrusting into her, watching her eyes roll back a bit. The noises she made were music to his ears. Reaching her arms up she tugged him closer, latching onto his neck, sucking at the pale skin. He groaned when her teeth broke skin.
“My little bloodsucker.” He said fondly, caressing her hair that had previously been braided but was now coming undone into loose waves. Taking advantage of his loss of focus she leveraged her strength, turning them over so he was underneath her and she was riding him, both hands placed firmly on his toned stomach.
Eris leaned back, his arms crossed behind his head, watching her fuck herself on his cock, her breasts bouncing every time she thrust down onto him. He was mesmerized by her near-hypnotic movements, thrusting up into her at the same time she pushed down.
When her gaze finally met his, he caught a glimpse of something that almost gave him pause. Her eyes were beautiful blue gray normally but now they looked almost silver. Then she blinked and it disappeared.
Realizing that she was getting close he flipped her back under him, a hand creeping between their bodies to rub her clit. He could feel her getting close, clenching so hard on him that he nearly saw stars.
“Come on, that’s it. Tell me, who’s fucking you so well?” He watched as she arched her back, the bulge of his cock making a visible bump in her stomach. Pressing down lightly he could feel himself move inside of her.
She moaned, “You!.”
“Say my name.”
She moaned again, clenching hard before finally reaching her release at the same time as him.
“Eris!” She yelled at the top of her lungs, loud enough others in the castle could probably hear if they passed by their room. As they both came down he kept on lazily thrusting into her before slowly pulling out. Staring into her eyes he thought he saw a flash of silver again but then it was gone.
Remembering their original objective she decided to have some fun. Saying louder than normal, “God, you’re so big.”
Teasing her a bit, he asked, “Bigger than Cassian?”
“Way bigger than Cassian.”
From outside the room they heard a sharp cough and sounds of someone kicking something.
Grinning at her he asked,”Best you’ve ever had?”
“Now, now don’t get ahead of yourself.” She teased, shrugging, “I’ve had better.”
“Oh, yeah?” He pulled her to him, claiming her mouth with a kiss.
“Convinced yet?” He asked.
“Convince me again.” Smiling, he pulled her in for another kiss.
Finally he pulled away for a second to grab a warm, soaking wet cloth to clean her off.
“Ready for round two?” She asked suggestively.
He groaned, hanging his head. “I wish I could but I still have more paperwork I need to get done for tomorrow before the ball.”
Nesta pouted, her bottom lip jutting out a bit causing him to lean in, gently pulling at her lip with his teeth. “I’ll be back in an hour, I promise.”
She narrowed her eyes at him before sighing, “Fine, I guess I’ll just have to take care of myself then.”
He leaned in, cupping her pussy with one hand. “Who does this pussy belong to?”
She crossed her arms defiantly. “Me.”
“Wrong answer. This pussy is mine to touch, mine to lick, mine to fuck. You will not pleasure yourself until you get back.”
She whined a bit but decided to give him this one, for now. She was going to have fun toying with him. Besides she didn’t mind giving him control as long as it was hers to give. Nesta could do whatever the fuck she wanted and he knew that but it wouldn’t hurt to wait, she got off on it a bit if she was being honest.
“Fine.”
“Say it.”
“I won’t touch my…” At his pointed look she corrected herself, “Your pussy.”
“Good girl.”
He stood up, pulling on some clothes before walking to the door. When he opened it Cassian stood there, facing the wall opposite him, not acknowledging his presence. Eris could smell the rage coming off him in waves, making him smirk to himself.
“Were you listening to us? Pervert.” He shook his head, faking disappointment even though that had been the plan. Eris had seen how the Illyrian had looked at his wife during the meeting and on the way back to the Autumn Court even when Nesta hadn’t. He was still not over her and clearly needed to be reminded of his place.
“I’m not, I wasn’t…” He trailed off.
Eris met his gaze, staring at him, not a hint of amusement left on his face. “Look at my wife again like you want to fuck her and I will kill you.” He stepped closer, snarling, “Touch her and die.”
“Nesta doesn’t need you defending her honor.”
“No. No she doesn’t. But as her husband it is my privilege to do so. I will not hesitate to end you regardless of the repercussions. And if my wife wishes to take your life herself I will gladly stand back and watch.” With that, he stormed away.
In her bedroom Nesta climbed into bed, pulling her shirt back on and finally read her book. It was one that she had found in the library and it was surprisingly good. She would have to make note about sending it to Gwyn and Emerie, she had a feeling that both of them would like it as much as she had. Nesta missed them a lot. That was the one downside to living in the Autumn Court, she could no longer see them unless she visited.
By the time she finished the book it was nearing two hours since Eris had left. Not wanting to go to bed yet she got up, put on some pants and walked outside. At the sound of the door opening Cassian sprung up from where he had been sitting.
“Nesta…”
She cut him off. “I don’t feel like listening to anything you have to say at the moment.”
When she tried to walk away he followed. Now annoyed, she whirled around. “You don’t need to follow me like a dog. I can take care of myself just fine.”
He looked like he was about to protest and she commanded him, “Stay here. If you follow me I will gut you.”
Continuing on she barged into Eris’ study to find him tirelessly reading through papers.
“Nesta? What are you doing alone?” He asked, noticing her lack of company.
“I have a dagger, I can defend myself you know.” For some reason she hadn’t told him about her power. Most of the time she ignored it, forgetting it was there. Other times when her emotions heightened it would surge powerfully.
“I’m not saying you can’t. But it’s dangerous for you.” He stood up, walking over to her, “Not only are you my wife but you could potentially be the mother of my children. Children who might one day rule after me.” He held her close and kissed her forehead, “They will use you to get to me, the Illyrian is just a security measure.”
“Are you ready to come to bed?” She said, jerking her chin towards his desk.
He looked behind him with a weary look. “Very much so.” Grabbing her hand he walked with her back to their room. Cassian was still there, standing by the door. They entered the room silently, not saying anything.
Ditching their clothes they crawled into bed and curled up under the blankets, praying for a good night’s sleep. After all, the ball was the next day. They would need to be ready for what was in store.
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Nesta sat on the bed, putting on her heels, watching Eris get dressed. They had already been delayed a bit after a repeat of last night, multiple times. Now she had other things to consider.
“This ball, everyone there is going to be watching us, watching you.” She mused.
“Yes.”
“Will your mother be coming? I haven’t seen her around since I killed Beron.”
He turned towards her, “She has left the Autumn Court. My father always suspected that she was unfaithful. As it so happens, he was correct.”
“So where is she now?”
He shook his head, “I have no idea. She wouldn’t tell me in case someone found out and used that information against us.”
Nesta stood up, her dress fully visible, every intricate detail on display. She wore a floor length gown, the color of blood, that had long sleeves and a plunging neckline that had the tiniest black diamond at the junction. On each of her wrists, at the very end of the sleeves were even more tiny diamonds. The skirt of her dress had a slit up to her hip that gave a glimpse of creamy skin with every step she took. Her hair was up in a braided updo with gold threaded through it, catching the light.
“You look like a goddess.”
Her power surged through her veins, reminding herself that she was indeed a goddess.
In awe he murmured, “Your eyes.”
Her silver eyes stared back at him. He raised a hand to cup her cheek, his thumb brushing the soft skin. Gazing into her eyes with an expression of reverence.
“They are so beautiful.” He held his palm to hers, letting her power feel his. Cold, icy silver death meeting a blazing golden warmth. They intertwined, visible tendrils of power twisting around their joined hands. The both stared in amazement, pulling away slightly before joining their other two hands, becoming a circuit of power. Feeling each others’ power surging through them, coursing through their veins, was a high they never wanted to come down from. Finally, they did, shaken from their spell when a noise was heard behind the door. People were arriving.
It was almost time to go.
“Are you ready?”
“Almost. Just one last thing.” Eris summoned a box that, upon opening, revealed a crown of woven gold that had formed into leaf details. Tiny black diamonds were encrusted on them, glinting in the candlelight. He held it up above her head, delicately placing it atop her brow. Her beauty could bring him to his knees.
Together they walked to the entrance of the ballroom, Cassian trailing behind. Any stragglers had already been shown in the halls empty. They stood before the main doors, hand in hand.
“Ready?” She asked.
“Yes, you?”
She squeezed his hand, “Born ready.”
Using his powers he pushed open the doors, revealing everybody waiting for their arrival.
In that moment they were no longer Nesta and Eris, they were Lady Death and the High Lord of the Autumn Court.
Summary: Eris revises his bargain with Rhysand: Nesta for Autumn Healers. He agrees and Nesta is sent to Autumn under the guise as Eris’s new bride in order to assist with removing Beron for good. Now she has to navigate a new court and also decide just how much she will trust her new husband.
Author’s Note: Starts at an undisclosed section of ACOSF and CW/TWs will be provided by chapter. Rating subject to change.
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EEE this is my first Neris fic, and I am very excited about it.
Here is the snippet!!
“My actions brought them embarrassment.” Nesta said simply, “They hated what I did in my own time.”
“Which… was?” Eris raised an eyebrow, eyes flicking around her face, from her smooth forehead, to her high cheekbones, sharp jawline, thin pink-tinted lips, and always returning to those flame-filled eyes that burned holes in his sockets.
“Drinking and fucking with no regard,” Nesta answered, her expression remaining carefully neutral, but face flushing red with her own admission.
As if she was ashamed, or had been made ashamed.
Eris furrowed his brow.
“That's… it?”
Surely, surely she did something else. Murdered a man in cold-blood, or kidnapped children, because there was simply no world in which one was sentenced to a life underground in a terror-filled city because they drank and fucked.
If that were the case, Eris was clearly at risk for being locked down here too.
“I spent their money.” Nesta looked away, towards the fire, “500 marks.”
“Thats…”
Eris must be being locked down here as well, if that was what the Court of Night considered worthy of being punished for.
“That’s it?” Eris repeated as if his mind had broken from the absurdity.
Nesta levelled him with a confused look, “I… I insulted Morrigan, as well as Rhysand and Amren. Argued with them and refused to join them often. I offended them?”
She said it with such a confused tone, as if trying to incriminate herself.
Now Eris was fully convinced Rhysand had only invited him to be locked down here with Nesta. He’d have to invite Kallias next as well, considering that male spent a lot more than 500 marks on a good night.
“That’s it?” Eris attempted to chastise himself, especially for Nesta’s confused expression at his repeated remarks.
“Yes?” Nesta blinked.
Silence took hold, as Eris reigned his tongue back in, but his next words could not be shielded by centuries of careful courtier training, his filter seemingly broken by sheer confusion.
“Nesta, I don’t believe there is a single Faery in the world that hasn’t spent more than that on a good outing. I don’t believe there is a single Faery in Prythian that hasn’t insulted Rhysand’s sacred Inner Circle more than once either.” He blinked, if it were anyone else he would assume they were lying and hiding some other crime to save face. But from Nesta’s mask breaking off and showing pure and utter confusion, he understood that no, Nesta was telling the truth.
It made Eris wonder what else Rhysand had done, if he allowed his own sister-in-law to be sentenced to a life like this for something his own Court did on a regular basis.
This is from chapter three, you can find the fic on my 'Dark Autumn' blog @achaoticalien
It was too uncouth her mother claimed whenever Nesta begged to join the others as a child.
But on occasion, under the dim light of twilight, she snuck out to the river's edge and threw herself to the mercy of the current. She’d nearly frozen the first night she tried. After having clawed her way on the bank, mud and grass caked under her nails, she laid there and let the wind lash violently at her exposed skin. Fractals of ice weighed down her lashes. It didn't matter to her, too exhausted to care, every pore in her body drained of the urge to fight.
Eventually, she learned – sort of. Cauldron be damned.
It hadn't prepared her for the invisible ocean she was drowning in now. Hadn't taught her how to survive a world so foreign to everything she knew – everything she had been.
Head underwater, lungs depleted, his hand was the life raft she didn't want to need.
She was stronger now, didn't need necessarily need that life raft, but that didn’t stop her heart from wanting it…and the male attached to it.
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In a world on fire, where the flames licked away the dampness on her cheeks, Nesta was learning to build a home of her own.
(Or, Eris and Nesta learn about family and home together.)
Fandoms: ACOTAR
Relationships: Nesta x Eris
Rating: Mature*
Release Date: Early February 2023 (tentatively)
Nesta couldn’t recall the last time her birthday had truly been celebrated. Over the past several years, it hadn’t taken priority over the other vast changes in her life.
Ironic, she supposed, as birthdays marked the passage of time.
It seemed as though even those who did know her birthday hadn’t bothered to remember.
There was little use mentioning it or bringing it up herself to her sisters. She’d rather her birthday be glanced over or forgotten as opposed to being seen as petulant or petty - causing any new strain or tension between the three of them.
They’d only recently begun to heal their familial wounds after Nesta had accepted Eris’ proposal and taken her place alongside him as his wife.
The healing could not have even started had she stayed in Velaris; pretending to be a part of the Inner Circle and forcing herself to mask her trauma. Had she stayed.. Nesta trembled at the thought. She could only assume they would have followed through with forcing her to work through her experiences their own way. Their, hereby meaning Rhysand and his followers.
It had been a different experience entirely at the Autumn Court.
Processing trauma, it seems, was not uncommon in Autumn. There were healers of physical, mental, and emotional ailments. Nesta assumed that was how the Lady of Autumn was able to stay somewhat sane during her union to Beron.
The Lady was still distant, often times Nesta found her staring out upon the breathtaking scenes of Autumn. Yet she was attentive to Nesta’s own healing.
Admittedly, she would have had a significantly more difficult time healing and processing her thoughts, emotions, and experiences without Eris’ mother. She had become a great comfort.
Eris, too, had become a comfort and trustworthy foundation.
But that was a few years ago.
Nesta now found herself comfortably as Eris’ wife. After their union, they agreed to start as friends and companions - allowing their relationship to naturally flourish as they became more besotted with one another. During the years time, they had formed a close bond.
They had begun to learn so many nuances and subtle details of one another. They learned to read one another and understand the other.
He had asked once about her birthday.
Eris couldn’t recall the last time his birthday had truly been celebrated, either. His mother never forgot, naturally. She would provide him with a gentle reminder and a small gift over the years. Lucien, too, would send a small token of recognition every other year or so.
Since their union, Eris had never forgotten Nesta’s birthday.
No lavish celebration, no decadent gifts. She did not want that for her birthday. Nesta made that abundantly clear. She didn’t mind other opulent celebrations - especially when magnificent galas were held in their honor. Yet never for her birthday.
In a similar fashion to his mother, Eris would provide Nesta with a meaningful gift, always heartfelt and well thought out. He would enclose a letter within the pages of the book she was currently reading, as well as a vibrant red, orange, or yellow leaf he would find on his walks. Often the letter would highlight her strengths, the countless reasons for which he admired her, the ways in which he adored her, loved her, cherished her, respected her.
On occasion, the letter would not be a letter at all. It would be a deliciously worded piece of erotic fantasy where Eris and Nesta were the main characters.
Nesta kept every letter. Nesta kept every leaf.
She couldn’t recall the last time her birthday had been traditionally “celebrated” with a large gathering, far too many presents, and a feeling of emptiness at the end of the celebration.
She also found, with some amusement, she was beginning to have difficulty recalling the time she hadn’t felt so unconditionally loved, respected, and seen for who exactly she was - just as she was - by the one who mattered most to her.