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My new animated short! Join Dorkzilla as he runs into all his kaiju pals!

Yeahhh this is my art! I’m actually really proud of these! :D

A well-timed message from the universe after a total sobbing mental collapse last night. I spent four hours yesterday filling out social security paperwork about what I can do now that I couldn’t do before and what my life is like day-to-day because of my conditions. That put my head on a loop of, “...it wasn’t supposed to be like this,” and, “What happens if I don’t get better,” and, “Why wouldn’t those fucking doctors just listen to me for all those months?!” You get the idea... So here’s the thing: I can keep swimming in all of that fear and anxiety or try to convince myself that shit IS going to be more than OK on the other side of all of this and that being a person who does all of the right things in the right way is going to pay off. I’d rather believe that making my health and wellness my full time job now, in the short term, will allow me to fulfill all kinds of dreams and make all kinds of awesome things happen in the long term... than to allow myself to believe that nothing is ever going to be ok again. But that doesn’t mean that I won’t have the occasional sobbing mental collapse. And thank goodness I have friends like my gal Cindil to talk me back from the mental ledge when I can’t do it for myself. True friends are a special kind of treasure. If you are having one of those breakdowns and need someone to talk to that gets it, reach out. We Spoonies must stick together. #nerdzilla #nerdherd #businesscouch #businesscasual #businesswoman #blogger #bloggersofinstagram #writersofinstagram #chronicpainwarrior #spinepainwarrior #degenerativediscdisease #spoonie #piriformissyndrome #rehab #health #skincare #beauty #muletown #muletownusa #columbiatn #muletowner #changeYourFingLife (at Muletown Rec)

Posted a new blog today for the first time in a GRIP! Omg where was I?! Getting better, that’s where! But I’m back, bitches! Today’s blog is about the ego, and dreaming. Go read it! www.nerdzilla.net! Do it nooooowww 😃. #nerdzilla #nerdherd #businesscouch #businesscasual #businesswoman #ceoofmylife #lifechangingskincare #blogger #bloggersofinstagram #writersofinstagram #chronicpainwarrior #spinepainwarrior #degenerativediscdisease #skincare #beautycare #putyourbestfaceforward #skindepedence #muletown #muletownusa #columbiatn #muletowner (at Columbia, Tennessee)

He left leg is rehabbing so well now that the right leg is the tighter one 😄👍🏻 finished all the same weights and exercises as last time and showed a lot of improvement I manual stretches today. In other news? These Fabletics leggings and sports bras are THE MOST amazing workout clothes I’ve ever had. So damn comfortable, so good at wicking moisture, and so, so long enough for my Sasquatch legs 😄 #fabletics #fableticsleggings #nevergiveup #cantstopwontstop #spinepainwarrior #spinerehab #rehabilitation #physicaltherapy #strengthtraining #degenerativediscdisease #piriformissyndrome #arthritis #herniateddisc #lumbarspine #lumbar #nerdzilla #nerdherd (at Mid-Tennessee Bone & Joint Clinic)

On February 13, 2017 eighth graders, Libby German and Abby Williams were killed in Delphi, Indiana at the Monon Bridge trails. Some of the only information that has been released is the photo and sketch below, as well as a audio clip saying “down the hill”, both from one of the girls phones. It has been just over a year, but no arrests have been made in the case. Below is a flyer with current information! #ssdgm #murderino #murder #wanted #reward #mystery #nerdherd #nerdzilla (at Columbia, Tennessee)

“When we are kind to others, it releases neurochemicals in our bodies that increase trust and give us a warm feeling. Research suggests that being kind toward others is associated with better and stronger mental and physical health, relationships, life satisfaction, communities, and even economies, writes Cousineau.” Consider being kind to someone else if you are having a hard time pulling yourself out of a funk, rather than being mired in a pity party. You may be surprised at how good it can make you feel to make someone else just a little happier. #loveterrorist http://d.shne.us/uh #dailyshine #dailyshinetext #shine #shineonyoucrazydiamond #nerdherd #nerdzilla #loveterrorist #lovethem (at Columbia, Tennessee)

Y’all, if you take anything away from following along with me... make it be, “don’t ever fucking give up.” 9 months ago I couldn’t walk without assistance. In June, Nathan had to push me in a wheelchair to the doctor because my leg kept going completely numb and falling out limp from under me. Today I’m walking my Sasquatch strides solo and lifting 30lbs of weight on my hips. It ain’t easy but you can do it. #nerdzilla #nerdherd #businesscouch #businesscasual #businesswoman #ceoofmylife #lifechangingskincare #blogger #bloggersofinstagram #writersofinstagram #chronicpainwarrior #spinepainwarrior #degenerativediscdisease #skincare #beautycare #putyourbestfaceforward #skindepedence #muletown #muletownusa #columbiatn #muletowner #nevergiveup #nevergiveup💪 #nevergivein #cantstopwontstop #keepmoving #justkeepswimming (at MTBJ PT)