#nemis

Nemis's ex-wife wasn't a nice woman. She was rather abusive to him both mentally and emotionally.

So if you been following me for awhile or since I been streaming. I tend to take alot of breaks or disappear for awhile & reappear. The reason being is my history of health, abuse, being forced into a cult at a young age, along with other stuff I am going to go into detail about. Warning some of this might be triggering for some so I recommend you skim through parts that might be triggering to you.

MY ADOPTION

First lets start off where my issues start, my birth mother gave me up for adoption even before I was born, just as she did my older brother & younger sister. Who I only know about them existing chance to the same lawyer doing the adoptions for all three of us. She had our records sealed so we can’t know family history, who she is, or who my bother and sister is. I do know from stuff that slipped out from my lawyers wife who used to be my therapist for a time.

According to the pieces my birth mother was an addict & had history of mental illness. The father is an unknown cause she apparently worked the streets too, which has cause me some mental issues of why she even gave a damn to give birth with how screwed up she was & further screwing us without giving us access to family history and health history.

MY ADOPTIVE PARENTS/THE CULT

Were good parents despite their flaws but I don’t talk ill of the dead, I will say thou the thing they did that didn’t help was. My mother kept alot from my father about who I was cause I came out to her before I did him & it wasn’t till she passed away that I came out too him. Plus they both had a history of indoctrination into a Christian cult. Yes you read that right & they do exist.

The church and camps they went too and tried to get me to follow for many years literally had: grooming, feeding on trauma, loyalty test, praise for compliance, manipulative empathy,  synchronize anguish, removal of individuality, confusing punishments to break down your defenses, appointed identities, & indoctrination.

It was at the point when they was trying to removal my individuality & I was being abused, too the point I was being beaten & they was telling my parents to put me up for adoption cause I was an agent of the devils trying to destroy the church/cult. My mother stood up and got us all out of there, but my father never really fully committed to it and would always try to seek out other churchs that were similar.

So when I came out trans, poly/pan he didn’t take it well and ended up going back to the cult. To only pass away a few months after my mother.

MY MENTAL & HEALTH ISSUES

So most my life I have had to deal with being  autistic & only able to learn in a kinesthetic methods (hands on). I was also socially stunted & had an issue with trust cause of my history with the church, along with stuff further in my life where I was abused by others who took advantage of my slowness to understand stuff like others.

I also for many years was lead to believe I had asthma, for me later on in my life to find out I had a tumor sitting on my lungs and only found out cause it became cancerous & grew even larger. Which further stunted my learning cause I wasn’t able to go to school for several years & the friends I had got to graduate & go to college by the time I got to return to school.

I’ve never felt like I have belong for all my life & it is hard for me to trust people when small things happen, people tend to over blow it or call it something else. Turn it around to attack me as some have done since I even become a streamer.

WHATS HAPPENING NOW

Well now along with all of this I have been diagnosed with Alpha-1 antitrypsin deficiency. What is that exactly well here is the medical term.

Alpha-1 antitrypsin deficiency is an inherited disorder that may cause lung disease and liver disease. The signs and symptoms of the condition and the age at which they appear vary among individuals.

People with alpha-1 antitrypsin deficiency usually develop the first signs and symptoms of lung disease between ages 25 and 50. The earliest symptoms are shortness of breath following mild activity, reduced ability to exercise, and wheezing. Other signs and symptoms can include unintentional weight loss, recurring respiratory infections, and fatigue. Affected individuals often develop emphysema, which is a lung disease caused by damage to the small air sacs in the lungs (alveoli). Characteristic features of emphysema include difficulty breathing, a hacking cough, and a barrel-shaped chest. Smoking or exposure to tobacco smoke accelerates the appearance of emphysema symptoms and damage to the lungs.

About 10 percent of infants with alpha-1 antitrypsin deficiency develop liver disease, which often causes yellowing of the skin and whites of the eyes (jaundice). Approximately 15 percent of adults with alpha-1 antitrypsin deficiency develop liver damage (cirrhosis) due to the formation of scar tissue in the liver. Signs of cirrhosis include a swollen abdomen and jaundice. Individuals with alpha-1 antitrypsin deficiency are also at risk of developing a type of liver cancer called hepatocellular carcinoma.

In rare cases, people with alpha-1 antitrypsin deficiency develop a skin condition called panniculitis, which is characterized by hardened skin with painful lumps or patches. Panniculitis varies in severity and can occur at any age.

I am part of that rare case and may even be in the rarer case of it effecting my lungs and liver at the same time. That's why I been in an out of the hospitals for so much lately cause their trying to figure out if it is cause of AAT of one of my other health issues effecting my lungs.

I’m always up to give head cannons about oc’s or characters I like! And yeah I’ve seen parts of that show, though…who would be Mary and who would be Audrey?? 

Anastasia 

She has an absurd number of exotic (arguably dangerous) pets. They seemingly manifest from no where! Her main ones she’s seen the most with are her alligator Spike, her goose Gertrude, her lemur Trinket and her snake Betty. But she also has an ostrich named Audrey, a bananna eel named Custard, Capybara named Loaf and several types of tarantulas 

Her hair operates under the same logic as Merry Poppins handbag, it’s like an endless pocket dimension. It’s a frequent occurrence for her to pull out desires objects from her mess of hair or store precious stuff away in it for safe keeping

She can detach her own head and hands, it’s a weird magic thing. Mostly she uses the former for kicks and giggles on newbies in town 

You know those really random laws that make no sense? Like that one law where it’s illegal to have a donkey in a bathtub?? Anastasia is responsible for at least several of those laws, it’s one of her proudest achievements 

Spent a portion of her time in Vegas swindling fat cats of their money, revealing in their shock when they figured out she’d robbed them. Kills it at a casino and has left with her pockets full, to the point the majority of casinos have banned her from entering (though that doesn’t stop Anastasia from going in anyway)

Swears only using a stupid combination of words “Son of a Billy goat”, “I want this silly goose out of house”, “Ah cheese and crackers”, “Paddy whack”

“If in doubt remember, anything can be an artillery weapon if you throw it hard enough!” 

Goes on daily trips on the bayou with her boat, often napping, fishing, or playing her harmonica. She’s named each of the alligators that call the bayou home, as well as a handful of kind frogs she claims are brilliant conversationalists 

Nemis 

Unlike Anastasia she owns a single, grumpy, antisocial cat named Angus which Anastasia gave to her as a kitten as a gift. At first, Nemis was very reluctant to the idea of a pet, but soon grew attached to Angus’s company. They frequently judge people together 

Has a fondness for the lesser loved creatures of the animal kindgom, those considered ugly because they’re not cute and fluffy like typical house pets. She allows spiders to make webs in her house and actively tried to avoid brushing them when dusting, even going as far as to move spiders to more tucked away places in her home where they won’t be disturbed 

Anastasia taught her how to play the harmonica years ago, something which endlessly embarrasses Nemis. To this day, she can still play the harmonica to a T 

Eats lemons and limes as though they’re apples, she likes sour things 

Hates popping candy and fizzy drinks, anything she fizzles or pops in your mouth. She finds the sensation very confusing 

Though she does magic like Anastasia due to her being a lot more antiscolia and overall…grim looking, she’s been generously dubbed the “wicked witch” of the bayou. While Nemis doesn’t exactly appreciate being labelled, she has to admit scaring rude or annoying tourists by telling them she’ll put a pox upon their bloodline is a rather amusing past time. Of course, she has yet to actually follow through on that threat. Nemis has far better things to be doing her with magic then using it to bend society to her whims, she’d much rather read a book 

Though she does sell various potions and other magical do-hickeys, her expertise is helping people deal with bad omens, bad visions. She often helps by giving people crafted tools to help ward off bad luck (or on the odd occasion, giving someone a bad luck charm to gift someone else. The bad luck charms are never anything dangerous, they just cause annoying inconveniences)

A love that protects.

You made it so bearable

We are peas in a pod

We are perfect foils

My mirror soul

The two of us become one

Too enticing to resist

Nemis

I'm still debating on if Nemis will come from Germany or Russia, before moving to Louisiana with Anne, so some of these hobbies may change

Her top hobbies are the study of dark arts and voodoo (picture Dr Facilier). Anne has always been the stronger/better one when it comes to her magic, the only way Nemis can match her is by using dark voodoo magic. Nemis, like Anne, is a sort of resident witch...only instead of handing out good luck charms, blessings, or future readings Nemis offers her services in the ways of hexes, curses and hand crafted poisons