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Maybe I'll medicate, maybe inebriate Strange situations, I get anxious Maybe I'll smile a bit, maybe the opposite But pray that they don't call me thankless

                                         - ̗̀ . she who creates her own reality . ̖́-                                                                . mae kwon .                                                                   day ver.

secondly, as camp director i would’ve liked to keep this a secret until we’d have more answers to avoid useless speculation, but as always news and rumors alike spread fast through camp. as some of you might have heard there was blood found on the blade. as this is a celestial bronze sword, it can only hurt demi gods, gods and monsters. since there’s only one of those categories who bleeds, we’re treating this very seriously. the apollo and asclepius cabins will be assessing the dna to determine if it is anyone we know of. hopefully we’ll have some answers soon, i’ll let you know when we do. i’d like to remind you all that if anyone needs any support around these dreadful events, we have a grief support group meeting every wednesday afternoon. but for now, enjoy your breakfast”

kiran’s room is both messy and tidy. it’s really just because he doesn’t have much stuff in there, but what he has is often messy. all of his belongings from before he left camp for a year were thrown out or given away when he was assumed to be dead. all he has in his room now is mostly thrifted and old. or found by the road, like his very worn out rug that zeke has grown very attached to. half his clothes are usually found on his very messy bed, and he often forgets to open his curtains which give the already dark room a gloomy vibe. other things that are found in his room are half empty coffee cups with forgotten coffee; his record collection that he started during his roadtrip; the broken record player he found for practically free in a thrift store and had fixed by the hephaestus cabin; and a bunch of gemstones he has summoned over the past two years. not pictured: his sword which he has usually lying somewhere under his bed.

i’m restless. things are calling me away. my hair is being pulled by the stars again.

i chase that feeling of an eighteen year old who didn't know what loss was now I'm a stranger and i miss the days of a life still permanent mourn the years before i got carried away so now i'm staring at the interstate screaming at myself "hey, i wanna get better!" 

SOLANGE MATHILDE SHAPIRO how many times will you snap my love like a wishbone ? is it sweeter at the marrow ?

Callan would have gone as the Green Arrow if it wasn’t the fact that he preferred Red over green. So therefore he decided that his next option was Roy Harper. He would have gone as Thea Queen if Roy didn’t exist.