avi realised her reaction has been a bit out of proportion, so she gently put a hand on maeās arm,Ā āitās okay. just.. tell me what you want me to know. no more no less.ā she tried to sound encouraging, like her mom doing a reading for a shy customer. she wasnāt sure if it was working, but she hoped so.Ā
āi mean you could argue that hades is⦠not dead but with the dead.ā avi mumbled, not trying to talk over mae but just trying to lighten the mood. she felt bad for mae, seeing her like this. it wasnāt something avi was used to. mae had always been the more⦠not necessarily more mature but then also avi couldnāt think of a more fitting word. and now hearing her best friend talk about all that had happened to her.. avi wished she could just engulf her into a big hug. and on any other occasion she would have. but right now she felt like maybe she needed to let mae talk.
āthatās a pretty horrific way to live.ā avi spoke softly. sheād grown up in what was probably the opposite of the environment that mae grew up in. she could hardly imagine what that was like. after mae was seemingly done talking, avi thought for a few moments again. however, it wasnāt the shocked realisation kind of thinking. she was trying to come up with something useful to say. something that didnāt make it seem like she was just some naive kid. she bit her lip, then looked up at maeās face, whoās gaze was focused on the street opposite of them. it was like she was seeing a new person, but also it was just her best friend still.Ā āiām sorry that that happened to you.ā she finally said.Ā āi think you deserved better than that. and i hope camp has given you a real home.ā she sighed deeply, fidgeting with one of the three mood rings she was currently wearing (they were all different shades, one black, one olive green, one something between yellow and orange). āwhat will happen when she reports you? you wonāt have to leave, right?ā
mae was quiet and calm when she had first arrived at the camp, and sheās still the same, only slightly different lately as she made more friends and was more open. but in this moment, it felt like she was back to being herself from ten months ago. it felt like her closed off self had just given up a big part of herself and gave away a very treasured secret, which wasnāt a very big secret to begin with. she just never liked to mention it.Ā
āwhyāre you apologizing? nothing is your fault.ā she chuckled humorlessly, shaking her head as she wrapped her arms around her knees tightly, his chin rested on them.Ā āit has, i just... never saw the point of mentioning any of that depressing shit, you know? especially not when you were telling me about your family and things like that. i didnāt want to sound like sad poor girl.ā she shrugged, looking at the ground.Ā
āi donāt know.ā she answered truthfully.Ā āi doubt she can find the camp, but if she did catch me, then i guess, yeah. iām still seventeen. we can leave the system at eighteen but keep contact, and leave completely at twenty-one.ā mae explained what she knew.Ā āshe was a mean bitch, anyway. i hated her and never understood why she was looking after foster kids.ā