#ndndjd

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i don't know what to do. my home environment is super toxic and my depression/suicidal thoughts r spiking again my mom is super manipulative and emotionally abusive and . i would just try to find somewhere to crash but im financially dependent on my family for college in the fall, im working but not being paid for it at local farms and no where in my super small town is hiring so I have no source of income. i know that if I run away from home my parents will send me back to my super bad treatment center, stop paying for my college tuition, or both. i just don't know what to do i need to get out but I have no where to go i feel so scared