#nbtrans

Sat down n was oh shit I have a bulge 🤪💪😎

did some makeup today

March 4th was my birthdayyy 😛😛😛 to learn about my year of transitioning as an NB person check out my last post on @/Superspaceify (IG) <333

 • reconciliation

I'm in love with myself and the person I have become - this person that is me. Not society's construction of me. Not a girl. Not a boy. But me. Beautiful me. Handsome me. The best version of me. After choosing to put myself first, everything that used to be a struggle has becomes less of a struggle, and more of a challenge. But not something I can't accomplish. Instead something I'm willing to work with. . . Patience. Things take time. A seed that is planted  is not going to become  the beautiful tree it has potential to be one day over night. Self love for me; is a process. A process of learning to know yourself and what kind if nutrition you need in order to grow and become the beautiful tree that you have potential of becoming. A process of going back and forth into the things that haunt you. A process of learning to let go of what no longer serves you, no matter the cost.  The process takes time, takes experience of all the seasons, and its characteristics. The winters are long and cold; the hunger for sunlight and warmth.  Come spring, and back is the hope of life you almost lost during winter. It's a time of fertile earth; planting new seeds. Setting intentions. Then summer gives  life it's full potential, and room for growth. It's sunshine and beautiful sunsets; the full blooming of a flower. Suddenly autumn falls and the green transforms into beautiful hues of orange, red and yellow. It's time to harvest what you gave to the earth during springtime; it's preparing for the cold and long winter that lies ahed;  it's preserving what mother nature gives back. The earth is getting colder. It's the beauty and sadness of the infinite cycles of death and rebirth. . . Winter is almost here. I feel more prepared for whatever that brings now, than ever before. I'm scared I will fall into depression like every winter before, but at least I have a stable ground to stand on, now that my roots run  deep into the earth. (For more of this follow me on Instagram @aliengender.jpg )

They/ Them Please