I don't wanna go back to where I came from because I've grown to love where I am and who I am now
hey there reader. I'm Ash I'm a teenager whos had a pretty tough life and gone through some tough shit. And I'm here for tell you something important. I write. I write and I write until the feeling that bug me go away or I say things to the people I love or loved in this journal or on this account that I could never say in real life. I know I'm just a random person you follow or your seeing. Hey there yes you yeah your reading keep reading twin 💙. In the beginning I didn't like who I was . I really didn't and I relied on other people to tell me who I was . And I hurt some people in the process and I'm just here to say if you know me In real life and I've done anything to change your life for the better or the worse I bet you to reach out leave an anonymous ask or approach me when I see you again. Because even though it's a rough journey I am slowly beginning to love myself in the summer of 2026. And I'll make another post next year. But from October to July I was in love with this amazing guy no hate to him most y'all know him. Hey there dude yeah R I see you feel free to keep reading. And I did and said some shitty things to him and he did to . But hey we all struggle. I wanted to come out and use this as a learning experience. As don't force yourself to get over it immediately cuz that's what I did. And I feel like it's was honestly just petty. And I'm sorry I did that . And don't go hate on him infact I might tag him at the end of this post. And then during the year I did and said some shitty things to a moot of mine irl and they know who they are and I felt so bad and I don't know how I'm gonna survive next year without them because honestly my favorite things this year was being in PE with them . And it's a lot to handle that people move on and people move away and nothing lasts forever. It's so hard to accept at first and I just wanna say it gets better. Life gets better before I met My partner at the time and my best friend who y'all all know . I was in a really depressed state and I honestly didn't wanna go on. I really didn't. But then I met these two and they made me world sparkle. And I wanted to Thank them . Because the best feeling is love and being loved . For me it is. And I wanted to let them know that so if your name is nyx or RJ I won't be leaking his name because he wishes to stay anonymous online from my information. Thank you. Because y'all pushed me to new limits and stayed when they turned out for better or worse . So thank you. Now it's been a year since I met them a month since my partner broke up with me. And I've changed. My name is Ashlynn and I have a story that was almost cut short what's your name and story hun?
The people who I owe the biggest thank you know who they are
