#mycrumplednotebook

Once is was crumpled,

the magical notebook is gone,

but her words live on.

Crumpled notebook

Somewhere on the avenue

She lost, her voice, somewhere

Along the way, a lost promise

That never held sway, moonlight

Filtered through, these Canadian

Streets, a resolution, for you

And me, to never let me ever

Feel this way again, hallelujah

Seize, the spirit, the essence,

I’m sure you all know or have been asked this before…

“Do you look at the glass half empty or half full?”

Pessimistically thinking or optimistically thinking? Everyone has there own perspective in life. Perception is paramount. How you go about things in life, good or bad, is the biggest step towards growth.

Time doesn’t stop therefore, the situation, obstacle or experience has passed. Trauma can freeze anyone into a stand still, you can’t unsee most things.
Human beings are such a complex organism, the differences are so vast and some with similarities that are enlightening and comforting.

Excitement and enjoyment can have one stop dead in their tracks as well, locked in that one moment before the steep drop on your favorite roller coaster, first time being in love, experiencing things that make you feel high on moments passing in time becoming memories being branded into your memory.
No sound, gravity has gone; zero gravity. All thoughts have vanished as you fill with adrenaline, perception of time has become translucent in a blink of an eye.

Trauma may be in your memories but that isn’t the only memory you have in there. Time is ticking ladies and gentleman, don’t look at the same glass containing water with thoughts mimicking others. You have your own glass, fill it with what ever and however much you please.

There is never only bad things happening, nor is there good things always happening. Realize, the future is unknown, expecting things to happen can be fatal. Drink out of your glass poured with your choice of poison or elixir.
Life isn’t perfect, life shouldn’t be based on what others say, or if they approve or not. Like this question above …just because the question was asked in a way where you have to choose one or the other means either answer is correct or incorrect.

As I drink from my glass I’ll reply, “The glass I’m still working on is bittersweet, I like it yet dislike it but at least I’m trying it.”
A decision was made, the effect was growth. Step forward, don’t stand in place and wait for “a right moment” you keep staring at one glass with water in it, let memories go to waste over one single thing, life has no meaning to it until you put meaning into it.

Now I’ve lapped you twice, waving at you as I pass. You letting past trauma/bad memory pause your life hurts you in the end while some grew from it, you allowed yourself to stay in one spot.
If there’s a hand for help you take it, you can’t get out of this alone, self pity and self doubt are so cancerous. Stop with the me, my, I, mine. Yes you hurt, we all hurt, in some way shape or form, hidden always under a surface we create.

Our ways of life can’t be dealt with alone, being independent doesn’t mean there was no helped involved. It means they are doing something themselves and the motivation was stemmed from something or someone.
Help each other as you help yourself, no more trick questions making people question the way they normally think or live they way they live. Ask valid questions, here’s a few good ones;

” what’s right in your life?”

“Where you are now, is it because you wanted to be here and made it happen or was it built by others, society and media?”

“Instead of trying to figure out the answers to questions that haven’t been asked yet or you don’t understand something why not get another or multiple perspectives to reword, break down or support you?”

The voice(s) in your head aren’t the only things to be heard in this life. Listen, discuss and comprehend what is being exchanged to one another. You may have heard or thought the same things. You may disagree or agree. You may learn or even help someone.

You’re not the only one fighting in this battle, don’t be a hero, don’t be a follower, who you are has a place, you have your voice and have those you care for by your side, not behind you or in front of you.
Shed the armor, lay down your sword. Surrender yourself from the prison you lock yourself in by giving into the past. You’ve been fighting yourself for far too long, don’t fall into holes you made from your fear of loss, change or the unknown.

You’ve lost when you let that happen, there will be loss, you just need to grow from it, not let it lock you down.
Life is happening, is it making you, or breaking you?

Signed,


This is how you love some one, you look at them more than just a person.

Think about it, there are so many people in this world.

But our world, our planet is huge. Many will be like so what?

Our planet is small in our universe, yeah may be true but I want the one person I love to feel bigger than just a human being.

I want them feeling bigger than a grain of sand on our beaches or a planet in our universe.

I want her to feel like the sun.

I want her to feel like the world revolves around her.

Signed,

Vol 2.

Pondering through my life in just a few moments I come up with a personal opinion on life, death, heaven and hell.

Honestly, religion always made me think and question a lot.

We all expire, everyone’s time will come but we are gifted with the opportunity to live. Be aware of where you are, take it all in. We mustn’t worry, we all face the end. Embrace the time you have here, build your own world.

Your perception, I believe, influences the most in your life.

Fear, hate, being guarded, and the lack of those who aren’t open minded can take over the mind real quick of an individual after a traumatic event or betrayal etc.

Things will not always be good and vice versa with being bad. These experiences cause you to create it to be heaven or hell because of emotions and thoughts.

Look, no one has to agree with me, I am just putting my opinion out there.You see, what I am trying to say is, i don’t know if there is a god or not, don’t push anything down my throat.

I have discussed about a lot of religion. I listen to that hope or “enlightenment” from others to hear what people believe in. When I talk about my spirituality and beliefs to someone with religion I feel judged and also have been told that I call myself higher than god or that it’s blasphemy and the. I’m spoken to very condescendingly.

Funny isn’t it?

Those who speak to me as if I am thinking I am greater than god, go ahead and speak to me as if they are greater than me.

I listened and discussed with many people practicing many religions even with those who don’t believe in a god. Great theories, thoughts, beliefs and stories I have heard from all kinds of people.

Those discussions with those who practice religion had few moments where I got to discuss about my beliefs before being cut off, got laughed at or ignored and spoken over.

I’m not mad, but I’ll put this in perspective. Someone to point the finger at someone and say they are self-righteous, conceded, honestly anything along those lines and then turn out to be the one to boast about themselves preach what they believe about love, acceptance, forgiveness etc. Then go around and laugh at others beliefs…not going to waste my energy in an argument.

You can talk over me or anyone else as loud as you want, doesn’t mean you’re being heard. Before you point your finger, dislike someone or disagree with someone, maybe listen for once..

If you listened to someone else for once you might see that simply being open minded, having basic manners and consideration can open up to an exchange of knowledge, experiences, thoughts, feelings and beliefs with another human. Leading to you helping them or them helping you.

To those that have or will call me self-righteous for believing in myself, I must ask, would you rather expect someone to do everything for you?

Think for you?

Tell you when and how to do things?

Sorry, I haven’t forgotten about my free will and I will be an individual and I will live and learn.

All I have to say is I’m the one listening attentively, comprehending conversations giving reasonable and valid responses. If you don’t want to listen and just have a one way conversation with yourself, you’re missing out.

What I’ve seen, heard and felt throughout these encounters, experiences and conversations throughout life has only benefited for my own personal growth; Personal acceptance.

I am enlightened.

Signed,

Add an hot fudge sundae to that mental drive through order lol

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