#my countdown

Beautiful weather (temperature wise today)

This is actually my favorite weather. Despite it being windy as fuck and im trying to pack a grav.. no bueno.

Though the weather's nice, it kinda makes things suck. Or, i'm just going through a spurt of withdrawl depression.

Who knows?

<pause for the cause>

It's crazy how the mind can recall things so vividly. Even though i'm hundreds of miles away, during a completely different time of year.. for a moment, i'm back there.

And then bam! There you are fucking it up!

It's fucked up how you don't have to deal with any of this. It's all just another tragic story you get to add to your roster of fabrications. Your only hardship was having to try and be a decent humanbeing. Why was that so hard when it came to the person you "loved"?

<pause for the cause>