Funeral wreaths were sent to HYBE headquarters by bunnies (Newjeans fandom) to show support for Min Heejin, coinciding with Chaewon's birthday on August 1st, 2024.
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I'm just tryna stay me, dance a little crazy
Daniela received a lot of hate for overdancing and her facial expressions, especially in the Gnarly era.
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ILLIT and especially Iroha I believe received a lot of hate for veneers.
This scene with Lara holding a corn and Katseye being in a cornfield has two possible meanings -
The oversexualized clothes and dance moves and the hate they get for it
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Hi guys, Aurae is back at it again at Krispy Kreme, this time with a voacloid song analysis (woah!). So, before we get into this, here's my usual disclaimer! I have been researching psychology for a WHILE and I plan to go into it professionally (:O). HOWEVER, that said, I am NOT a professional, so understand that everything I come to conclusions about has been analyzed with some personal judgement, personal interpretations, and this is just what I have concluded.
This also contains a lot of personal projecting onto this song as art is aways up to interpretations, and I see a lot of my childhood in this song. I will be touching on topics that are implied through lyrics, and you may not see this song the same way that I do, and that is perfectly okay! This is my take on deconstructing some of the messages that this song has.
A TW FOR THIS ANALYSIS INCLUDES: hypnotism, escapism, unhealthy coping mechanisms, suicide, self-harm, depictions of abusive environments (as that is how I interpret this song), manipulation, gaslighting, dehumanization, neon colours.
So, now let's get into the confetti and fun wonderland of MESMERIZER!
I'll be splitting this into three parts: The part where I talk about the song lyrics, the part where I talk about the animation itself, and then I'll explain a few theories I've seen, as well as my own, adding onto the story that I think it is telling.
PART 1: SONG LYRICS ANALYSIS
âNo thinking about real feelings
Are you pretending to not notice?
The absolute truths and your own heart
That's how the safe zone is shrinking
Prostituting your wounds
You give a feeble cry, such shameful conductâ
Although the song itself is quite catchy, cheerful, and jubilant, the lyrics are far from those things. We immediately start off with the idea of disregarding oneâs own feelings, Miku talking about how people pretend not to not notice their own feelings and the âtruthsâ of their own hearts. However, this is hard to avoid forever, and their âsafe zonesâ (escapism places) are shrinking as reality creeps up on them, so they âshowcaseâ their sorrow to others. I think this is definitely a metaphor for how some people overshare to others and tell others all about the ways that theyâve hurt, which can be used against them, as this gives others easy access to material that could be used to manipulate them. However, there are also undertones of self-shame (which comes with trauma), calling their cries for help âshamefulâ. It should also be noted that some abuse survivors, while being abused, have relatively clear cries for help through their actions that nobody else seems to pick up on, which is also a theme in this song as nobody answers Tetoâs cries for help.Â
âIâve got a recommendation for you, the ultimate escape
Eventually, you will be saved from being lured into sweet traps
Now that you can no longer live sanely in this world anymore
Perhaps pretending to know nothing
And surrendering yourself is the optimal solutionâ
This âultimate escapeâ that the song talks about is escapism, or imagination. Reality is too hard to deal with, so children turn to their own minds as a way to stop the pain from taking over. Itâs much easier to live in a dreamworld rather than a reality where youâre being hurt, right? They say that âignorance is blissâ, and theyâre taking it to the next level here by repressing, ignoring, and denying their own true feelings in order to feel happiness. They escape to that âsafe zoneâ mentioned earlier within their minds. However, there is an irony in the second line where they talk about âsweet trapsâ, as it can be interpreted as the imaginary world being âsweet trapsâ, or maybe the harshness and certainty of reality can be considered a âsweet trapâ as well, depending on how you look at it.Â
âIf a bunch of flowers dressed up with words
Can steal one's heart, are they real?
To an event where everything will be tainted
I give you an invitationâ
This runs even further with the idea of imagination and escapism, because flowers cannot literally dress up and speak in the real world. This is talking about how maybe the characters feel like they can no longer distinguish fiction from reality, talking about how fictional things can make you feel things, so they must be real, too. Itâs basically saying that because fiction has such an effect on us, then can fiction and imagination be considered to be another form of reality, as well? However, it is mentioned that the event will be âtaintedâ, possibly referencing the idea of fiction completely overtaking reality.Â
âFarewell
You're tailor-made for this era
With an appearance of vulnerability
Fooled by this truthful acting
Your heart beats so very loudly
Your extra lives are quickly being lost
Your durability worn away
Dodging matters right in front of you
You got your hands full just livingâ
This is where we go back to the idea of manipulation, and maybe even conditioning. âTailor-made for this eraâ implies that something turned these people into the kinds of people that would be easily manipulated. It is also implied that the two are hurting and explicitly stated that theyâre vulnerable and easy to take advantage of. I would consider the theme of hypnosis and brainwashing to tie into this as well. They are more vulnerable to the idea of being manipulated and taken control of due to the fact that they are hurting and want to escape to another reality, and will believe anybody that says that they will make things better because they are hurt too much. They are fooled by the acting of the people that pretend to love them, who are really here to just control them. This is talking about the urge that people have to run away from reality, because just getting up and existing can be such a challenge.Â
âYouâre getting sleepy, a shallow hypnosis
Your head, your body are becoming muddled
No way, so many tricks?
Swinging a coin before your eyes
You'll become completely still
"This is fine," even you can be coaxed into shut downâ
This is Mikuâs part, and the part where she is completely hypnotized and taken control of. She âshuts downâ, completely rejecting reality and going into the âimagination worldâ. She does not want to feel pain any longer and takes the opportunity to run from it, turning into a puppet for others to control and manipulate.Â
âYou're getting sleepy, a shallow hypnosis
Your head, your body are becoming muddled
No way, so many tricks?
Swinging a coin before your eyes
You'll become completely still
(coercion cancellation)âÂ
Tetoâs part however, in the middle of it, fades out, as she does not completely listen to what the people have to say. She resists the manipulation, and itâs explicitly stated with the part where it goes âcoercion cancellationâ. She is actively fighting the urge to run away into escapism, and resisting the manipulation of whatever is trying to do so to them.Â
âHowever you survive today, it's unrewarding everyday
You're already in a bot-like cycle
Continuing from the moment of inertia
If you have no luck, no hope, it's all the more pointless
If you haven't got it then give up
Playing with the leftovers is your fateâ
This is just more stuff about giving up on the real world. Inertia means âthe inherent property of a body that makes it oppose any force that would cause a change in its motionâ, aka: refusing to move, even when force is put upon something. I would say âinertiaâ is a synonym for birth or consciousness, because itâs talking about how even from the moment that you are born that you are stuck in a cycle of endless pain in reality. This part is basically talking about why you should give up on reality entirely and simply live in the worlds of your own creation, running away into escapism and disregarding the real world in favor of not feeling pain.Â
âYouâre tailor-made for this era
With an appearance of vulnerability
Fooled by this truthful acting
Your heart beats so very loudly
Exaltation has already lost its meaning
A fake charisma
If you stare directly at reality, youâll end up going blind
So do it in moderationâ
Once again, talks about being perfect subjects of manipulation. However, Teto speaks of the fact that the rush of joy that you usually get after originally going into the escapism world has already been lost, and that it is fake. However, she also mentions that if you keep on living in the real world the entire time, it will not do you any good, so she advises everyone else to live in your imagination only sometimes, but to keep an eye on the real world.Â
PART 2: THE ANIMATIONÂ
This is just a lot of things that I have noticed other people saying, but some tidbits about the animation include:Â
This is a screenshot from the very start, showing how there are themes of hypnosis from the beginning.Â
I believe it is also mentioned that the 13-pointed star that is shown a lot represents immortality.Â
Also, can I mention that their outfits seem almost childish in nature? I believe that this is meant to represent that they are âvulnerableâ, intensifying the idea that they are easily taken advantage of. However, these also look like worker outfits in the way, with the yellow rectangles almost looking like name tags. It almost seems like theyâre workers for a childrenâs amusement park? Which would make the horror aspect of this even worseâŚÂ
Mikuâs shoes are rollerblades, which can be interpreted of her being more carefree and more willing to run away, because wheels are faster, and can also be interpreted of her being less connected to the ground/reality. It can also be shown in the idea that she is the more âchildishâ of the two of them, being easier to manipulate, which is why she falls to hypnosis first.Â
In contrast, Tetoâs shoes look rather normal. Probably a representation of her being more grounded?Â
Iâve seen people interpret Mikuâs cuffs as like places for strings to hold onto during her later animations, which can tie into her being more of a puppet rather than a human?Â
Star pupils at the start for both of them when Teto talks about an escape. They are clearly both looking for one.Â
However, Teto pretty early on also does the ASL sign for âHELPâ.
Also, Teto blinks in morse code for âSOSâ during the first chorus.Â
The first letter of all of these spell out âhelpâ, while the fourth letters spell out âSOSâ.Â
âphosphoribosylaminoimidazole succinic carboxamideâ is something that helps with energy metabolism, as well as DNA synthesis. I believe this can be a reference to the fact that many abuse survivors go through dehumanization, or it could be a reference to the idea that neither of them feel ârealâ or âhumanâ.Â
Also, at the end here, Teto makes another nonverbal sign for help with her hands.Â
Miku is hypnotized pretty easily, swaying from side to side like following the motions of a coin.Â
However...
Teto resists hypnosis for ten days, if you count the amount of times the sun rises and sets in this scene. Although, at the endâŚ
Even she falls into hypnosis.
Also, their entire background is green here. Teto looks a little shocked, while Miku finds nothing wrong with this. This may be a green screen, which further emphasizes that the world that they are in is not real, and is only a product of escapism and/or imagination.Â
Miku has never done this pose before, until after she was hypnotized.Â
Also, itâs a good time to say that Mikuâs movements here look robotic, or like sheâs being puppeteered, with how jarring they are.Â
I didnât point this out before, but this happens earlier too â they point at the star, and tell you to âfocusâ, before âMESMERIZERâ is spelt out really quickly in the star, at the very start, but not at the second time. Â
As we start the next chorus, Mikuâs face develops into this. Itâs also noted that Teto stops bouncing for a few moments in pure shock. Also, I should mention that after you hang yourself, your tongue can protude from your mouth. Thereâs also a choker around her neck, and her skin seems to pale considerably, which points to the idea of a suicide. However, if sheâs dead, what is puppeteering her?Â
Also, the star at this point is swirling. Itâs outright trying to hypnotize you.Â
However, after this, Miku continues to dance, even after her part is over, and even goes off beat. The amount of confetti in this scene is increased considerably, as if whatever is trying to hypnotize them or control them is trying extra hard to make Teto give in.Â
At the end, she does.Â
PART 3: THEORIESÂ
So, what the hell does this all mean?Â
Letâs recapâÂ
Teto & Miku are going to the unhealthy coping mechanism of escapism to deal with their lives, through one form or another, to run from reality. This much is clear. However, it gets to be too much for them and they are inevitably hypnotized by something or someone, taken control of, and while Teto asks for help, Miku gives in early, leading to the ending. This is all we can take from surface level.Â
This is where I get into it with my theories.Â
I like to mention the fact that these two feel immensely like theyâre being conditioned by something, or someone, that they are supposed to trust. Maybe an adult figure in their lives. They clearly have faced hard shit during their lives, which explains the need for escapism. Teto is the more grounded one, and Miku just wants to escape from the pain. The first way that I interpret this is:Â
Childhood abuse. Both of them are being manipulated and coerced by their own parents, and are finding solace in one another. Teto brings up escapism to Miku, and they do it together, creating worlds together and having fun at the start. Teto keeps on trying to ask for help to the people of the outside world in miniscule ways, but even when she directly asks for help dealing with her situation, she is still ignored and pushed aside. So, they then escape whenever they can because it gives them a feeling of control when in fact their own escapism mannerisms are a way to try and control their real lives but it doesnât matter because itâs better this way. So all of her âSOSâs are for nothing.Â
However, the longer the abuse goes on, the more they fall into it as their only method to be saved, and Miku eventually cannot handle reality, falling into the imagination world forever â that is, killing herself so that she will never have to deal with reality again, being pushed over by the expectations she had to fulfill in reality. Teto stays afterwards, however, trying to handle life, but is eventually manipulated into being something that sheâs not, and kills herself as well due to the pressure. However, this could also be interpreted as a âloss of the selfâ as they either drown themselves both in the imagination world, or could be interpreted as the fact that they eventually simply turned into the people their parents wanted them to be.Â
I can also interpret this in a completely opposite way â that the world that is full of colours and whimsy is actually a world that their parents have trapped them in. That they are being pressured to be happy all the time even though they donât want to be, and that in front of everyone else they have to act like everything is fine even though it isnât. Maybe theyâre being coerced by their parents to never feel sadness, to leave all of those ridiculous things behind, to become perfect â almost like a Coraline situation. Theyâre pretending like everything is fine even though it isnât. However, eventually, they get caught up in all of their lies and the fake reality they set up for themselves. Theyâd rather look at it rather than reality, but at the same time, they are being puppeteered by their surroundings in a harmful manner.Â
Escapism. :)Â
Second interpretation: they are working for some studio or something, which could be why there was a green screen at one point. They are promoting the idea of escapism to other people, but unwillingly. Miku falls into the ideals of their director and falls into the headspace entirely, agreeing with the ideals of others while they are forced to continue spreading this message in an almost dystopian manner. They are hypnotized by the person producing this message.Â
Third: Maybe this is a story about them working in some sort of childhood theme park in order to escape their realities as well, and be children forever? This ties the two previous ideas together. They are overworking themselves to the point where reality and fiction are indistinguishable. Unable to deal with everything that she has to do, Miku dies, and Teto follows suit.Â
Four: Literal hypnosis. Maybe some sort of horror story of becoming victims of some hypnosis monster? I like this one the most because it makes me think of a story where Mikuy and Teto were struggling, and perhaps made a deal with some eldritch being so that they can escape reality into their own fictional world. However, as more time goes on, the more the world that theyâve entered becomes twisted, and Miku falls to the beingâs whims, turning into a mindless puppet in order to reject reality further. Teto, horrified at what has happened, tries to reach out to others, only to have nobody listen to her. She then gives up entirely and joins her friend.Â
Thereâs a lot of ways to interpret this, but the general message is that people want to escape from their harsh realities. This is natural, especially if youâre a victim of manipulation or abuse, but this is also a reminder that you canât go too far from it, and that there are still people waiting for you.Â
TLDR: Escapism, slay! But donât slay too hard, unless you want to end up like MESMERIZER Miku!! I love this song so much and I can and will elaborate on ideas. Iâm really tired due to my exams so I am so sorry if something doesnât sound coherent here, but thank you for reading!! <3Â
"Black Out See Saw" is the Climax Alkaloid Deserved
Top Songs from Enstars 2023 Number 1
I was blown away when the album art for Alkaloid was released a few months ago...
This art is such a sharp contrast from their first album art, that shows how they have grown. The basic military style unit outfits have been replaced with regal commander-style ones. The basic emotions that are shown in the original are now much more refined- in particular, Aira has evolved from someone simply happy to be on a stage to someone who is confident in his place on it, Mayoi is putting himself more in center, and Hiiro's confident smirk has become more stoic, as he now has the experience to go with his skills.
All of this went away, however, when we actually got the Alkaloid Climax song...
Sigh...it was the seasonal Halloween event for the year. Yes, the idea of incorporating hospital/illness and Tatsumi's relationship with it is an interesting story to tell...but Alkaloid deserved so much more, especially as the "Protagonists" for the !! era of Enstars. I was frustrated that the end of this era of Enstars for Alkaloid was wasted on a seasonal event, but was at least able to take solice in that Alkaloid gets 200 chapters of the main story dedicated to them, and we still had solo songs for each character to come from the album. December rolls around, and the album releases. After jumping through hoops to buy it, I throw my headphones on to give the album a listen. The first track, "DiZZineSS" is a weird 30 second preamble with no singing, not something I was expecting. However, it rolls directly into the first new song on the album
Bam
Black Out Sea Saw is a violent wall of sound, unlike anything else that has been done for Enstars before, and I can understand fans not liking it. The reason it sounds so different is because it was produced by TK of Ling Tosite Sigure, a 20+ year going Prog Rock group. I listened to the song 3 times before moving on, and waited for the MV release to come, as is usual with the "B" side track from Albums. And what we got was one of the most well constructed videos for Alkaloid fans, and the climax that I was looking for that wasn't provided by the Halloween song.
The video opens...strangly, especially if you haven't heard the song before. The opening is intentionally choppy and rough, almost like it was an unfinished song that still needed production. There is a weird reverb effect happening- which you can especially hear when Mayoi hits the high note, that led to a friend saying "it sounds like they recorded this in a bathroom or something". The other thing that really jumps out is how robotic and synchronized the movements of all 4 members are. This is a BIG deal. In just about every Alkaloid video, you can find little inconsistencies at various points- Aira is sometimes a bit slow to do something, Hiiro is sometimes a bit too fast, Tatsumi's movements are less athletic, etc. The robotic movements are all in perfect unison, especially at points where characters do things together, like make hand bridges. It's a sign of Alkaloid's growth as a unit- they started as a collection of rejects, and now they haver come together and become a great unit together.
As we go to the first chorus, the intensity of the song ramps up- it becomes FAST, yet every member is in perfect harmony. The dancing becomes more intense- and everyone stays perfect. And then we get to the final line "It's Error-Error", and things start to change- we start to see more finger movement, the motions become more flowing and less robotic (the robots are malfunctioning! error! error!), and more personality is shown by each member.
We then get a wonderful effect of feathers raining from the sky, before, and then we get to see everyone smile, including Hiiro with this soft and expressive look. (that I wish I was able to time slightly better when I took my screenshot!)
Why is this important? Lets take a look at the first Introduction of Hiiro, in his first close-up in Kiss of Life
It's a look of focus, of determination, and NOT one of joy. Hiiro NEVER smiles at any point in Kiss of Life except during the SPP- he maintains a focused look the entire time. Additionally, you can look at just about any Alkaloid video, and Hiiro rarely smiles- if anything, he just physically assaults the camera in every one of them! The final chapter of the main story is titled "Smile", which is a discussion between Hiiro and Rinne on what it means to be an idol, and Rinne telling Hiiro "Whenever I see you smile, it makes me smile too", with Hiiro responding that he will do whatever it takes to make people smile
Hiiro wasn't able to smile in Kiss of Life, as his focus was on putting smiles on the faces of others. It's weird, because when he isn't preforming, a smile is basically plastered on his face permanently. He has a very loud and infectious laugh, and he's just happy to be doing anything at any time. On stage, for him, its different. And Black Out Sea Saw is the first time that Hiiro is able to not just smile, but show kindness in it, as opposed to simple joy or excitement. It's a MASSIVE step forward for him- the kind of thing that, you know, you might build a Climax story around?
And then, we come to the end, where the intensity of the song does not let up, before it all crashes to an end as the lights go dark and Alkaloid go still
To me, this is the Alkaloid Climax, the song that I will remember. They have gone from a group thrown together to a cohesive unit with a sound unlike anyone else in the franchise, and all of whom have had character growth. It's the one that they deserve going into the new era that is upcoming, and even has a level of finality to it, seeing as how it was released right at the end of the year.
Alkaloid deserved better than Undying Holy Love, and boy, did they get it...
Hey! You might not know me that much, as Iâm not active in the DRDTheory community, as Iâve dubbed it, but my name is Blanket! Technically, this is a work of collaboration between the majority of DRDT Twitter, but itâs mainly just an analysis of stuff I couldnât do by myself.
Okay, and now, onto the video!
So we start off with the spoiler warning. Pretty standard stuff, of course.
Many of my theories beginning here will be based on the colors and what I, personally, associate them with. Of course, the actual MVâs contents will be looked at further down the line.Â
As a bonus, take note of what pops up right after that. Itâs a question: Do you want to forgive... someone? Weâll answer this question later on in the theories section.
These are mainly just lyrics, but the âfinal verdictâ part catches my eye, as I believe it isnât in the lyrics further down the line. Perhaps itâs about the current trial? As many people believe, David did not kill Arei. His reasons for lying about doing so are unknown, but we can assume that the singer is calling the listeners idiots, because of their incorrect final verdict. Whatever David wants to do, itâs certainly not leading them to the right one.
Next, these lyrics. While I believe itâs fairly obvious that the pink is meant to represent the typical Danganronpa-esque color of their blood, the color that the word âgameâ is in is probably relates to David. After all, his hair clips and star eyes, both prominent features of his âfacadeâ, are in the same color.
Here is where the most prominent part of the MV is, to me. The text that flashes across the screen during transition points. The first one, in white text, is an excerpt from Osamu Dazaiâs âThe Flowers of Buffoonery.â The book, while Iâll spare you the greater details, greatly describes themes of suicide. The storyâs main protagonist, Yozo Oba, can be described as so: â-But the narrator, a self-conscious writer, makes frequent first-person asides, breaking the fourth wall as he comments on the quality or believability of the novel he is writing.âÂ
Something especially telling is this line, from an analysis of Yozoâs character. âYozo is a person characterized by shame. Although I pretend to be someone who is confident and unabashedly themselves, that is not really true. I have always been ashamed of who I really am. I created a whole persona to interact with others because I believed my true self would never be enough.â
Davidâs character is someone very similar to that. Someone who has created a false persona to interact with others. Yozo is someone who feels resentful of other people, simply because he is forced to make them happy.
âYozo Oba is the tortured author and unreliable narrator of the three notebooks that comprise the bulk of No Longer Human. [That is the sequel to The Flowers of Buffoonery.] His appearance is depicted in three photographs examined by an unnamed narrator in the Prologue. These three photographs correspond to his appearance in each of the three notebooks. As a child, Yozo is precocious by designâan impish child who uses his antics to hide his fear, shame, and inability to relate to humanity. These fundamental flaws carry over into young adulthood; in the second notebook, he is a handsome young man whose smiling photograph lacks humanity, betraying the depth of terror and isolation that his comical persona seeks to hide. In the third photograph and notebook, he is only 27, but his gray hair and forgettable appearance prevent him from being labeled an ordinary human being.â
The quotes in yellow are from Agatha Christieâs âMurder on the Orient Express.â The full quote reads as follows. "If you confront anyone who has lied with the truth, they usually admit it â often out of sheer surprise. It is only necessary to guess right to produce your effect."
I think the relevancy of this line in terms of David can be explained with his actions so far. Fun fact: Similarly to Danganronpa, âMurder on the Orient Expressâ is a murder mystery.Â
This is just a rickroll. DRDTDev thinks that they are FUNNY!? (They are.)
The âan archaic personal pronoun rarely used in real life, but popularized in fiction by the bookâ is most likely referring to thou/thy/etc. Iâm not sure what this correlates to, but itâs probably important. I couldnât find the green text, but from what I can tell, the green text probably relates to Davidâs nihilistic point of view towards humanity.
Update: Bleuflower on Tumblr has located the source to be I Am A Cat by Natsume Soseki, so go check her out for that! If I had to say anything about that, itâd probably be relating to MonoTV, however, thereâs also a continuation of Davidâs nihilism towards humanity that was also found in the Osamu Dazai references. The book itself is described as a âmordantly comic evocation of SĹseki's deep pessimism about his own humanity and indeed about humankind in general.â
The white text here is an excerpt from Osamu Dazaiâs âNo Longer Human,â which follows the same protagonist as âThe Flowers of Buffoonery.â Iâm sure you can all gather what that means in relation to David, but the main point is that he seems detached from his view of ânormalcy.â
@shidoutism on Twitter had this to say, as theyâve read the book itself:
âOKOK so basically this first excerpt is from 'no longer human' by osamu dazai (its his last finished work because dazai sadly took his own life after publication of the book) now from the limited knowledge i have of david the meaning and message of the book might help in whatever analysis ur doing?? no longer human is about a man who never felt like he understood humans. like the title suggests, he never felt like a person. its revealed the protag was pretty sheltered and rich in childhood but experienced trauma from the familys housekeepers, but he never reported it. thats basically the start of it all as the protag grows up, he finds fear in communicating with humans. so he ends up either isolating himself and/or destroying all of his relationships with people. he's scared of people seeing the real him, so ever since he was a child he started putting up a happy, cheerful front. but it just creeped some ppl out bc it didn't feel genuine, it was more like a clown wanting to so badly entertain others. the protag starts resorting to bad coping mechanisms such as dr/gs and alc/hol and has many relationships with women to drown his sorrows and feel closer to being 'a human'. aaand the end of the book is kinda unsettling as the protag is sent to a rehab center and then when released, isolated himself somewhere far away without people, stating "everything passes. thats the one thing i learned in this living hell [somewhere along those lines]" and the book ends numbly like it feels like nothingâ
I donât know about you, but this sounds rather similar to our âprotagonist.â
This quote is from âThe Setting Sunâ, by, you guessed it, Osamu Dazai. It tells a similar story, albeit with a different protagonist, but I feel like this ties in more with his facade, and how his inspirational speaking comes off to other people. Considering he is in his facade at this time of the MV, itâs safe to say that thatâs what this is referring to.
And now, this all falls into place. These are the names of the Osamu Dazai books referenced in the text beforehand. The (Iâm), next to No Longer Human, however, could signify how David views himself. Someone so sunken into depravity that they donât register themselves as human anymore.
The faded text here is the first sentence of Yasunari Kawabataâs âSnow Countryâ. I donât know what this refers to in terms of David, but this also seems important.
David still views himself as manipulative. Even if he does love people, even if he does have a semblance of care for those in his life, he views himself as an evil, irredeemable sack of shit, incapable of any emotion other than selfishness and cruelty.
This part is especially intriguing to me. David still wants to live, as anyone else does, but he canât bring himself to find a reason to leave. His career is dead. Heâs worthless, and nobody needs him around. Where would he go? Thereâs no room for him anywhere, even if he escaped, heâd just be shunned for good now that his entire life has been thrown away.Â
The excerpt from âAnd Then There Were Noneâ by Agatha Christie, describes someone losing motivation to leave the island. The island is a metaphor for the building, that the students are trapped inside, and David has lost the will to leave in the first place. He doesnât want to leave, because thereâs nowhere else for him to even go. He doesnât have a home. He doesnât have a fanbase. Thereâs nothing left.
The text here reads: âIf youâre Hythlodaeus, then I must be Morus.â This refers to the work âUtopiaâ, written by Thomas More. The book follows Raphael Hythlodaeus, a man who claims to be from Utopia, a perfect place for everyone. His surname quite literally means âBringer of Nonsense,â or something along those lines. While this may be a stretch, I believe that âHythlodaeusâ is referring to Pre-Reveal David, and âMorusâ could possibly be either Post-Reveal David or someone affected by his speeches, for example Xander.
Also, I find it interesting how the girl in this frame, most likely Davidâs âsister,â Diana, and David himself are both tilting their heads at similar angles. Itâs possible that their relation is hinted at through this, but Iâm not sure.
The excerpt right here is from Kajii Motojiroâs entry in the Kyoto Journal, entitled âLemonâ. While some of the text has been altered, the main story is about a man who finds himself suffering, and walks through his neighbourhood only to find a greengrocer selling lemons. He goes home, and finds himself happier than before. Iâm not sure what this means when it comes to David, however if youâd like, you can analyze for yourself and let me know.
This part doesnât have any external references, but I believe that the lyrics here reinforce Davidâs worldview, that no matter what you do and how hard you try, ânobody ever changes.â
The star imagery here is a direct reference to David. Stars are representative of his happy facade, and when he loses the stars, he quits the bullshit.Â
âŚAnd this frame. Alright, letâs start from the top. The electrocution definition is a callback to Xander, whoâs referenced quite a few times in the video. The yellow text, which is from Antoine de Saint-ExupĂŠryâs âThe Little Princeâ, is possibly a reference to Davidâs view on other people or himself- That nobody is special unless you were born special. However, the end of the text describes that if the boy were to tame the fox, the speaker, that they would need each other. Iâm not sure if this is a description of manipulation, or a codependent relationship, but the David parallels are there. That, and the title of a âlittle princeâ probably refers to David and how heâs idolized by many. The green text is, again, from âThe Flowers of Buffoonery.â The full text is as follows.
âA man crushed by reality puts on a show of endurance. If that's beyond your comprehension, dear reader, then you and I will never understand each other. Life's a farce, so we might as well make it a good one. But real life is a realm that I may never reach. The best that I can hope for is to loiter in the memory of these four days, so steeped with empathy. Four days that count more than
five or ten years of my life. Four days that count more than a lifetime.â
In reference to David, this is more representative of his true feelings. Not the asshole persona or the facade, but the genuine feelings he has. He already feels far too gone by his own standards, and constantly puts on a âshowâ for other people in the form of his speeches.Â
The red text is possibly a person dealing with depression speaking on one of their symptoms. Thereâs no way I could find a source for such a short quote. A common symptom of depression is losing interest in things you previously found enjoyable.
The white text on the side describes someone who finds pleasure in solitude as opposed to being bossed around by other people. Itâs a reference to Davidâs backstory, as someone who was pressured into putting on a performance for others, finding comfort in being alone rather than having to play pretend whenever around other people.
The white text at the bottom is a continuation of the white text at the top.
The only theory I can think of for this is that itâs a foreshadowing to either gaps in their memory or the amount of survivors left in the killing game being four. Not sure.
Update: I donât know how I missed this, but the â11â next to the suspicious gaps refers to this. Itâs possible that the suspicious gaps are gaps in their memory now, being as he doesnât remember having an older sister, but her existence is most likely confirmed, as we saw her.Â
This part here is referring to âCatch 22,â when the main character realizes that without a soul, humans are just⌠matter, if you will. Empty husks.
For this part, I had to call upon my not-so-trustworthy old friend, Google Translate! The translation of this from Latin is âI think, therefore I am (not.)â Thatâs what makes the most sense to me. Weâll refer back to this part later, for I have a different intention for it in my mind than David himself.
The dark blue text is another excerpt from âThe Little Prince.â The prince in question is talking to a castaway, and the main takeaway of his words is that only your heart can tell you what you really need. If you were to simply look with your eyes, then what you truly need would be drowned out by the blinding light of superficial desires. Iâm pretty sure thatâs what that means. David is looking through his eyes, seeing a cruel world where nobody changes unless they were born to.
Now, letâs get into the next big part of the MV: The crossword puzzle. You might be wondering how this relates to David, but its moreso his own commentary on his classmates. Letâs go back to the latin. Pay attention to this reference of the solved crossword by raspbeyes on Tumblr. It will be very important for you to follow along.
Notice how thereâs roman numerals in some of Davidâs lyrics? For example, this that we established earlier meant âI think therefore I am (not.)â
This is referring to Rose. Her photographic memory can be linked to the description of âthinking.â The context of this may become clearer in future parts of the story.Â
III. Thatâs Charles. âIf you doubt brittle things are broken.â Is, in my mind, referring to his memories. He has a recurring element of not remembering things, but he doesnât seem to be aware of this until Chapter 2. For example, his secret- âYour older brother died, but you donât remember him at all.â
IV. Arei. Her breakdown sequence should be all you need to associate this with her.
V. This is Ace. Heâs going insane, obviously, because of the paranoia and failed murder attempt against him. That, and heâs become more disheveled as the game progressed.
XIV. Veronika, correct? Substance to the arts relates to her talent as a Horror Fanatic. Naturally, sheâd be related to things like that.
XV. Whitâs refusal to accept his motherâs death, staying ignorant to the tragedies around him, is one of the âhappiestâ members of the cast.
XI. Mai Akasaki is not mentioned in the current story, and all of her quotes hidden amongst the cast members describe her in past tense. She was someone everyone viewed as reliable, trustworthy, and perhaps, if you exaggerated it, as God.
These two walls of text are both from the same source: Hamletâs Solliloquy of âTo Be, or Not to Be?â
This is what the thing actually means, in case you arenât aware, which even I wasnât until just now. It represents Davidâs suicidal ideology, from what we can assume with the way heâs trying to get everyone to vote wrong in the trial for Arei, quite well. Whether he wants to live, or die, is most likely a constant struggle for David to answer.
Which is why he leaves it up to⌠whoever can answer.
This is an absolute reference to the trial. The class trial rules are overlaid over the death portrait texture, which is âconvenientlyâ covering Davidâs face. The seventeen here is also telling, considering what the description has to say about it!
This is what I believe is Davidâs end goal. To get everyone executed as a result of his own hopelessness. By pretending to be the killer and antagonizing the class, he believes he can easily sway the votes by âmanipulating the publicâ as he always believes heâs done. By getting everyone to vote for him, he can end the killing game and his own âpathetic lifeâ in one fell swoop.
After all, itâs not like he believes they have a chance of winning and escaping in the first place.
And here, is where we left off in Episode 11. David completely drops his facade in order to effectively kill himself, along with everyone else. After realizing the hopelessness of his situation, he makes a drastic turn to accept it readily. Someone who self-sabotages continues to do so because they develop a warped perspective of having control.
And again referring to the description, the 12 near the âTallying Votesâ caption refers to this. Itâs Davidâs way of justifying his selfishness, with a diluted form of justice serving as an âultimately fair verdict to the trial.âÂ
However, David has always wanted to be loved. Itâs why he even bothers with his facade, because heâs been putting it up for so long that disregarding his persona would effectively ruin everything heâs worked so hard to maintain in the first place. The repeated imagery of applause could also be a callback to his status as a celebrity, especially with how he reacted to Xander and Areiâs reliance on him.
While this does have a small fade of text pointing out that the âdegraded copyâ is the cover, which is not true because the MV is amazing, but. I believe thisâ
Oh. Thatâs literally it. Well, that makes one mystery solved!
Hey, look, weâre already halfway through! nice!
Edenâs optimistic personality can be referenced here. She wants to live with everyone, together, and make sure that nobody gets hurt.Â
This is another reference to Davidâs rambling on about how attempting to change is utterly futile, and that nobody changes.Â
The yellow text is the definition of a television show, I believe. The blue text is an excerpt from âAnd Then There Were None,â by Agatha Christie. The full quote is this: âBreakfast was a curious meal. Everyone was very politeâŚ. Six people, all outwardly self-possessed and normal. And within? Thoughts that ran round in a circle like squirrels in a cageâŚ. âWhat next? What next? Who? Which?â...â
âŚDo you get it? Itâs a parallel to the killing game. Or, rather, how David views it. Everyone is terrified and scared for their lives, but they still greet eachother with mock kindness.
The blue text on the side is an excerpt from Shakespeareâs âMacbeth.â, and it goes like this: âI am in blood / Stepped in so far, that, should I wade no more, / Returning were as tedious as go o'er.â
A critical analysis of the original work reads as follows:
Shakespeare is saying here that Macbeth has involved himself in so many murders that it is as easy for him to carry on than to turn back. Macbeth compares his course of action with wading across a river of blood, creating a vivid image of his bloody reign. The word 'tedious' reveals the hardening of Macbeth's heart.
And now, the moment Iâm sure most of you have been waiting for. Xander. Something I took notice of was that the cracks line up directly with his left eye, while his right eye is the one thatâs actually missing in the game. Nonetheless, Xander clearly did mean something to David. Whether it be through his idolization of David, or if he inspired David in some way, his death had an impact on him. Manipulative persona or not.Â
XVI translates to Hu from the crossword puzzle. Heâs taunting her, similarly to how he did in the trial, although the ??? makes me wonder if it actually IS DavidâŚ
XII, thatâs Eden. I assume itâs because of her optimistic persona that she is standing in someoneâs way, although weâre not sure who.Â
For the next part, letâs say we take this at face value. It could definitely be referencing David allegedly pushing Arei to commit suicide, although this could also be something he internalizes, with the themes of suicide and wishing to be dead explored previously.
These are all repeats of the previous works included in the MV, like The Little Prince, Ozamu Dazaiâs series, Agatha Christieâs works, etc etc.
Now, this is code, Iâm assuming, but I tried translating it and couldnât find anything. Itâs a common encryption language. In case you want to translate it, itâs:
3aqxw97pktc8uki458fbdpfoacllex2f07bf8mg24b4mpfx2adc6v3f5yhxjd8i7sf11312zaj5lazet47jod5jczec5mvb6bz2o59r143sf2pe916sczcn7emvbl55ehe9iqb2708tt83482c8tw3c77gn47ojca634gbcfz0016s647wwlakcn46brcle0eam9
NOTE: @glorywelpchild on Twitter saysâŚ
âFor this, it may have been encrypted multiple times by different engines? I'm not a programmer so I'm not really familiar lmao. Another thing, it could be a type of programming the dev knows/commonly uses.â
The VI here is Arturo, but I donât know what this means. Perhaps the description can give us some insight?
Hmm⌠Well, I donât mind. Whatever you say.
Nicoâs number is VIII, and this is referring to the defense they put up when asked about their intentions against Aceâs life. They claim they never thought about it, and âeven if they try to think, they donât know.â
This is Leviâs, as per the IX.Â
I actually managed to find the original image in the background. Itâs a study on Comet Shoemaker-Levy 9âs orbit around Jupiter for several years before crashing into the planet. While the name, Shoemaker Levy, may be a play on Leviâs name, I believe this is also referencing that he may die soon. Maybe this is a stretch, but the symbolism of a comet named âShoemaker Levyâ crashing into Jupiter being right under a symbol that represents Levi, our prime suspect in a game where being caught results in death, is too far to be a coincidence. Part of my theory for Chapter 2 is that Levi is the blackened, after all, but that is in a previous post. Nonetheless, we can move on.
This is âEnterance of the Gladiators.â While it is now associated with silly things like clowns, it was originally a military march song. Hmm, where have I heard this description before?
Ah, thatâs right! In the description!
These two are relatively straightforward. The David we meet in the prologue is his facade, and it serves as an introduction. However, we are re-introduced to him with a whole personality change, and that comes delayed from all the others.
This is a direct reference to MonoTV and the throne in the trial room.
The truth bullets. Typical Danganronpa symbolism, and itâs also a neat little reference to Xanderâs custom weapon.
References to some of the students. The dresser is Levi, the bowl of fruit is Rose, the gun is Xander, the teapot is Hu, and the candle is maybe J?
The clock is Eden, the portrait, maybe a reference to the game? The stupid kidâs toy might be Whit.
Teruko and Mai. Terukoâs misfortune and Maiâs idealization are both key parts of their characters.
The gavel, another reference. The kitchen knife, Min. The skull, Veronika. The mirror⌠Possibly Xander because weâve seen him with broken glass earlier in the MV, but it might be David and his personas making another reference.
The mastermind, sitting atop their comfortable chair.
The noose is Arei, the gas mask is Charles, the mouse is Nico, the theater mask⌠Perhaps the mastermind again, or Veronika again. The safe is Davidâs locked away and suppressed emotions. These are all mainly theories based on observation, donât take it as the wholehearted truth.
David being mentioned again with the hair clips. The lemon has been brought up beforehand, itâs a callback to the journal entry. The dummies represent Davidâs detachment from his humanity, and the television is a callback to the fact that theyâre on a television show.
David views himself as a snake, a liar, a murderer. Snakes are common imagery to use when referring to the Devil as well. The blood is a callback to the killing game itself.
Either a reference to Min, or the fact that all the books are empty could be visual dramatization of Davidâs feelings. Thereâs supposed to be something in them, but the books are empty. The âvarious kindsâ could also be how many personas he puts on, if thatâs a prominent part of his backstory.
The killing game is being broadcasted, so that counts as terrorist iconography, if nothing else. Dandelions, while beautiful in their own way, donât belong in a garden. The megaphone is Davidâs custom weapon, and itâs a way for him to broadcast his speeches to those around the world.
The letters are from the joke comic that the dev released. You know the one, where Xander writes a letter for David and he accidentally throws it away thinking that itâs garbage. The popular toy refers to the commercializing of the Tragedy, as Veronika explained on the first day of Chapter 2. How horror movies will put black-and-white designs in their films to up the fear factor because of the subliminal/primal fear of the design back in the days of the Tragedy. The flowers⌠No idea.
This is cleverly disguised, but itâs a reference to the debate between continuing to live and killing yourself. To be or not to be, to stop or to keep going, but theyâre both lit up. How are you to do both at the same time? You have to make a choice.
Main Roles are David and Xander. It makes sense, considering they both have full-body moments and we know who they are. The crossed out name is Mai Akasaki, but the cut off name is a bit harder to decipher. Thanks to some inspiration and help, Iâve come to my final conclusion regarding this.
They are related to Arei, 100%. The letters match perfectly.
Even in comparison to Arei, the âNâ in her name starts only a bit earlier, but thatâs because the first word is probably only two or three letters, in comparison to the four letters in Arei.
Originally, I couldnât translate any of these. All I could make out was that the first hand was Xander and the second hand was Min or Mai. However. @MAHIRUMILGRAM on twitter managed to translate them! They are as follows:
After this point, the truth bullet breaks through Davidâs words, similarly to how Teruko is fighting against David, despite the truth bullet being in agreement towards Davidâs idea.
Thereâs also this, which could be David trying to deflect us from the truth, or that the lyrics genuinely donât relate to him. Iâm leaning towards the former.
The white text at the top here is from a story, entitled âThe Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas.â It is about a beautiful city where everyone is happy. However, their city is not as beautiful as it seems. They tell the story of how the townspeople have locked a child in a basement, and left it to suffer. Their happiness, as theyâve been told, requires a sacrifice.
âInside the room, which is behind a locked door, there are a couple of dirty mops, a bucket, and a young child. The child is ten years old, but looks younger. The child is scared and completely miserable. It is never allowed to leave the room. Occasionally, someone opens the door and kicks the child to make it stand up. The person fills the food bowl halfway with corn meal and grease, fills the water jug, and leaves. The child can remember what the outside world looks like and begs and pleads to be let out. The child is naked and covered in sores, and it wails at night in its misery. The people of Omelas all know about the child in the basement. They all understand that everything good about Omelas, from their abundance of food to the good weather, depends upon the suffering of the child. They all understand this because when children are between the ages of eight and twelve, they are brought to see the child, and this tradeoff is explained to them. During this experience, the children of Omelas are disgusted. They want to help, but they are told they canât. If anyone helps the child by clothing, feeding, or otherwise caring for it, then the perfect happiness of Omelas and its abundance would die. Therefore, no one may even speak kindly to the child.â
I wanted to include this because it describes David so well. Someone who has been cast away because theyâre deemed useless to society, someone whoâs happiness would destroy the happiness of anyone else. I find the story truly fascinating, as it might describe Davidâs suppressed emotions and the depressive tendencies he indulges himself in.
âTheir tears at the bitter injustice dry when they begin to perceive the terrible justice of reality, and to accept it. Yet it is their tears and anger, the trying of their generosity and the acceptance of their helplessness, which are perhaps the true source of the splendor of their lives. Theirs is no vapid, irresponsible happiness. They know that they, like the child, are not free.â
âHow you have felt, O men of Athens, at hearing the speeches of my accusers, I cannot tell; but I know that their persuasive words almost made me forget who I wasâsuch was the effect of them; and yet they have hardly spoken a word of truth [alÄthÄs]. But many as their falsehoods were, there was one of them which quite amazed meâI mean when they told you to be upon your guard, and not to let yourselves be deceived by the force of my eloquence. They ought to have been ashamed of saying this, because they were sure to be detected as soon as I opened my lips and displayed my deficiency; they certainly did appear to be most shameless in saying this, unless by the force of eloquence they mean the force of truth [alÄthÄs]; for then I do indeed admit that I am eloquent. But in how different a way from theirs! Well, as I was saying, they have hardly uttered a word, or not more than a word, of truth [alÄthÄs]; but you shall hear from me the whole truth [alÄthÄs]: not, however, delivered after their manner, in a set oration duly ornamented with words and phrases.â
Do you remember, in the prologue, where Xander describes the ârumorsâ against Davidâs positive front? This is a direct parallel. Here, Socrates denounces the words of his attackers, similarly to how nobody truly believes the rumors except for the critics themselves. Even Xander was fooled by his charisma.
âWas't Hamlet wrong'd Laertes? Never Hamlet: If Hamlet from himself be ta'en away, And when he's not himself does wrong Laertes, 240 Then Hamlet does it not, Hamlet denies it. Who does it, then? His madness: if't be so, Hamlet is of the faction that is wrong'd; His madness is poor Hamlet's enemy.â
Hamlet blames his own insanity for the death of Laertesâ father. Just like David tries to get everyone killed, and blames himself for murdering Arei, because of his own insanity.
This is a line from the poem âBe Not Defeated by The Rain,â by Kenji Miyazawa. It describes a man wishing to become someone strong, someone who cannot be bested. I believe this is exactly what David wants, too. To be as strong and as hopeful as he is forced to pretend to be, instead of a hopeless mess who would rather die than be seen as worthless.
David reaches the height of his insanity, before finally quieting down after being basked in green light. I donât know if this was intentional, but I believe that it represents how heâs given up on even death after the students manage to vote correctly, hence the green coloring.
And now, number 19.
I severely doubt that David will actually die in Chapter 3. That is not âforeshadowing,â that is just giving out the answer, and DRDTDev is much more careful than that. I believe this is a final representation of Davidâs suicidal ideologies. He says he will forget, he says guilt will not weigh him down, but heâs lying to himself. Thatâs why the stars are still behind him, because heâs still lying. He says he is satisfied, he says heâs okay with death, but when has David ever been truthful with us?
And he leaves an empty throne behind. Not because he is dead, but because he has relinquished his career and his reputation for nothing.
Even though he is missing, nothing else has changed. That is how he views his life.
And that concludes the main analysis of Davidâs MV! Itâs such a beautiful thing, really, I donât know how to phrase any of it properly. Thank you to everyone whoâs read this far, and everyone who helped me out. The decoding and puzzles? Ah, Iâll let you all do that⌠But, maybe I can help a little!
Blanket, out~! See you all next time!
The tightrope he walks. The hall of mirrors that changes his image, depending on your perspective. Heâs a strong man, but are those weights legit? Yeah itâs a circus, but itâs fun, heâs having fun!
The metaphors!!! Itâs such an incredible insight into another view he has of his fame. Basically the foil of MFASRâs message. So good.
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txt makes music that gay people (using as an umbrella term) (myself included) love, so I'm gonna list all the times I can remember their music and music videos being queer-coded off the top of my head.
disclaimer: this is not me assuming anyone's sexualities!! when discussing music videos and using member names, I am referring to the characters they play in the video and not the members themselves.
the 0x1=lovesong music video. holy shit. show this to a queer closeted teenager and they will go absolutely feral. I saw a twitter thread once (when Twitter wasn't locked to people without accounts) about all the queer-coding and it made me lose my mind. I don't have access to Twitter anymore, but from what I can remember, there were a lot of references to Leslie Cheung films. The one example I can remember is the scene for the bridge where Yeonjun dances in front of the other members. also the lyrics??? "I'm not going to get into heaven" oh my god. also again with the bridge, literally everything about the pair dance (and then saying 'girl' as if that would somehow make it seem less gay lmao).
2. the loser = lover mv. Literally everything about Beomgyu's storyline. Gender non-conforming teenager and the only member without a (moa self-insert) girlfriend (but with daddy issues lmao). Also "with you even a fall is beautiful" what if I Cried.
3. poppin star. granted, this is more of a meme than anything else, but if you've ever seen the "txt songs gay as hell so they've got to add a little gendered term to spice things up, because why are the lyrics like "we must keep this a secret our love is illegal in 56 countries- GIRL" tweet, this song is what the tweet was referencing. literally one of the lyrics is "isn't this perhaps something that the country has allowed/something that we have hidden/alright, it's something that's not allowed for just anyone/try popping a whole mouthful" like WHAT? I still have no idea what that means.
4. devil by the window. uhhhhh they're getting tempted by a devil with male pronouns. really the whole temptation album is kind of gay if you look at it through this lens.
5. sugar rush ride. I don't even have any specific examples tbh. everything about the lyrics.
6. crown. a song about feeling like a monster, but meeting someone who's the same as you and learning to accept yourself. shout out to the lyrics "would there be forgiveness?/even for the devils?" and "nobody can understand/but it's you/your life changed my world like magic"
this is all I remember for now, but I'll edit this post or make a new post if I remember more. feel free to add your own in the replies or reblogs!
Music For A Sushi Restaurant is a big FUCK YOU to the Music Industry
Okay okay okay, I watched it and I felt the holy gay spirit overcome me, give me the energy and focus to do what I procrastinate forever on to do for my uni papers: write an analysis. Guess my studies are coming in handy after all! Kindly be reminded that, with all art analysis, this is subjective and your interpretation of it is as valid as mine <3
Letâs take a look at the characters first.
Characters
Squidrry: Harry plays the mermaid version of himself - we donât know the backstory, but we know he got stranded on a beach and has a squid tail in place of legs. Who does that remind us of? Ah, yes, his mermaid tattoo: that beauty though has her whole vulva out, making her definitively female, which is interesting because mermaids often symbolise genderlessness and genderqueerness (mermaidsuk.org.uk), and in the case of his tattoo it could be interpreted as genderqueerness with special emphasis on femininity. The little mermaid is also clearly referenced - Harry has referenced her before wearing the shirt printed with âBut Daddy I love him!â on the front and âthis shirt will make you look gayâ on the inside. Some elements from the storyline are also picked up in this music video: losing her voice, getting manipulated into contracts...
The Discoverer: itâs the guy who finds Harry on the beach, seizes him up and immediately recognises his worth. He pulls up his phone and calls just the guy who knows how to make this fish into money. Almost like an A&R guy.
The Manager: he seems to be owning Gillâs bar. He is the one who makes the decisions as to what to do with Harry, and he also seems to have a âsoft spotâ for Harry, or what I would call: a fetish. He obsesses over Harryâs tail, yet he thinks the real selling point is Harryâs voice.Â
The Handler: heâs the managerâs dogsbody, he does everything to his bidding. He does all the dirty work, from crushing crabs to caring for Harry. He seems to be somewhat disgusted by Harry and his other-ness.
The Woman: she is in the background most of the time, does similar jobs as the Handler, but seems to be higher up than him. She almost seems like a prop, as she does not have a proper characterisation besides being there.
The Boy: is young, handsome and wears shiny clothes.Â
The Crowd: a diverse group of people that are not necessarily very entertained by Harryâs performance
Letâs go through the music video scene by scene
Shots
When The Discoverer finds Harry, he towers over the viewer, showing heâs in control & he object he looks at is at his mercy. He sees that Harry is something special, but what he sees is only the way he looks, his other-ness, not his talent. He hasnât heard him sing yet. Interestingly, Harry is fully bearded (lol) when they find him. Is this a reference to him right now? Or is this simply a tool to show heâs been at sea for a long time (Eroda continued)?
Next we see a red crab. Is this a dig at duplishitty and the whole Sebastian drama some months ago? I remember tons of Ariel memes at the time when Harryâs character turned out to be actually called Sebastian and the larries dragged that fic through the mud all over twitter. It was glorious. Ergo a dig at hetharriesâ image of him? Donât ruin my fantasy? Your fantasy is our #1 priority?
Then we see a dirtyass industrial kitchen: it is grimey, stuff happens here that the people who enjoy their meals do not want to know about - just like in the music industry. If the people knew how bad it gets behind the literal curtain - would they still be as happy throwing their money at it? As soon as they get the call, the engine starts: the well oiled machinery of the music industry
everything is documented right from the beginning in flashing snapshots: Harryâs discovery on the beach, where he gets âmadeâ into who he will be the kitchen, closeup of what makes him special (his tail), meeting all the important people in this world. Everyone wants to be in the shot showing off their catch (the Manager at his tail, showing it off, the Woman close to his head (stunting? or maybe AnnMarie from PR who doubled as their mental health counselor, whispering into his ear?)). Is the Kitchen The X-Factor, where he proves himself and wraps them all around his finger with his siren voice? There he sees what theyâre doing to the ones that are like him but donât stand out: theyâre violently cut up, produced into quick money. It is a literal competition to survive - almost like the auditions.
The crew is almost scared or weirded out at first but also entranced - Harry distracts them while he surprises them with showing up behind him or next to them, catching them off guard while taking everything in with wide eyes: heâs a quick learner, he soaks up how this world works immediately. Then the handler gets him with a bribe of fish: they dangle it in front of his face, and itâs what he wants.
As soon as he takes the bait it transitions to him performing in the venue itself. We see him with cut hair and a fancy robe, showing the Manager and Handler what he can offer. Is this Harry having to prove himself, again, as a solo artist with HS, now that heâs performing in the actual venue, where there will be eventually an audience? Or is this still proving himself with One Direction?
We see a montage of them making him feel like a star, accommodate his otherness, his tail, in a way that he truly feels like a star, and thereâs so much glitter everywhere, making everything sparkly. Very interesting here: the towels they use to hydrate his tail, the thing that makes him so interesting and enticing, to keep it healthy and happy, are blue green = could be that he feels that at first they humoured Larry Stylinson - until 2012 it was not a problem and they even used the âbromanceâ for marketing - until they donât anymore. While Harryâs eyes and ears are plugged âfor his own goodâ to relax and be distracted, you can see the handler starting to resent Harry for having to take care of Harryâs weird tail, and if he doesnât check on him he stops actually taking care of it. In the meantime, the Manager is weirdly obsessed with the tail. Harry starts to wear a pearl necklace - the pearl is a widely recognised symbol of genderquerness (the oyster, that produces the pearl changes its sex at least once in its lifetime, usually start out male and become female).
again, everything is documented in snapshots: Harry and how the people around him feed him and take care of him
Harry becomes accustomed to the lifestyle and acts like a diva - or does he? He asks for tea which he uses to gargle, taking care of the one thing he knows is keeping him alive: his voice. He has the Manager give him a manicure while sitting in the womenâs dressing room, a little white womenâs chemise hung up behind him on the wall ready for him to slip into. He starts wearing sunglasses: he is shielding himself more, and he wears even more pearls, theyâre on the sunglasses too now. He becomes more flamboyantly genderqueer and has the Manager help him express it? Thereâs even more pearly waiting for him to be worn on the table in front of him. More, more, more pearls!
He doesnât like the music they want him to sing. But the music video synchronises with the song just in that moment and has Harry say:Â âwhatever you wantâ - even though he doesnât like the songs he will sing them, because thatâs what the manager wants - and otherwise he might end up dead. In return he wears even bigger feathery gowns and boas. Pearl sunglasses are a thing now. He has glitter confetti in his hair. He is fabulous.
even though it makes it look like heâs treated like a diva, heâs still in the dingy diner with loads of filing boxes. These boxes over boxes are filled with - contracts? He is with The Discoverer in this scene. Is this Simon?
the Manager takes care of him in order to make money off of him, literally grooms him and enjoys lubing up his tail a little too much - thereâs a shot that focuses on the wedding band he wears on his finger. The way the mv is shot, there is a broad sexualisation of Harryâs tail, constantly filling the frame, lubed up, glistening, primed = Harry gets sexualised, his most sexual, peculiar features on display all the time to get more people interested and enticed. And although the Handler sees that the Manager fetishises Harryâs tail, he doesnât say anything, only judges.Â
soon, Harry has dark circles underneath his eyes that he treats with patches. He is tired? Exhausted? But keeps going while becoming more impatient with everyone around him.
Another round of snapshots: food/seeing what happens to people like him that donât stay relevant (they get chopped up and eaten), thereâs beer & drinks, pretty surroundings like the coral throne for him, and a prawn dangles from string: more bribe? Itâs always in front of him, even when performing
then he is finally on stage: heâs happy, wearing a pearl crown and is loaded with pearl necklaces, sings into the microphone and does his iconic whale. Itâs where heâs happy. But thereâs a close up shot of his birdcage tattoo = heâs still trapped and caged.
Thereâs a closeup of two cherries in a martini glass: Cherry, Stunts, Alcohol? Both are parts of the world heâs living in: the show biz.
when heâs performing in front of the audience, the people are not super into the performance, the ones the Manager so excitedly wants to sell Harry to donât care too much about him or his performance, just want to watch the peculiar creature writhe. Thereâs a disparity between what the Manager thinks the audience want and what the Crowd actually want. The Boy asks to touch his tail (= his most sexualised feature), and Harry slaps him for it. Did people want to have Harry and he never gave himself away like that?
more snapshots: of credit cards in cash machines and cash: the Manager makes a lot of money off of Harry, the way he rejects the Boy, his performance, the musicians, him singing - it all gets documented every step of the way.
At the height of his career, his voice leaves - a nightmare coming true. The lights turn off and it gets cold, as soon as he canât offer what the Manager thinks is profitable (his voice), his previously praised feature (his tail, his otherness) wonât save him. The Woman gets ready to dice him by sharpening her knife - sheâll take him down, too. The Handler will help cooking him, no questions asked, no emotions shown.
The Manager actually reminisces about him Harry and misses him, even though he gave the go to kill him and make him into sushi: he doesnât see that he was the one to make the decision and instead blames the market / capitalism. Still fetishises him in retrospect: he doesnât actually miss Harry, but what value he had for him: profit and getting his fetish satisfied (heâs swirling his fingers in the vaseline).Â
Even of the process of destroying him they try to squeeze out a last little profit which they document in snapshots
I think it is an incredibly interesting choice of Harryâs to set this whole music industry metaphor in a dingy little diner lounge instead of the flashy, beautiful world that is usually chosen to show just how enticing show biz is. He isnât trying to justify why he fell for the bait, he is way past that - he wants to remind us that behind all the glitter and beautiful lights, it is a dingy, creepy shithole. He also didnât choose to have a beautiful, shimmery fish tail, the way we love seeing on mermaids, and have also been sexualised with their curves and the way they move, but a squishy, slimey squid tail - itâs supposed to intrigue the viewer just as much as it did the Crew and the Crowd with a little bit of disgust. Which, again, is incredibly interesting and telling as to how Harry sees his âotherness,â and - let me go out on a limb here - his queerness perceived. It also means that he cannot move around in this world just as he is - he has to be helped, carried, hauled, driven by the people around him: in this case, his Handler and Manager and Discoverer. He is dependent if he wants to survive in that world (the music industry).
 Most of the characters in this music video are men - they are all after profit, and the main trait of every single character is that they very evidently just donât care about anything except money (profit) and sex (fetish).
It is a very clear condemnation of what the music industry is like even if you look only a little closer.Â
I love that he doesnât show himself as the Saint Victim, while still (thank god) recognising he was and is indeed a victim of the profit machine - he shows how much he likes getting pampered and enjoys the lifestyle, acting a little diva (although I would take that with a shovel of salt - Harry is known to be unfairly hard on himself and self deprecating). It still seems to be though how he sees himself there.
Another note worthy part is the audience. To me, it shows the disparity between what the Manager character thinks the crowd wants and what the crowd actually wants. And the best (and most sad) part is: neither of them are better. The Manager thinks itâs his voice and performance, while heâs privately fetishising his tail, while the audience just wants to watch something happen, in that moment a weird person with a squid tail singing, the next day said squidperson being chopped up and served to them as sushi. Theyâre there for the spectacle, not the person. So neither of them are good - and it makes me sad to think thatâs how Harry perceives his audiences (is he wrong, though? At least about the majority of his fans?)
I also adore just how fully packed the whole music video is with his genderqueerness. You literally cannot ignore it - from being a trans symbol itself to the accumulation of mountains of pearls to the womenâs clothes to him being in the womenâs dressing room. If you donât see it by now I really canât help you.
To me, this is such a power move - he shows just how horrible these people have been in the name of the profit, the way they see themselves (nostalgic, missing their abuse victim?!) and at the same time show them for who they really are: sad little grimey dingey people in some shithole etablissement.Â
I cannot tell you with how pleased I am with this music video - Sushi for a Music Restaurant has been one of my faves off the album since the day I heard it at the listening party, and to see it come to life exactly along the lines of how I interpreted it as well as being incredibly surprising and clever is just - chefâs kiss. Thank you Harry for this masterpiece.
CHANYEOLâS FIRST SOLO ALBUM âBLACK OUTâ IS OUT. IT IS FINALLY OUT. FUCKING HELL, CAN YOU BELIEVE WEâVE WAITED FOR SO LONG AND NOW ITâS HERE AND ITâS BEAUTIFUL AND I AM SO PROUD OF CHANYEOL I HOPE WE GET TO SEE AND HEAR SO MUCH MORE FROM HIM IN THE FUTURE.
ok. now that thatâs out of my system, letâs talk about the mv for black out. in depth. hell yeah.
(on a side note, i really wanted to make a post like this for a long time. like, a long post where i put down thoughts in a kind of structured way, so yey i am excited, letâs go.)
first, i want to point out that personally, i appreciate a lot that the song has no gendered language (as far as i know. i am not fluent in korean tho, i am basing this on the english lyrics supplied with the video!), and in tune with that i will also use gender neutral language in this little analysis here. the only case i will use gendered language is when referring to chanyeol, who i will treat like an actor portraying the protagonist in this video. so when i say âchanyeolâ i mean the guy in the video and not the person park chanyeol â just for clarification. ok. now.
overall, to me, the mv feels a lot like a movie, or parts of a movie. it has amazing cinematography â the city at night, the bus ride, the scenes at the window of the apartment, the fish tank, the short scenes relating to boxing â that portrays the feelings around a breakup very beautifully. in the video, i see many symbols that represent specific situations and emotions and thatâs what i want to break down here a little bit.
the cassette tape is probably the most obvious of the symbols. the cassette he literally clings to, i think, represents the past relationship itself. is the very first scene he is sitting on a bus full of happy people, people that seem to be in a romantic relationship, that have fun and are laughing â he is alone and surrounded by love. he simply sits there, unmoving between people that are eagerly interacting with each other. he is still while everything else is moving on. but he has the cassette which he doesnât even listen to (notice how we never see him wearing the headphones he carries around his neck!).
he is not listening to the tape, just keeping it â the relationship might already be over, he is just holding on to the memories. he doesnât want to think about them (or else he would listen to the tape) but also doesnât want to lose and let go (thatâs why he's keeping it). and thatâs why he is very distressed when he loses the tape, why he holds on to it so hard. but in the end, it rips apart and that causes him so much hurt. it was so precious to him and tried to keep it so hard. itâs really painful and heart-breaking to watch.
the bus ride itself is very interesting because it starts out being a space chanyeol is⌠well, not exactly comfortable in. but itâs a place where he rests, where he sits and lets himself being carried along, unmoving object at a place where everything is moving a lot. he is, mentally, still very entangled in the relationship. thatâs why heâs still on top of that bus, alone with all the other people that are so happy and loved. he hasnât moved on yet. and he doesnât seem to want to.
until the moment we see the cassette on the ground. then we see him suddenly realizing that he lost it, like snapping out of a trance. he gets up, wants to get it but it falls out of his reach, the tape comes loose, and he tries to hold on to it so much. the moving bus suddenly becomes a trap, it moves too fast and the tape rips in the end. he canât go back to the relationship and the memories anymore because it has broken and itâs his fault in a way. maybe he stayed to long on the bus. maybe he realized it fell too late. maybe he acted too hastily. maybe he should have kept the cassette safe in a pocket so he wouldnât have lost it in the first place.
the scenes of him running aimlessly through the cityscape could just be mindless wandering to keep himself moving, but i like to believe that he is not so aimless in his running. i think he is looking for the lost tape. i think that in all the stillness he wants while he still is holding on to his memories, he feels utter restlessness after losing them. everything moves so fast, everything is loud (there even is a fucking plane), there are lights everywhere â he is afraid he wonât find the tape again in the vastness of the city. and maybe he doesnât.
for me, the scenes with blond chanyeol happen after the bus scenes. he is post-breakup chanyeol (because what do you do after a breakup? right, radically change your hair xD). thatâs the chanyeol we see in the apartment with the fishtank and the chanyeol we see boxing (well, kinda. we donât see too much of the actual boxing, but I think that will change once we get the mv for back again xD). itâs also the chanyeol who is looking at himself in a broken mirror.
mirrors and reflections are symbolically used to reveal the true self of a person, in chanyeolâs case thatâs someone who feels very broken inside.
something that really stood out to me was a shot of the fishtank where they filmed the tv in the background of the apartment through the water.
first and foremost, the shot through the water gives the whole scene a very whimsical feel, like looking into a dream world that chanyeol is escaping to from the harsh reality of his broken heart and the end of this relationship that he treasured so much. he is literally pushing his head into that world, into the water, where he canât breathe.
thatâs also a very desperate act of trying to feel alive, or like⌠anything at all. the same reason he resorts to a painful sport like boxing. the physical pain fills the emptiness that remains and overshadows the emotional numbness, fills the lack of emotion with pain he can control, instead of letting himself feel the emotional pain he canât control. (and on an important note: both actions are forms of self-harm and thatâs a very unhealthy coping mechanism, just⌠donât do it)
back to the fish tank. fish can symbolize change and adaptability, as fishes are animals that can survive even in challenging conditions. and that fits very well with the story of the mv as well. chanyeol still needs to figure out how to adapt and how to survive his life right now, but he will figure it out â just listen to the rest of the album, and especially back again! as this is the other song weâll have an mv too, and one that picks up on the boxing element that was introduced a bit, i treat it like what happens after the black out mv / the breakup.
back again is a crazy song!! itâs very lively, full of sounds and little details, of versatile voice use and a lot of energy! itâs him bouncing back again (see what I did there-), itâs when he is feeling better again and is confident to move forward again. and maybe heâs a bit more enthusiastic than he is actually healed and fails. but he has hope and takes moving on and coming back to life step by step.
musically, black out feels more like being torn apart from the inside. there is a lot of vulnerability in his voice while the beat is very restless when all we see chanyeol do is wanting to hold on for a moment but the beat and the melody, the song itself really, pull him along.
i also noticed to the colour schemes in the video. mainly we see a dark blue being used. in some moments, very prominently the scene where chanyeol looks at the goldfish in the tank, a warm orange is used as contrast.
it feels very comfortable and, well, warming within all the cold blues and greens, so that sort of underlines my interpretation of the fishtank scene(s). i also noted that in scenes from the apartment we see pink lights, usually contrasting a greenish blue light. neither of those are very warm lights and add more to the general vibe and atmosphere of the scenes, i think. one could argue though that pink could symbolize love, which is a pretty obvious although not happy theme of the story.
this mv has so much pain and regret and yearning and so so so much hurt. in all the soft spots. itâs dark and gloomy that make it feel almost brutally real. i like to draw a parallel to tomorrow here (and not only because the two mvs use similar a similar colour sceme, blue and orange), which is very still and very in the moment. itâs also dark and yearning but is gives these feelings room and holds a glimmer of hope. black out is not that calm. its darkness is hurrying the protagonist along, who just wants a moment to hold on and breath. but there is no room for feeling those feelings in black out, but there is no way to outrun the pain. or the hole in your heart thatâs left when you lost something you loved a lot.