#muslimeen

It scares me. To know I will meet my Lord with little deeds and mountain's of bad ones. That at anytime my Lord will send the command for my soul and I will not be able to return. Everytime i sit with my children, one day they will be motherless. Everytime i sit with my husband, one day he will be wife-less. And my body will just be in the ground. Rotting.

Some people are not scared of death. I'm not scared of actually dying. I'm scared of what I will die upon. Will my Lord me pleased with me when I do die?

I was listening to a talk the other day on hijab, jilbab, niqaab. Subhan'Allah, how this Akh made hijab, i fell in love again. Subhan'Allah. Wallahi, i say this so we all benefit.

We forget why we wear hijab, jilbab and niqaab. Wallahi, its only for Allah. Reknew your intentions ☝️

Bascially, this akh said,

" think about it realistically, if you think of the queen, you can look but not touch her. For if you touch her, you will be imprisoned. So she is a high of status, but you my dear sisters, Allah swt, the Creator of this world and the 7 heavens, has told you to wear hijab/jilbab/niqaab. Think about this, no man can look at you because your soo precious in the eyes of Allah. Your soo honourable, loved, a status in islam. You are not aloud to be looked at let alone be touched "

Wallahi i broke. It gets a habit to wear niqab and jilbab etc. But that day, that day i was more greatful. Subhan Allah.

When the Ayah was revealed that the believing women were to cover their modesty etc, instead of walking home and saying they will start tomorrow ( as we do now ) they ripped, Subhan'Allah they ripped the bottom of their clothing and covered themselevs. Wallahi my heart broke.

This is advise to myself first and foremost. This is an obligation upon us to cover ourselves. The Quran has and never will change to fullfill any of our nafs.

We should aeek knowledge as we will be held accountable. We should make tawbah as we will kot live forever. Will we all stand before Allah swt on Yawm-ul-Qiyamah and have to answer doyr everything we done and didnt do.

Ya muslimaahs, dont let the first day you cover be as you are lowered into your grave.

I love you all for the sake of Allah.

What Allah swt has made haraam is haraam. There is no loop, no out of context, no " thats a bit old fashioned, it was hundrends years ago, times have changed"

no, لا , the Quran has never ever changed. As much as you want it to, to suit your nafs and desires wont.

But a reality check is that you will die one day. Allah swt will give the command for you life to be taken. And at that very moment you will regret not wearing proper hijab ( men and women ).

-you will regret that music you listened to.

-you will.regret that boyfriend, girlfriend, fiancee for a year relationship.

-the way you spoke to your parents. You friends and family.

Wallahi i say this a revert who came from all that to the light is islam. Wallahi. Its nothing but a delsion of fantasy and regret.

Alhamduliah we have been given another day to seek repentance and become better muslimahs.

I say this out of the hurt in my heart wallahi. I see brothers and sister smoking, drinking, uncovered or not covered correctly. Staying out all hours when their mums are worried at home. Not praying, doing nothing. But haram. Wallahi its not worth it.

I beg and plea with you to turn back before its too late.

Pray before your prayed on.

Cover before your covered.

So, im currently going through dome trials and hardships, trying to get custody of my siblings subhan Allah! Things are so hard at the moment and i have to remind myself that this is all for the sake od Allah snd that my heart it soo attachted to this world and not the next. We find things so amazing in this life but it is just a prison for us. We are stuck here to repent, to worship and to love one another. And do things for the sake of Allah swt.

Today i had a mental break down and now i sit and look back, there was no need because whatever will happen will happen, if Allah swt has decreed something for me not one thing will stop it from reaching me, and if something is not meant to reach me or happen to me it will not happen.

All these custody battles, heartbreak, loss and love is all for nothing if its not the for the sake of Allah swt. My heart would not be broken if i truly relied on Allah swt and my heart was wholey for him. Subhan Allah. How i am lost.

O Youth!

Certainly you are the ones devoted to Allah

And those who respond to the call of Allah

Verily the one who hopes for a good reward

Does not pay attention to the difficulty

We keep our self busy in the path of Allah

We wish to raise his flag

To return the DEEN its Glory

When you have friends other then for the His sake then whos sake are you doing it for? Yes i have a few but to guide them.

Be careful who your friends are.

"You dont walk into a blacksmith and come out smelling of perfume"