#mun explains

Mun: "So if you have read my 'Meet Mason' comic you can see at the end Mason meets Orchid by chance and takes her in when he realizes that she had gotten hurt protecting his village. He takes her to his home, narrowly getting caught by the village cleric by claming her as his sister. He then is given a chance to see all that she has been threw and save her from the real villain. He then takes the deal to be sent back in time to be there for his 'sister' as she is going through life... again."

Mun: "First spoiler; it's not his body in the past. His soul and memories were sent back in time and placed in a random villager child who had been zombified... so he is in a different body starting at the mental age of 25, so at the current moment in the comic he has the mental state of someone with 45+ years experience in the body of a 25 year old."

Mun: "Why am I telling you this? Well, keep in mind that in the 'Meet Mason' comic, he got to see Orchid's life in a short few memories... he saw what had happened to her and knew what was coming next for her...."

Mun: "The moment Mason takes the deal, is where a new timeline is created; the Main Timeline..."

Mun: "Now there are two timelines moving at the same time; the Main Timeline where the story is taking place in the comic, the one we are following right now, and the Alpha Timeline where Orchid is still alone, and is separate."

Mun: "In the Alpha Timeline, Orchid had lost Smith and Jay in a critical battle and was then alone for a while with the guilt... eventually finding Mason's village. After he accepted the deal, his body remained alive but unmoving, like a vegetative state."

Mun: "Spoiler 2: Alexander returned and used what life force was left in Mason's body to jumpstart Orchid once more, hiding the moment she woke up."

Mun: "This left Orchid more guilty about someone having died for her sake and leaving her more scared to make friends with others... her Main Timeline self, however, didn't lose her closest friends (and lover) to keep her safe... leaving her more friendly with others."

Mun: "To be honest, if I never got the 'ok' by CrescentTrinity on Twitter/X to use Mason in the first place, we would be following the Alpha Timeline as the only Timeline..."

So. On March 11, 2018. I had to go up to my family’s house to see out oldest dog. She had not been doing well and they planned on going to bring her to the vet on Sunday morning. She had not been eating her food, she was barely drinking any water, and when they would bring her outside she would want to go further out back into the woods and lay down and eat the snow. Worst of all, it all was more than likely based off of the large lump that had grown in her neck.

My mom did her best to get everyone up here but only my second oldest sister and her kids and boyfriend were able to make it along with the third oldest sister and her husband and his kid. I was the child who was with my Golden Girl from the start as a puppy so it was absolutely important for my mom to get me to showed up and stay for the night; just in case. My Girl for the most time she laid on her spot and we would come over to see her. Sometimes she would get up to go see the kids. Mostly my second oldest Sister’s daughter. (She is also the one I and her draw together.) But for the most part, she was there and watched everyone. March 12, around 4:58 in the morning. I ended up having to take the dogs outside and my Golden Girl didn’t want to go back in. It was cold and i was in my Pj’s. It took me till 5:23 to get her back inside from waiting and convincing her to come back in. No, Correction. I begged. 9:12. I woke back up and had to get ready to leave in time so My Girl can make it to her check up to see what was wrong with her. I ate and was able to get ready. The last few days before i came up to my folks place i was coming down with sickness and the weather was pretty shitty. So when i was able to go outside to pack what i brought into the car that morning the sky was clear and blue with partial clouds here and there and my sinuses were cleared up a bit so i didn’t need to use a whole lot of tissues. During the hour and a half ride back, i ended up being compelled to take pictures of the sky. . . and of my Golden Girl. She was smiling, she barely did that when i was over at the house. I still have them on my phone, even the blurry ones. My dad suggested that I should be dropped off at my house instead of coming along, I only complied since i did have to do a lot of things around the house today. So i grabbed my things. I hugged my girl, gave her a kiss and asked her to be a good girl. Sometime around 11 or 12, I had just gotten out of the shower and was trying to get my nerves to relax when I get a call from my mom. My Girl, My Golden Girl, My Harley; she had formed the last stages of cancer on her throat and had at tops 30 days left to live, and it was then my dad made the decision to put her down. Mom was crying on the phone and i was cracking too. It was until i hung up that i broke down completely. I know that maybe most of you who have a pet know what it is like to lose a companion. For those who have not known what it is like, think of it like losing a family member. I know come can’t connect animals to a emotional connection and just say that; it’s a dog. Yes. you are correct, It is a dog. But its was our dog; my dog. And if i am to be blunt, That Shit Hurts Like Hell When We Lose Them. So this entire time i have been in a state of on and off sadness and depression, going to my job, listening to music, and talking to the mun’s on Discord. I only did two venting images before i set my tablet down for a week, not able to bring myself to pick it back up. When i finally did pick it up again, all i could do was poor sketches that grew back into my normal style. For the most part it was venting. But now as of late i have been drawing what cheers me up the most which is Shipping fanart, Outfit designs, and creating Oc’s. On occasion i would get myself to rp but it comes out as bursts of text. Recently within maybe a week or two i have been getting out of my bubble and have been reaching out to other Discord Channels for interactions as well as reblogging a few posts here and there on Tumblr. But even then, i feel like emotionally i am still not ready yet to fully get myself back into the swing of things, even though i crave it so much right now.