#muhahn

First off, I want to say how grateful I am kahit hindi tayo close eh you've been there during my darkest ready lend your two ears so I can have someone to vent out my problems. Thank you dun sa letter because it made me realize things. Can't believe dun pa sa mga taong di ko masyadong ka-close eh dun pa ako makaka-receive ng heartfelt Christmas greeting. Now I consider you as a friend even though hindi tayo madalas mag-usap pero you'll always have a special place in my heart.

you can also see how angry the sun is how drastic would its rage be how much of it we would all feel also the strength of typhoons how long it would visit the country and how cold will its embrace be apparently you know how high the waters are and when it is at its lowest and in floods you know how strong is its current and how high could it get

You know so many things especially about the weather however you do not know how the sun’s heat drains people down how the typhoons swallows everything that is important how people are trapped in their own roofs when the waters are too high how memories confined in things we keep drowned in the flood how our pets strive to survive and to see us for one last time

You foresee things undeniably well that words roll out of your tongue like weather reports without stutter or dead air However you have not kept an open mind of all the things that could die you weren’t aware of any casualties and sadly I was one there’s a storm in me that I cannot tame which has drowned all my valuable things and even my being it has left me nothing but broken bones and I didn’t know this is how rain tastes like so I did not get the chance to try saving myself or even feel the need to do so so maybe you not knowing would feel better than watching and waiting for the late warnings and apologies you did not have the courage to tell me

Through every war, no one bothered asking if I was alive however they seek answers to when would it end their voices not even laced with an inch of concern instead in union they echoed ‘get through it’ as I whisper to myself ‘this too shall pass’

You have killed me with a rainfall of bullets I was thirsty of the things you have promised You have starved me with the love I deserve I have jogged a hundred miles in search for the beating heart of yours that I never had

I took an oath to fight regardless of and despite of what however everyone have their own downfalls even heroes fail to save the day and I, I grew tired tired to keep up with the fast phases of this relationship

I may have failed to save this love but at least I have brought home this broken heart that you have abducted my loss of will to fight does not equate to my loss of nationalism I believe in the essence of loving and also of unconditional love yet maybe ours is not even close to the idea of both