Nagmamahal Lang

honestly, im hoping sana lahat ng ito redirection lang sa mas magandang naka abang for me. i pray and cried so hard for this. and i am still in hope na mas mabigyan ako ng maayos na sagot kasi sometimes kahit na medyo magaan na bumibigat pa din pag dumadating ako sa point na ako nalang mag-isa. may instances rin kasi na i tend to stay quiet and sarilinin nalang yung ibang bagay kasi takot ako maging burden sa ibang tao. ayoko maka absorb sila ng negativity in life. pero at some point, pag nag seshare rin ako ng irl stories and struggles ko, that's my way of releasing it kasi mabigat na. more often naman, i don't need help honestly, i need makukwentuhan lang.

wow finally umaraw din. 🥹

ramdam ko sa sarili ko that i'm in the phase na nag p-pms na. i've been so emotional lately and laging pala kain. the usual me. life is a bit kinder to me the past few weeks. learned so many things in a hard way. heard so many "nagbago ka na" "madamot ka na" "hindi na ikaw yan" and that's okay specially if in the end i will be the one who will suffer. i am so happy lang rin to what's currently happening. like work has been light lately, looking forward for better news before the month end. debt is no longer piling up, all those who have large interest are almost paid and once i'm done, will prioritize as soon as possible those who does not have. truly wanna claim 100% debt free before the year ends. also, im so happy connection is getting wider through nikko, learned some things at some point too. you know, trentahing things. anw, this is supposed to be my chika last night which i feel like i forgot something to include here but that's okay. i'll make kwento nalang uli once i remember. weather is not okay too the past days and per forecast there will be more typhoons coming so yeah, hope you all stay safe, warm and dry guys!

ang haba na ng na type ko tas na select all and delete lang???? huwag nalang mag kwento.

Kanina meron kami seminar and sabi nung speaker, "mostly millennials are strong" which i agree most of my millennial friends are independent and strong. tipong whatever life throws them talaga naman always going above and beyond to the point na hindi talaga sila titigil without achieving the goal or resolving what needs to be resolved. anw, wala lang. napa isip lang ako bigla. good evening!

ang funny lang kasi idk how this person from work saw my ig where in fact we are not moots in any soc med lol he accidentally liked one of my 2025 pics and viewed my story that day. like sir????

idk what happened pero at some point napapansin ko lahat ng tumarantado sakin bumabait din recently. and dahil sa ginawa nila, akala nila the soft side of me ay bibigay like hello after all the disrespect? hell no. natuto nalang din ako magset ng boundaries para alam niyo hanggang san nalang kayo sa buhay ko.

Lumipat na kami ng new office sa rcbc plaza, ngayon what I'm thinking saan ako pwede magpapick-up and drop off na di hassle sa rider kasi sobrang daming security ng building bago ka makapunta sa main entrance or saan better mag abang na di na both sides mahahassle lalo na if weds or thurs kasi lagi ako nag mamadali mag out. 🤧

kanina pa sana ako mag wa-washroom ng 9am ano oras na nakalimutan ko nanaman na i need to. kayod niyog nalang talaga today.