Ysaud

Decades to Remember☆⭒°⊹

'After all this time, the scent of blue flowers still lingers.''

Welcome to a blog of quiet moments and lasting memories. A journey of a thousand years begins with a single step, and here, we pause to remember the steps already taken. This is a place for the little things that outlast time.

A Traveler's Memories

I am Ysaud, a psychic medium and a student of time. For six years, I’ve used tarot to read the stories a journey will tell, and I channel spirits and enities to listen to the tales that have not been written yet. The magick I practice in private is a quiet, personal craft and my spellwork and journey into manifestation are tools I use to navigate a long and interesting path. I am just a traveler, much like you, who has learned lessons along the way. I hope I can guide you further with me as you join this journey of mine.

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Hello and welcome to this pick a card! In here I will tell you how your future spouse would describe you. I hope you all find this fun and interesting!

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Pile 1

Your future spouse would describe you as a person who is naturally introverted, but somehow is the loudest person in the room. That you aren’t necessarily a fan of strangers and people in general and are more close with animals (in the future you’d like to have a multitude of pets, and not the standard ones either). They would describe you as someone who can make everyone in the room smile and laugh, but doesn’t attempt to do so at all; you’re just naturally funny, and captivate everyone you’re close to. They would say you are unique and very in tune with nature and everything around it; it’s as if you can speak to the trees and can be one with all of nature around you. Your future spouse sometimes even sees you as a forest nymph of sorts, you just belong out there, even if you aren’t in the midst of nature all that often. They also think you’re someone who thinks out of the box, a person who is incredibly creative and has so much knowledge and interesting facts to inform you about.

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Pile 2

Your future spouse would first of all describe you as someone incredibly helpful, empathetic and kind. If someone is upset you are the first one to notice and you would make sure to check in on them and find out what exactly is wrong. If people seek advice that is what you give, but if someone simply needs someone to rant to you’d be open to sitting down and be that listening ear that they need. You are there for the people you care about, more so than others, and that means a lot to your future spouse and is one of the more prominent things they find in your personality. Your future spouse would also describe you as someone who is very easily nervous; if you’re in the dark, whenever you hear a little sound you’ll be looking over, if you think you saw something in the corner of your eye you’d immediately check it out, and you’re often to on edge you always follow all the conversations which are held around you.

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Pile 3

Your future spouse would describe you as indecisive, completely so. There is absolutely nothing you would be able to decide on immediately; you always need time to think and take every single choice way too serious; even when having to decide between eating an orange or an apple you’d find a way to think about it for a multitude of minutes, and eventually have someone make the choice for you because you’re taking way too long for such a ‘little’ decision. You see the perks and cons to absolutely everything, and always try to weigh them against one another even though they don’t seemingly matter at all. Your future spouse would also describe you as someone who finds it hard to share as well; not because you wish less upon others, but because you get emotionally attached about absolutely everything. If you look at a rock on the ground for too long you’ll find a way to get so attached to the thing you will have to carry it along with you until you have arrived home; whether you’re actually near your home or in a completely different country on vacation.

Hello and welcome to this new post of mine! I wanted to do something more abstract this time around so I hope you enjoy a poem that will tell you the vibes of the next hard moment in your life, and possibly the theme it will be surrounding.

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Pile 1:

Do for your neck what you do for your face. Face your neck whatever the case. Pace yourself for 35-55, a quick and bumpy ride, gone in a sneeze. Avoid petroleum; replace with olive oil. Check bitterness at the door; be happy! Do for yourself what you do for others, the money guru says to sisters. Embrace a stash and a place, Virginia wrote, 80 years ago. Don't be dopey or sleepy, and don't buy all that's offered. Wake up! Do for your future what you should have done for your past. Don't be bashful: it's one thing to have a neck, another to stick it out. Go ahead and eat fruit fallen to the ground; be wary of apples in other hands. Know the party's over when the hostess yawns, her jaw like folds of lace. Brace yourself for 55-85, a long and grumpy slide. Help, Doc! Imagine lots of green and see it when your eyes are closed. Don't see red, as in done for, as in broke, as in give up the chase. Do for your head what you do for your face. Avoid asking questions of mirrors. To check your own sad countenance each day is a disgrace. If you hang on, cash can help. Despite it, the Iron Lady's now just a trace of the woman who said, There's no such thing as society! It's our duty to look after ourselves. A head of state. Debased.

Beauty Secrets, Revealed by the Queen in Snow White by Natasha Sajé

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Pile 2:

Rapunzel’s parents, though quite rich, stole veggies from a wicked witch, who caught the silly thieving fools. She screeched, “You’d die if I were cruel, but I am kind… And so you’ll live but only – ONLY – if you give your child to me.” And so they did. When the little doll turned twelve the old hag locked her in a cell located in a ghastly tower – Rapunzel couldn’t have a shower, brush her teeth or comb her hair… But wait! Don’t panic! Don’t despair! I promise you a happy ending – that is, at least, what I’m intending… The witch would visit every day, and on arrival, she would say, “Rapunzel, Rapunzel, let your hair down.” And sweet Rapunzel’s golden curls would slowly tumble and unfurl allowing Witch to clamber up (occasionally getting stuck). Sometime later, in the wood, there rode a prince, both fair and good. and when he reached the ghastly tower, (you know, the one without a shower), he stopped. He sniffed. And then he screamed “WHAT’S THAT SMELL? It’s quite obscene… I can’t abide such nasty pongs. Perhaps I’ll see what’s going on as something must be very wrong.”

A part from ‘Rapunzel’ inspired by Roald Dahls Revolting Rhymes by Laura Mucha

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Beautiful Soup, so rich and green, Waiting in a hot tureen! Who for such dainties would not stoop? Soup of the evening, beautiful Soup! Soup of the evening, beautiful Soup! Beau–ootiful Soo–oop! Beau–ootiful Soo–oop Soo–oop of the e–e–evening, Beautiful, beautiful Soup! Beautiful Soup! Who cares for fish, Game or any other dish? Who would not give all else for two p ennyworth only of Beautiful Soup? Pennyworth only of beautiful Soup? Beau–ootiful Soo–oop! Beau–ootiful Soo–oop! Soo–oop of the e–e–evening, Beautiful, beauti–FUL SOUP!

Turtle Soup by Lewis Carroll

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Hello and welcome to this new post of mine. This time I am giving you a reading on what to do to create the best summer ever for you! I hope you enjoy and it resonates with you!

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Pile 1

For a lot of you the way to have the best summer ever is actually way more simple than you think it is. It is not about finding some huge opportunity, it is not about traveling to the other side of the world, and it definitely is not about waiting for the perfect moment to suddenly appear in front of you. The biggest thing I am seeing here is simply saying yes a little more often. Not to everything of course, but to things that are actually available to you already. I keep seeing friends around you, invitations, people asking if you want to come along somewhere, people texting you last minute asking if you want to join them, and your first instinct is often to say no. Not because you do not want to go necessarily, but because it feels easier. It feels safer. Maybe you are tired, maybe you are nervous, maybe you are worried you will not fit in, maybe you think it will end up being boring anyway. But for a lot of you that is exactly what is standing between you and the summer you actually want. There is a very strong energy here of adventures happening completely by accident. Not because someone planned them months in advance, but because someone randomly asked if you wanted to come and you said yes. It feels like one thing leads to another. You go somewhere you normally would not have gone then meet someone new, then hear about another event, then end up somewhere completely different than where you expected. It is almost like a domino effect. One small decision creates ten more opportunities after it. The thing is though, I do not want you to misunderstand this message. This is not telling you to ignore your boundaries or put yourself in situations that genuinely make you uncomfortable. If something feels unsafe, if something goes against your values, if something is way too much for you personally, then obviously do not do it. You do not need to force yourself into situations that make you miserable just because you think you are supposed to be adventurous. What I am talking about is the things that scare you for no real reason. The things where the worst case scenario is honestly just that you do not enjoy yourself that much. Going to a party where you only know one person. Joining friends on a day trip, trying a hobby you have never done before. Going somewhere when normally you would stay home. Things like that. The cards really seem to be saying that your comfort zone has become a little too comfortable.

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Pile 2

This is going to be about one thing only, and it is going to sound straight up stupid. It is going to sound like something your parents would tell you, or your grandparents, or some random person online who thinks phones are ruining the world. But honestly, you need to go outside more this summer. Not because your phone is bad, not because technology is bad, and definitely not because you need to suddenly become some nature loving person who hikes mountains every weekend. You do not. That is not what this pile is saying at all. In fact, for many of you it almost feels difficult to go outside lately. Not because there is some actual obstacle stopping you, but because you have gotten so used to staying inside that leaving the house feels like way more effort than it actually is. You think about going somewhere, but then you sit down for a second and suddenly two hours passed. Then you think maybe tomorrow instead. Then tomorrow comes and the exact same thing happens again. Your best summer is not going to come from doing something huge. It is not going to come from finding the perfect friend group, having a summer romance, going on some expensive holiday, or having every single day planned out. In fact, I think many of you are putting too much pressure on yourselves to have an amazing summer. You think there has to be some big event that makes it memorable. There does not. For many of you this summer becomes memorable because you were actually present for it. You go outside. You sit somewhere. You walk somewhere. You spend time with your friends. You spend time alone. You watch things happen around you instead of constantly watching things happen through a screen. And I know that sounds incredibly obvious but it is genuinely what I am getting. Because some of you are waiting for life to begin. You are scrolling and scrolling and scrolling waiting until something interesting happens to you. Meanwhile life is already happening. It is happening outside. It is happening while you are walking somewhere with no destination. It is happening while you are sitting in the grass talking to a friend about absolutely nothing important. Those are the moments that become memories later. And I do not even think spirit is telling you to stop using your phone. Honestly I think some of you took one look at this message and immediately got annoyed because you thought this was going to be one of those "delete all social media and become one with nature" speeches. It is not. Bring your phone with you. Listen to music. Take photos. Text your friends. Do whatever. Just do it outside sometimes. Because there is something here about remembering how slowly time can pass when you are actually experiencing it. When you are sitting online all day time weirdly disappears. You look up and suddenly it is evening. But when you spend an afternoon outside, even if you did almost nothing, it feels longer. It feels fuller somehow.

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Pile 3

Honestly, your best summer ever is not going to come from some big plan you make for yourself, nor is it going to come from writing down an insane amount of goals and forcing yourself to complete every single one before august ends. It is not going to come from trying to become a whole different person either. What would actually make this your best summer ever is doing whatever you feel like doing at any given moment. Which sounds very simple, but it is something you do not really allow yourself to do often. Because I think you spend a lot of time wondering if something is worth it before you actually do it. You think about whether it will be fun enough, whether it will be productive enough, whether it is the right choice. But your cards are very much saying that this summer the right choice is simply whatever feels right in the moment. If a friend asks you to go somewhere and your first instinct is yes, go. If your family invites you somewhere and your first instinct is yes, go. If you suddenly wake up one morning and decide you want to spend the entire day outside walking around, go do that too. There is something about following your instincts this summer that is going to lead you exactly where you need to be. And the funny thing is that I do not even think the events themselves are what matter most. It is more the fact that you allowed yourself to go. You allowed yourself to participate. You allowed yourself to stop overthinking every little thing and just experience life as it came. I also feel like some of you have this idea that your best summer has to look impressive. Like there needs to be a story attached to it. There needs to be some huge adventure or life changing event. But honestly I do not think that is true for you. I think some of your happiest moments this summer are going to be extremely small. Sitting outside when the weather is nice. Going to get a drink somewhere. Walking through a nearby park. Going to the sea for no reason other than the fact you wanted to. For you it is enjoyment over achievement, experiences over planning, and following your own wants over trying to create the perfect summer.

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Hello and welcome to this new post! I wanted to share some new affirmations on 'lucky girl' syndrome. I hope you find it useful!

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Everything is always working out for me, even if it doesn't look like it at first.

I don’t chase, I attract; what belongs to me will simply find me.

I am the luckiest person I know, and things just always seem to fall perfectly into place for me.

The universe is constantly rigging things in my favour behind the scenes.

I am always in the right place at the right time, meeting the right people.

I am a magnet for spontaneous good news, random opportunities, and unexpected blessings.

Things always work out better than I could have ever planned or imagined.

I am incredibly lucky with money; it always finds its way back to me in multiples.

Even when I procrastinate or worry, things still turn out absolutely perfect for me.

Doors open for me effortlessly just because of who I am.

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Hello and welcome to this post! This time I wanted to make a list of songs that will fit the vibe in your future career, with your coworkers and such! I hope you enjoy!

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Pile 1

"Cirrus" – Bonobo

"Awake" – Tycho

"Teardrop" – Massive Attack

"Intro" – The xx

"Breathe" – Pink Floyd

"La Femme d'Argent" – Air

"Porcelain" – Moby

"Nightgowns" – Tom Misch

"Staralfur" – Sigur Rós

"Rose Quartz" – Toro y Moi

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"With a Little Help From My Friends" – The Beatles

"Lean on Me" – Bill Withers

"We Are Family" – Sister Sledge

"Under Pressure" – Queen & David Bowie

"Heroes" – David Bowie

"Team" – Lorde

"Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger" – Daft Punk

"Livin' on a Prayer" – Bon Jovi

"Stand by Me" – Ben E. King

"Dog Days Are Over" – Florence + The Machine

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Pile 3

"9 to 5" – Dolly Parton

"A Beautiful Morning" – The Rascals

"Sunny Afternoon" – The Kinks

"September" – Earth, Wind & Fire

"Lovely Day" – Bill Withers

"Mr. Blue Sky" – Electric Light Orchestra

"Cruisin'" – Smokey Robinson

"Ventura Highway" – America

"Sitting on the Dock of the Bay" – Otis Redding

"Island in the Sun" – Weezer

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Hello and welcome to this reading! Here I will give you song lyrics that describe your future relationship. I hope you enjoy this reading!

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Pile 1:

“You’re still the one I run to, the one that I belong to / You’re still the one I want for life.” – Still the One – Shania Twain

“I’ve loved you for a thousand years / I’ll love you for a thousand more.” – A Thousand Years – Christina Perri

“I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets / To carry love, to carry children of our own.” – Perfect – Ed Sheeran

“I never thought I'd be in love with you / But I guess that it was meant to be.” – You and Me – Lifehouse

“You are the one, I will love forever / You are the one, I will never leave.” – I Will Always Love You – Whitney Houston

“And I can't help falling in love with you.” – Can't Help Falling in Love – Elvis Presley

“The more I think about it, the more I think about you / I just want to be with you.” – Everything – Michael Bublé

“You are my best friend, but I also love you / I love the way you look at me.” – I’m Yours – Jason Mraz

“When I look in your eyes, I see forever / And I know I don’t have to go anywhere.” – All of Me – John Legend

“I knew I loved you before I met you / I think I dreamed you into life.” – I Knew I Loved You – Savage Garden

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“And I’ll be your friend / I’ll help you carry on / For it won’t be long / ‘Til I’m gonna need somebody to lean on.” – Lean on Me – Bill Withers

“When I fall in love, it will be forever / Or I’ll never fall in love.” – When I Fall in Love – Nat King Cole

“You’re the one that I want / You are the one I want / Ooh, ooh, ooh, honey.” – You're the One That I Want – John Travolta & Olivia Newton-John

“And I can’t help but wonder, how much you love me.” – I Can’t Help Falling in Love With You – Elvis Presley

“The way you look at me / The way you touch me / The way you love me / It feels so good.” – I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing – Aerosmith

“I’ll be your shelter / I’ll be your armor / I’ll be your strength / I’ll be your love.” – I’ll Be Your Shelter – Taylor Dayn

“No one ever loved me like you do, / Oh, you’re the only one I see / You’ve got to keep me by your side.” – Only One – The Chainsmokers

“I’ll be right here / I’ll be right here waiting for you.” – Right Here Waiting – Richard Marx

“You're my only reason, you're my only truth / I was born to love you.” – I Was Born to Love You – Queen

“I don’t need a lot of things / I can get by with nothing / But all I need is you.” – I Don’t Need Anything But You – From Annie

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“We don’t have to talk, it’s alright / Just be my woman tonight / We don’t have to talk, it’s alright / Just be my woman tonight.” – Let's Stay Together – Al Green

“Love is all around me, and so the feeling grows / It’s written on the wind, it’s everywhere I go.” – Love is All Around – Wet Wet Wet

“The harder I try to forget / The harder it gets / I will be here.” – I Will Be Here – Steven Curtis Chapman

“I’m sorry for the way I’ve been, I’ll make it right / I’m sorry for the times I haven’t been the one you need.” – Sorry – Beyoncé

“And if you’re feeling scared, you can take my hand / And we’ll fight through it together, you and me.” – Fighter – Christina Aguilera

“We fight, we laugh, we make up / We cry, we laugh, we fall apart / But we’re still standing here.” – You’re Still the One – Shania Twain

“There’s no place like home, you’re where I want to be / So don’t fight it, baby, just be with me.” – Home – Michael Bublé

“I’ll be the one to hold you tight / The one to make things right / After all the times we’ve tried.” – Make It Right – Backstreet Boys

“I’ll never give up on us / I’ll never give up on love.” – Never Give Up On Us – David Soul

“We’re not perfect, but we’re perfect for each other.” – Perfect – Pink

Hello and welcome to this new post! This time I’m giving you a reading on who you are as a person and what parts you need to pay more respect to, because its BADDIE material. I hope you enjoy!

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Pile 1

Girl. I genuinely need you to read this and stop for one second because this is actually ridiculous at this point. You are attractive. Like, extremely attractive. And I know you do not fully believe that because every attractive person somehow thinks attractiveness means looking perfect all the time or being desired by every person alive. That is not what being hot is. Being hot is something people notice when you walk into rooms and then think about afterwards. It is the thing where someone sees you and then randomly remembers your face days later. You have that. I am being serious when I say I think a lot of you underestimate yourselves because you look at yourself everyday. You see every flaw, every angle, every weird facial expression, every insecurity. But other people do not. Other people just see you. The whole thing. The way you move your hands, your voice, your eyes, your style, the way you laugh too hard at something stupid. All those things combined. And you definitely do not realise how attractive all of those things become together. You are also forgetting something important. There are people who are pretty, and then there are people who have presence. Presence is worse because it stays in peoples heads. Presence is the type where someone says ‘I cannot explain it but there is just something about her.’ That is the dangerous kind and I think many of you are that type. You think because you are insecure that automatically means you are average looking. It does not. Some of the most attractive girls alive genuinely think they are ordinary because they got used to themselves. You got desensitised to your own face. That is all. And this sounds dramatic but I mean it. Some of you walk around everyday not understanding you are someones exact type. Not just slightly attractive to them. Their exact type. The type they would look for in other people after meeting you. Which is insane if you think about it. You also need to stop thinking attractiveness is only physical because frankly that is not true at all. There are people who become hotter the more they talk. There are people who become hotter because they care deeply. Because they are funny. Because they are strange in a specific way. You definitely have things about you people notice instantly even if nobody says it. I think some of you need to realise confidence was never meant to come after becoming attractive. Confidence comes when you accept you already are.

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Pile 2

You need to realise something because it is getting slightly ridiculous at this point and people around you have definitely noticed it before you did. You are so unbelievably hard on yourself because you are terrified of coming across as arrogant, full of yourself, or like one of those people who think they know everything. And because of that you have almost created this habit where every time you do something impressive you immediately downplay it after. Every achievement gets an excuse attached to it. Every compliment gets rejected. Every time you do well you think ‘well anyone could’ve done that’ when frankly no, not everyone could. You are very intelligent. Like genuinely. And I do not mean intelligent in a way where you know random facts or can recite information because a lot of people can do that. I mean intelligent in a way where your brain works quicker than people around you and you have noticed this since being younger. You pick things up immediately. Someone explains something once and while other people need repetition, examples, extra studying etc. you already understood halfway through. And you almost feel guilty over it. There is this energy of you watching other people struggle with things you find easy and because you are empathetic you make yourself smaller over it. You do not wish to be the person who says ‘oh I did not study and still got a high grade’ because you know someone next to you studied for weeks. So instead you almost pretend things are harder for you than they actually are. Not always intentionally either. You have convinced yourself you are average because average feels safer. But you are not average in intelligence and I think you know that already. The thing is as well, you compare yourself to impossible standards. Because when you are naturally good at things you stop valuing your own achievements. Getting a good result does not excite you because in your mind you think ‘well I should’ve done that.’ Understanding something quickly does not impress you because you expect it from yourself. But if someone else did exactly what you did you would think they were incredibly smart. There is definitely an energy here of school, studies, exams, qualifications etc. and you have outperformed people before while putting in way less effort than them. Which sounds mean to say but it is true. There are people who revised every evening, made schedules, stressed themselves sick and still got lower than you. And instead of accepting maybe you are just clever, you thought maybe they were lazy or maybe the exam was easy or maybe you got lucky. You did not get lucky every single time, because at some point luck stops being luck. You are one of those people who notices patterns quickly too. You understand people quickly. You know what someone means before they finish speaking sometimes and it slightly frustrates you when others do not catch on as fast. Not because you think you are better than them but because your brain already moved onto the next thing and you are waiting. I also think because you are intelligent you have this weird thing where you think everyone else secretly knows more than you. You walk into rooms assuming someone will expose you as not being smart enough. Imposter syndrome honestly. But then time passes and again you become the person people ask for help, ask for answers, ask for explanations. And it keeps happening.

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You need to realise something about yourself because I think you genuinely do not understand how rare you are in this aspect. You want success, and not in the way many people say they do where they think ‘oh I would like a nice house’ or ‘I would like more money’. You have this desperate need in you to become something. To become someone, to prove to yourself and others that you can do it. And while that sounds a bit sad almost, or intense, it is definitely not a bad thing. Because do you know how many people wish for things but do not have the actual fire in them to get up and go for it? A lot. Most people actually. A lot of people settle, alot of people decide life is hard and because of that they should not try. But you are not someone who settles mentally. Even if physically right now you feel stuck, even if right now your life is not where you wish it to be at all, mentally you are constantly thinking. Constantly planning. Constantly imagining a different version of your future. That matters, it matters so much more than you realise. It is the fuel to your future success, the thing that will make you get where you want to go. You think your ambition is a burden sometimes. You think wanting more makes you greedy or unrealistic. But I genuinely think your ability to not be content with less is one of the biggest indicators that you will actually make something of yourself. Because you do not want average. You do not want to just survive, you want ease, you want money without panic, you want to buy things and not think twice. You want to travel, you want freedom, you want to wake up and not dread your bank account. And I think for a long time you have almost been embarrassed by wanting that, but you should not be. Money would not make you evil, and success would not make you selfish. If anything, you seem like someone who wishes to have enough because you are tired of instability, tired of worrying, tired of thinking ‘what if’. And you’re allowed all of that. Allowed not to feel that way. You are meant to have more than this. And I know some people reading this immediately go ‘well if I was meant for more why am I not there yet?’ because you think destiny means instant success, and it does not.

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Hello and welcome to this new post of mine! I decided to make a new series, this time about manifesting methods. I hope you find this useful and enjoy.

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What it is used for:

The Water Manifestation Method is essentially a method that is used for absolutely anything. As long as you have desires to manifest you can use this method. This is because the method itself isn't directly connected to anything specific; it connects you with your desires, whether that is love, career, money, appearance, studies etc.

Instructions:

1. Choose a container

To do this method you need something like a container or a glass. Some people believe it is best to use a glass, or a glass container since many believe glass is something that holds energy very well, especially better than plastic (this is why many witches put their spells in glass jars also).

2. Find a comfortable environment

Find a place in which it is quiet, or where you can focus. It is also a good idea to make sure you cannot be disturbed as you do this, just to be able to really focus on your intent. Of course, this isn't doable for anyone and definitely not mandatory, but it can really help.

3. Fill the glass with water

Fill your container or glass with water, how much you want it to be filled completely depends on you; what you feel works, works. Then, make sure to hold your container or glass eith both your hands for the next step.

4. Focus on your intention

Make sure to focus on your intention as you hold your container or glass with your hands. Focus on your intention and feel that energy through your arms, through your hands into this water. Do this as long as you feel is neccesary.

5. Drink the water

Drink the water from your container or glass, and try to imagine feeling that energy and intention streaming through your body. If you want you can think of some affirmations as you do so as well.

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Hello and welcome to this new reading of mine! This time I will give you some fun facts about your future spouse. I hope you enjoy!

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Pile 1

1. Has a specific system for loading the dishwasher for maximum efficiency.

2. They’re that one person who actually reads the terms and conditions before clicking accept.

3. Owns a just in case box in the car with a first-aid kit and a physical map.

4. Memorizes your coffee order better than you do.

5. Their love language is checking your tire pressure before a long trip.

6. Secretly enjoys being proven wrong, even if they won't admit it immediately.

7. Has a spreadsheet for every vacation they’ve ever taken.

8. Doesn't trust 5-star reviews (they go straight to the 3-star ones for the "real" story).

9. Keeps every receipt for at least a month, just in case.

10. Is the person everyone calls when a computer or appliance breaks.

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Pile 2

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1. Has at least four starter kits for hobbies they haven't touched in six months.

2. Knows a random, hyper-specific fact about almost any topic you bring up.

3. Always the first person on the dance floor at weddings.

4. They have a bucket list that grows by five items every week.

5. Will drive two hours out of the way just to try a famous donut shop.

6. They own more sneakers or specialised shoes than regular shoes.

7. Can make a friend in the checkout line of a grocery store.

8. Their browser has 40+ tabs open, all supposedly needed.

9. They are like a human jukebox; they know the lyrics to every song on the radio.

10. They will try any food once, no matter how strange it looks.

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Pile 3

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1. They are a master of the Irish goodbye at parties when they’ve had enough.

2. They can remember a detail you mentioned in passing six months ago.

3. Has a cosy corner in the house that is strictly for reading or napping.

4. Owns an impressive collection of candles or essential oils.

5. Always knows exactly what gift to get someone to make them cry (in a good way).

6. They are always warm or always looking for a blanket.

7. They prefer texting over calling, but will listen to you talk for hours.

8. They have a playlist for every possible mood or weather condition.

9. They are the peacekeeper in their family group chat.

10. They notice when you’ve had a bad day before you even say a word.

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Hello and welcome to this new post. I decided to try and post a bit more and a general reading with supportive messages for you. Take the ones which feel like they are meant for you, and leave the ones who don’t for others! I hope you enjoy!

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You are doing much better than you give yourself credit for.

You are a person who brings a lot of value to the table.

You are capable of handling whatever this week throws at you.

You are worthy of taking a break when things get heavy.

You are a really good friend to the people in your life.

You are stronger than the things that try to get you down.

You are exactly where you need to be right now to keep growing.

You are allowed to be proud of the small wins today.

You are making progress even on the days it feels slow.

You are a person with a really unique and cool perspective.

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Hello and welcome to this new post! I wanted to share some new affirmations on good luck. I hope you find it useful!

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I am a magnet for good luck and positive opportunities.

Luck is constantly on my side, and I attract favorable outcomes effortlessly.

I am open to receiving unexpected blessings and fortunate events.

My life is filled with serendipitous moments and delightful surprises.

Luck flows abundantly into every area of my life, bringing joy and prosperity.

I trust in the universe's benevolence, knowing that luck is always working in my favor.

I am grateful for the lucky breaks and fortunate circumstances that come my way.

I am a lucky person, and my positive mindset attracts even more luck into my life.

I am deserving of good fortune, and luck aligns with my highest good.

I embrace the power of luck and create my own opportunities through positive actions and beliefs.

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Hello and welcome to this new post! This time I am giving you a reading on how you should love yourself. I hope you can do something with this, find it interesting and potentially even useful.

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Pile 1

There is something very simple but also very hard in this pile and it is the fact that you are the only person you will definitely have to deal with for the rest of your life. Like there is no escaping that, there is no moment where you can just step away from yourself and be like okay I will come back later when I feel better about this. You are always there, in every situation, every thought, every feeling. And I feel like you do not always realise how important that actually is. Because you spend so much time thinking about other people, how they see you, how they treat you, what they think of you. But those people, they come and go. Some stay longer, some shorter, but they are never guaranteed. You are. You will definitely stay. And it almost feels like you treat yourself as if you are temporary, as if you are someone that does not need that much care or love because maybe someone else will give it to you. But that is not how it works. Because even if someone else loves you, even if someone else cares for you deeply, if you do not love yourself it will never fully reach you in the way that it should. It will always feel like something is missing, like something is off, and you will not understand why. It is because you are not giving yourself the same thing you are expecting from others. If you really think about it, if you do not love yourself you are basically putting yourself in a relationship with someone you do not even like that much. And that someone is you. And you cannot leave. You cannot break up, you cannot take space, you cannot just ignore it forever because it will always come back. Every single day. And that is honestly just very miserable. It is like being stuck in something that drains you constantly without a way out. And you do not deserve that, definitely not. You deserve to feel comfortable with yourself, you deserve to feel safe within your own mind, your own body. And I feel like you sometimes forget that that is even an option for you. Like you think maybe this is just how it is supposed to be, like you are just supposed to be hard on yourself, criticise yourself, never fully be satisfied. But that is not true at all. That is something you learned, not something that is meant for you.

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Pile 2

You have a lot of potential in you, way more than you allow yourself to actually see or acknowledge most of the time. It is not just in one area either, it is in many different parts of your life, things you have not even fully discovered yet or given yourself the chance to explore. There is this sense that you could definitely become something great, or do something great, but you keep holding yourself back in small ways that over time become very big ways. It is not always obvious, sometimes it looks like you just being realistic, or you trying to not get your hopes up too much, but in reality it is you limiting yourself before anything has even had the chance to begin. Your dreams are not unrealistic in the way you think they are. They might be big, or they might require a lot from you, but that does not make them impossible. You definitely underestimate what you are capable of, and at the same time you overestimate how much you need to already be perfect or ready before starting anything. For someone to actually flourish and grow into their full potential they need to be treated well. That is just how it works. If someone is constantly put down, ignored, or not taken care of properly it will not grow the way it is supposed to. You are very quick to dismiss your own ideas, your own talents, your own progress. You do not give yourself enough credit, and you definitely do not give yourself the same kindness you would give to other people. There is also this thing where you wait for other people to validate you first before you allow yourself to feel proud or worthy. But that kind of validation is not always going to come, and even if it does it will never feel like its enough if you do not already believe it a little bit yourself. So you stay stuck in this cycle where you are waiting and waiting, while also not giving yourself what you are waiting for. If you think about it, you would never treat someone you care about the way you treat yourself sometimes. You would definitely encourage them, you would tell them to go for their dreams, you would remind them of their strengths. But when it comes to you, you hesitate, you doubt, you pull back. And that is exactly why you should love yourself more. Not in a forced way, but in a way where you start treating yourself like someone who actually matters, someone who actually deserves to grow and succeed. Because you do. And the more you start to treat yourself like that, the more space you create for that potential to actually come out and exist in the real world, not just in your head.

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Pile 3

You should love yourself because you are amazing, and I do not think you fully understand that. You say it to yourself sometimes, or you hear it from other people and you kind of just brush past it as if it is something small, something normal, something that applies to everyone equally. But it definitely does not apply in the same way, not like this. There is something about you that is incredibly intricate, and it is not something that can just be easily explained or copied by someone else. You are layered in a way that makes you interesting without even trying, and even if you sometimes feel boring or like you are not doing enough, that is really just your perception and not reality. You think in ways that other people do not, and even when you think you are being simple or just going with the flow, there is still a depth there that people notice. It might not always be pointed out to you, and it might not always be appreciated in the moment, but it is there regardless. The way you connect ideas, the way you understand things, it is definitely something that is unique to you. And even if someone else is intelligent as well, or creative as well, it will never be in the same way that you are. That is something you really need to understand, because you keep comparing yourself as if traits are just shared in identical ways when they are not. You are creative, but not in just one specific sense. It is not just about art, or writing, or anything like that. It is in the way you approach situations, the way you solve problems, the way you make something out of nothing when you really have to. Even in your hobbies, there is something about them that becomes more interesting because you are the one doing them. You might think your hobbies are random, or not that special, or maybe even a bit silly sometimes, but the truth is that they reflect parts of you that are worth loving. They show how your mind works, what you enjoy, what you are drawn to, and that in itself is something incredibly valuable. And you are intelligent, even if you do not always feel like it. Intelligence for you is not just about knowing facts or being good at something academically, it is more about how you perceive things. You notice details, you pick up on things that other people miss, and even if you do not always act on it, you definitely see more than you allow yourself to admit.

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Hello and welcome to this new post. This time I have made a reading on rom-com quotes that would fit your future relationship! I hope you enjoy and find it fun and interesting!

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Pile 1

1. "I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her."

2. "I'm not gonna leave. I'm not gonna leave you. I'm not gonna go."

3. "Don’t forget I’m also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her."

4. "You want the moon? Just say the word and I'll throw a lasso around it and pull it down."

5. "If you're a bird, I'm a bird."

6. "You are everything I never knew I always wanted."

7. "I think I'd miss you even if we'd never met."

8. "I love you. You're my only reason to stay alive... if that's what I am."

9. "It’s like in that moment the whole universe existed just to bring us together." pity

10. "You make me want to be a better man."

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Pile 2

1. "I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out."

2. "It was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were supposed to be together."

3. "I’ve loved you since the first day I met you, and I’ll love you until the day I die."

4. "I wanted it to be you, I wanted it to be you so badly."

5. "When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."

6. "I'm just... happy. I've never felt that before. I'm exactly where I want to be."

7. "Tell her that you love her. You've got nothing to lose and you'll always regret it if you don't."

8. "I hate the way you don't close the drawer. I hate it when you're late."

9. "I like you very much. Just as you are."

10. "Why would you want to marry me for, anyhow? So I can kiss you anytime I want."

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Pile 3

1. "I love you. You complete me."

2. "You are a total nightmare. But you’re my nightmare."

3. "Maybe it’s not about the happy ending. Maybe it’s about the story."

4. "I didn't come here to tell you I can't live without you. I can live without you. I just don't want to."

5. "I choose you. And I'll choose you over and over and over."

6. "Shut up, you had me at 'hello'."

7. "You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen, regardless of what you think you look like."

8. "If I could ask God one thing, it would be to stop the moon. Stop the moon and make this night and your beauty last forever."

9. "You're a cynical, exhausted 20-year-old.”

10. "You're an errand girl, sent by grocery clerks, to collect a bill."

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Guidance for the Long Journey☆⭒°⊹

"Even a thousand-year journey begins with a single step."

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"The longest journey you'll ever take is the one to understand yourself."

Crystal aura reading | 7.49 euros

A reading which tells you about the colours of your aura, the meaning of them, the crystal associated with your aura and the associations and meanings of this crystal.

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A reading that tells about what physic abilities you have, why you have them, how you can enhance these abilities and practice with them, and what they will teach you.

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What your energy looks like and what vibe it gives, what mythological being matches with this energy, why this creature matches with your energy and a picture of this creature / being.

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A reading on what your toxic traits are, how they affect other people and what you can do to outgrow these traits.

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A reading on people’s first impression on your personality, your looks, and their prejudices about you before getting to know you.

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A reading on what people say about you behind your back, what they think of you, and why that is.

Energy check | 19.99 euros

A reading where your energy is checked. It contains what emotions it carries, what colours are most prominent in your aura, any protective layers you might have, if other people's energy is on you, and possible tainting done to your energy.

Career reading | 22.49 euros

A reading on the progress of your career, the field(s) you’re going to work in, what fields would suit you best and why, your earnings (low, middle, high etc.), the challenges and obstacles you’ll face in your career, the strengths and weaknesses of your career, what you’ll learn throughout your career and how to successfully manifest your dream career.

Dream interpretation | 6.99 euros

An interpretation on a recent dream you have had that you just cannot shake off.

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