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Your fave is a fictive: Pinkie Pie from My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic

(request by @many-lovely-queer-creatures)

❄️Okay, this was a difficult decision to make considering it took this long, but with the fact that our body’s mental, emotional, and physical health are all in shambles and we’ve just been lacking in motivation to keep this blog going, I’ve decided to hand it off completely to a close friend of mine whom I happened to meet through this blog in the first place. Hopefully they’ll be able to run this smoother than I ever have.

It is kinda disappointing that I feel the need to do this, considering the blog started as a personal archive, a passion project of sorts, but as it gained visibility it started to get a bit overwhelming. I’ll probably still check up on things though of course, and if anyone wants to reach us(Mod Koishi and Mod Weiss) for any reason, we can still be found here.

Mod Ruby: A dumb disaster bi who shouldn’t be allowed to have sugar or chocolate. Can’t spell or function. Will cut you down with a scythe if you are bullying someone. @i-want-fanfics They/them

Mod Weiss: A pretty useless lesbian who has been described as hotheaded and short by friends, has a shitty taste in music, they/them pronouns. ( @beehawyang ) don't look at the awful yedits

Mod Sun: founder of the blog and a trans lesbian that loves bumbleby and hates child porn uwu. She/her pronouns.

Mod Nora: is a chaotic Jewish bisexual disaster who is kinda stealthy and can’t spell for shit. If you defend Vic....don’t talk to me. She/her pronouns.

Mod Qrow: italian boy with too much free time, I make memes on my main @dopeluminarydreamer but don’t look at them because they’re ugly

It’s with a heavy heart that I have to announce the closing of this blog. It’s nothing too severe, it’s simply that I’m just not fit to run it and that we need a break. Activity has been slow here, but simply because there’s so much we have planned and that we need to do and have yet to do and it’s become overwhelming for two people. We WILL open back up, but at the moment, we just really need a break. The blog will still be accessible, but the ask and submit boxes will be closed until further notice. I apologize deeply for all of this and if you wish to contact either me or Mod Pyrrha to keep in touch, you are more than welcome.  Thank you all for supporting this blog and allowing us a chance to give back to the community. We appreciate and cherish each and every one of you <3

So my physical health has only worsened since my last message, despite my efforts to get medical attention. I’ve had this aggressive chronic cough for like, 3 months now, and regardless of everything I have tried, it’s still sticking around to the point where I’m like 90% sure my lungs are gonna be permanently fucked up.

I’ve tried medication, cough syrup, tea with honey, a nebulizer, an inhaler, you name it, I’ve tried it and honestly it’s only ever made things worse, we’re talking full blown coughing fits that last literal hours with only seconds of a window to get air, and I can’t afford to go to the ER. I’m having to be off medication until it’s discovered what the hell this illness is because none of the doctors I’ve gone to can seem to figure it out(tbh it feels like they’re not even trying but what can ya do?)

With the cough already being an ongoing issue, I’ve also now started to deal with intense pain in the right side of my ribs, and despite there being no physical evidence, a close friend theorized that the endless coughing could have potentially cracked one of my ribs. I have no proof for this though, so I don’t know how accurate that is, but it sure feels like something’s broken.

I got no clue what to do, tbh. I have an appointment for a primary care doctor today, but considering even the pulmonologist couldn’t figure out what the fuck is going on(and charged me hundreds of dollars for the visit on top of medication for asthma that didn’t work), I doubt the PCP will be able to do any better

I’m not looking for pity, I know my health is pretty much fucked until somebody can accurately tell me what’s wrong and how to deal with it. I’ve done basically all I can within financial limits. I’ve already had several emotional breakdowns about it but crying also makes the pain worse. I can’t win and it sucks, even more so that all the people who have the ability and equipment to stop this don’t actually care enough to do so affordably.