#mod jesse

So hi I'm Jesse Anderson from yugioh gx. I'm also like kinda a little bit rainbow dragon too. Yes i'm just that gay. I'm dating chazz princeton in system. i use he/they pronouns.

I'm one of the like. Longer known headmates in system but i haven't fronted in a while because main fronters tend to depend on whatever special interest is special interesting at the moment. Gx has not been special interesting as much. But I woke up in front today. That's everyone's problem.

by auto proxying on discord as the first listed fronter, i have to constantly be updating my front. which i very occasionally do in this server but usually do in my main private server that i mostly only use for pk stuff (i don't really use my other private server tbh)

i have three pk channels. one for using most pk commands, one for spamming the random member/group command (which i sometimes accidentally also update switches in), and one for proxying (doesn't get much use recently. been too tired/stressed for external communication)

sometimes when i update front, i do it with one person, and sometimes, i do it to upwards of. i think the most i've put in is four or five.

four or five is kinda headache inducing though usually the max is three

here's my current listed front! jesse's the first listed, so i am proxying as jesse, but all three of these guys have been in and out of front all day. it's really mostly been jesse and soulburner. forte stopped fronting a while ago i'm just lazy about updating front

so when i've got like. three people listed in front. most of the time they're very. blended together.

i don't usually have like. three people vying for control constantly if i've got three people listed in front. it's usually just kinda like a. temporarily all kinda the same person with equal input kinda deal though also, sometimes i list people not in front as part of front if they're a very chatty person in cocon. it's close enough to me.

that's not the case today. so like. i'm not really solely jesse rn. i have vibes of jesse and vibes of soulburner, and earlier had vibes of forte

so i usually have to spend my morning figuring out what vibes i have and if i have vibes of multiple people if i want to log front. i usually want to log front. bc i am nothing if not obsessed with plurality whoever i list first though is usually who i'm feel the most like

so like. i'm mostly jesse. but i know i have vibes of soulburner bc i will be real soulburner usually just fronts during the early parts of my period each month. soulburner fronting is a very specific experience. i either get really chatty or really miserable, and i feel. i don't know how else to explain it besides my soul being on fire. but like not in a painful way.

it's the feeling of potential energy i guess

but anyway while i can tell soulburner is fronting i'm definitely more jesse today within this specific blend. which is why i listed jesse first.

we also have proxies for headmates that often cofront/cocon together. should make one for me (jesse) and chazz tbh. but like, yugi and yami have one. roxas and xion have one. so on and so forth.

Rating: Explicit

11,941 words, 1/1 chapters

Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply

Tags: Massage, Love Confessions, Sexual Tension, Steve Harrington Has a Crush on Eddie Munson, POV Steve Harrington, Feelings, Making Out, Dry Humping, Hand Jobs, Crying, Dirty Talk and... everything is quite slow paced, like if a single scene could be slow burn. then this is that, Recreational Drug Use, Frottage

Summary:

“I used to give Nancy massages,” Steve says. It’s out before he even knows where it came from. Really it’s like somebody else said it, commandeering his voice — the thought process didn’t happen, or if it did, it happened without Steve’s supervision. Maybe something to do with brown waves of hair, dimmed lights. He’s too busy balking at his words to retroactively connect any dots, at the moment, so he can’t be too sure. Eddie’s just as confused, it seems, because he goes completely still. The silence hangs heavy, for the three or four seconds it’s there, and Steve wishes he could see Eddie’s face. Finds himself incapable of guessing at the expression he might be wearing right now. He just has to stare at the back of his head, the tensed line of his shoulders, until Eddie finally says, “Oh, yeah?” - (Eddie's back is all fucked up. Steve lends a hand.)

This is a MOD rec as a part of our Fic Fridays.

Rating: Mature

63,059 words, 45/45 chapters

Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply

Tags: Ghost Eddie Munson, Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Light Angst, Gay Eddie Munson, Bisexual Steve Harrington. Attempt at Humor. Recreational Drug Use. Steve Harrington Needs a Hug. Getting Together. Robin Buckley & Steve Harrington Are Best Friends. Robin Buckley & Steve Harrington Friendship. The Upside Down (Stranger Things), Eddie Munson in the Upside Down. Family Video Shenanigans, Steve has a big empty , Robin has loving and supportive parents

Summary:

Eddie was concerned, but not 100% sure that he died. He had to be dead if he got stuck in the Upsidedown. Except. Sometimes he got out. Sometimes he flickered about topside and enjoyed his new favorite hobby: Haunting Steve Harrington. Steve was concerned that he lost his mind. He kept hearing things. Seeing things. Smelling things. And by "things" of course, he meant Eddie Munson. It's enough to drive him up a wall. Or at least out of the closet. With help from Robin, of course. The Party was concerned. Steve's behavior of late, was… weird. He started talking to himself. Max saw him breaking into Eddie's trailer in the middle of the night. Lucas noticed some pretty questionable hickeys when they played basketball. Except how could he be hooking up with someone when Steve never left the house? One thing became clear: it was time for an intervention.

This is a MOD rec as a part of our Fic Fridays.