#fallenkin

I know who I am, yes, I know what I am but I have this fear that one day I'll realize I was faking and that would be a nightmare.

Apologies, this got a bit venty, but do you have any advice regarding anything that I've mentioned? If not, no worries whatsoever, thank you very much for letting me confess :]

Sincerely, an Entity

I have felt the same thing, my friend. I discovered a lot about my Self when I first uncovered I was Divine, and it made me feel like I was creating all of it in my head, that it wasn't real. However, I unfortunately don't have a lot I can say to help, since I still fear it all being fake.

You can still be an angel even if you’re selfish, rude, or disrespectful.

And you can still be a demon even if you’re selfless, compassionate, or respectful.

What you are doesn’t dictate how you have to act, and how you act doesn’t dictate what you are. So don’t use it as an excuse for your behavior, or for why you treat anyone or anything the way you do. Someone’s not an asshole because they’re a demon, they’re an asshole because of how they were brought up, because of their values, because that’s what’s normal.

In the same sense, someone isn’t considerate because they’re an angel, they’re considerate because that’s how they were brought up, because of the people around them, etc.

Don’t assume that all angels are benevolent or that all demons are impudent. Don’t demonize demons or idolize angels, and if you follow one or the other believing wholly that they could not go against their nature, then you my dear, are a fool.

And this isn’t just about demons and angels.

One day, an angel rose up against his god and one third of Heaven followed. Then for their treason, they were cast out to endure an eternal flame.

Much like him, I turned against my god. The only difference is, I was burnt by that flame long before I defected from my nation; and I was not so lucky as to have that many followers.

Adults only, preferably closer to my age of 27 (I'll be 28 in a little over a week).

Not tied to any particular source as of yet. Memories still fuzzy.

Comment or DM me if you feel so inclined, but please say more than just hi. May stalk your blog a bit anyway out of curiosity.

Hello friend. While I am not an angel or fallen angel myself, since you did ask for any response to your first question, I thought it might be useful for me to share my age anyway. I have existed for almost as long as the universe itself. I say almost, only because I was created a fraction of a moment after the universe itself was, thus I feel it improper to say I am as old as the universe.

As for your wings, my friend, I may not feel mine that often anymore, but something that helped me was standing in an area wide enough for me to fully stretch them out in. They might not be there physically, but feeling them stretch in the non-physical realm helped alleviate some of the pressure that would build up for me throughout the day. While I can not offer much more help, as always, this post will be open to anyone else's comments and advice.

I wish to be a shepherd to these who wish to be shepherded, but a shepherd does not herd solely out of love. as a sheep is sheered, i will accept their worship as long as it is provided.

Anyways, in my time being in front I was worried that what (minimal) content I post here may not really be all that helpful to other fallen angels.

So now I’m asking everyone what kind of posts you would like to see.

The Welsh word meaning to long for a home you either cannot return to; or that may have never existed at all.