#mistakin

I know its sappy and gross but i love the team so much. You guys were my family and you meant the world to me. There's so many things i wish i could have said before things too a turn south but that's life i guess. Narancia, specifically, i wish i had the chance to tell you i loved you and that stayed with me for. A long time. That you were such a light in everything. Wild and fun and reckless. That no matter what i was always happy when you were around. I'm so thankful for the time i did have with the team though and those memories are so dear and precious to my heart, i miss them so much.Trish, you were an amazing little sister even if we had a rocky start and i'm so glad we became close after everything was said and done. Seeing you be able to flourish as your dream like you did was amazing and i hope you know i'm really proud of you. Giorno, you were an amazing leader and i'm glad i got to follow under you. You worried the fuck out of me pushing yourself so hard sometimes You're so stubborn but i guess that's part of what made you such a good leader. You had a good head on your shoulders though and i know if anyone could handle it, it would be you. Fugo, god i was really a dick to you there for a while, huh? Sorry about that. Like you said, grief makes people do dumb things. I really had to remind myself that you lost just as much as we did, all things considered. Hell, even more i guess since we were fighting so bad when you came back, and with the cold shoulder from Trish too. I'm really glad we eventually made up, i'm really glad we were able to have another person from the original team to talk to about everything, who knew the others just as well. It really helped and besides, it was nice to have my friend back. This really went off on a ramble but bucci gang, you mean the world to me and i'm so so happy i was able to have you all in my life then and i really hope you guys are doing okay in this life, after all that we've been through you deserve it.- Mista

tfw you are a homestuck fictive and you kin jjba characters.... make it make sense... anyways a dave who kins trish and mista 😝

oh oh oh the phobia thing !! mista has a canon tetraphobia and when im shifting him i subconsciously catch myself actively avoiding things in fours if that counts? the cultural history behind it is super interesting, though !! -🍑🐝

Nobody blames you, Fugo. You took the safest, and honestly, the most sane action. Don’t blame yourself. It’s okay. You’re not a bad person for caring of yourself. - Mista

me: the number 4 doesn’t affect me anymore! It was only a past life thing and now I’m okay. || me, remembering that whenever the number 117 is around, some bad shit happens: [screams] - Mista