#minishifted

I won't be talking in the same details as I did in Amino but anyway I talk a bit about it.

Y'all know trickster spirits I mean that's what y'all call them but we have another name for them in my religion and we actually protect ourselves from them by reciting a verse 21 times from our holy book. It works actually but yea that's not the subject. In fact they were bothering me A LOT during that times especially in my dreams and causing me nightmares, taking my s/o form in my dreams etc. So that became my habit then to protect myself and sleep. Like I was only safe when I did the routine. I'm focusing more on what happened before the shift cause that's the purpose. When I think about it I accidentally minishifted a lot of times because of it, haha. So yea during the time I was reading the verse on my mind I suddenly started imagining and seeing my s/o in front of my eyes unconsciously and unintentionally (that was crazy when I think about it oh god). So when I was seeing that it suddenly got closer and closer until everything became another place. I saw him crying in front of me and I saw my hands, my nail, my shirt, trying to reach his face to wipe his tears. I had immediately the explanation why he was crying. He wasn't sure of himself and was harsh on himself and doing his best. I think that was either during survival or after debut. He made a mistake in dancing during training. So he started blaming himself way too much like he was his own enemy. When I was listening and looking at him during that time he reminded me of myself cause I knew very well how he was feeling. I was like I was there too. In fact my thoughts was he doesn't deserve this he is doing just fine but I couldn't say a word to him but just being present and listen. I had the picture and memory of what was happening. I saw my nail was black with spark of white like stars and my shirt was made with yarn and was pink and green color. I didn't look around me but I know my surroundings with my memories. I ended up talking in details about unintentionally haha. But anyway when I shifted back I didn't realise I minishifted I just finished reciting the verses like nothing happened like I was just imagining things. At first I thought I was just imagining things, or it was just a memory, but I'm telling you I was there, moving, looking, etc. I was feeling everything all the emotions of the moment my memories were with me naturally. Nothing was ordinary or anything. I only realised the next day afternoon. Like I suddenly remembered it and realise it was a shift. Every time I remember it I remember every detail that happened.

I just remembered this one I wasn't planning to talk about it. Simply I was meditating. When I wasn't feeling great in my mental health then. I just started meditating to cleanse my mind from all the thoughts and negative feelings. I suddenly started seeing a picture before my eyes and that picture after a second became my reality and surroundings. I was actually feeling myself. I can feel my position is different like not the meditation position. But I didn't feel it change. I didn't feel anything. It literally just happened in a moment. If my eyes were open I'm telling you I'd shift back before I blink in cr. It was too to my dr current time (2024 ig). I swear to god I can feel that my drself was zoning out before I shifted there. Cause I was literally staring at my dr s/o's grey hair for a good amount of time. I again knew my surroundings without looking around. I saw our members around him. They were eating snacks ig. It was either after or before performance. Well backstage. And yea I shifted back. I was still meditating, confused as fck. I was like did I just get a memory but there is no way it's a memory I was there. While my drself was zoning out I suddenly saw through her eyes what she was looking at without actually seeing, haha. I just found it funny cause it was typically me, sitting alone and zoning out. That's my resting way, haha. Questioning my life decisions, haha. So yea. Same method again. It was unintentional and unconsciously. I wasn't thinking of anything cause that's the purpose of meditation. To just feel your surroundings and all your senses without having a single thought. That's hard but I was able to do it. Nothing is hard for me./j This was my second one shift.

(Actually, I wrote this post a few days ago and I'm rereading it cause I'm yapping way too much and so I'm hesitating. The part next to this one I wrote it before this minishift cause I completely forgot about it. I also didn't talk in detail about exactly what I saw and my surroundings as I did on Amino but yeah. Cause those details aren't needed I'm just a yapper. I wish I could shift and write short shifting stories.)

The third time I minishifted to one of my main drs (another one, this one is Seventeen dr and it happened recently not long ago). I was SO annoyed by my dream that I became lucid dreaming and I immediately decided to shift and I intended but I start seeing an image of my members in front of me and I was seeing Vernon (I only rememberhim cause he was the closest to me. I don't remember who else was I seeing). I kept affirming until it kept getting closer before my eyes until it became my reality and I can move. It was pretty fast. I only remember wanting to see what I looked like so I just saw my reflection and I was in the kitchen and there were sofas etc. It was my first minishift to that reality and I feel so stupid for trying to check my face all the time in my minishifts. I actually checked it all the time and it always felt like my face but at the same time looked a bit different and because of that shift I realised that actually they will always feel like my face cause that's my face in the other reality. Oh god, I even ignore the members. I was definitely not alone. I'm 100% sure of that. But when I think about it now maybe it was some other place but not really our usual place or something like that. Maybe we were filming an episode.

Anyway the method I'm talking about is seeing an image and it keep getting closer until it becomes the reality. I never intentionally shifted with it but it always worked. I didn't have to visualize I didn't have to see the details or know the details. I mean I can shift to a place just by seeing my dr person before my eyes. I was thinking of trying this method for a while but I kept forgetting it all the freaking time. Like what's wrong with me. And my lazy mind keeps overthinking in something that doesn't have anything to overthink about and I was too lazy and my mind just couldn't sit and imagine anymore like I used to before. It just gets tired too easily and I keep getting headaches, like. That's so stupid. Mason talked about this method and I remembered it. Before I sleep yesterday I wanted to shift and so I just thought of checking their recent posts and read for a bit cause it always helped me gather my thoughts with the help of their posts when I'm lost. It was an intuition, a feeling, haha. I tried to do it intentionally but I'm way stupid and can't focus for at least a minute. But it's a good method. I'm telling you. I'm shifting soon. I don't care. Wait for my storytimes soon, haha. Don't ask me I just wanna shift back just for storytimes and yap about it after my first shift. And don't worry I will only do when I stay at least a year there. I'm patient I don't usually yap (I do) like that for stupid minishifts or good ones (I do I'm just too shy to post all the time and everyone wants a full shift not a minishift story)

That's all. Hope y'all enjoyed my blog tho. This was just a pretty short storytime. Uhm, GO SHIFT!! FOCUS!! Y'all have to compliment my efforts now! I need encouragement. I need support! I need LOVE!! I need attention!!/j Istg.

But yea I have a lot of things I learnt and helped to progress in my shifting journey when it comes to some mindset. I hesitate all the time. But I decided I will share them after I confirm things. Like some good mindset to have. But anyway please take things easy. Remember to take it slowly. Let me know your thoughts. You can also share your successful shifts with me and how it happened.

Copy pasted from my post on ksa amino.

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Btw I have two main biases but all of them keep bias wrecking me all the time each time there is one who is bias wrecking me. Help, I'm afraid there will come a time I won't be able to choose only one.😭 haha. Ik ydk what I'm talking about. You will soon. This won't be detailed cause I don't remember much only flashes I don't know why either why I don't remember. I was just so happy with a bit of progresses and wanted to share. I mostly even when I attempted through ld and I barely shifted to the intended reality. Uhm, so what happened I was simply dreaming. I don't remember the dream but I was pissed off af like I was really really mad. The dream was so freaking annoying and I realized I was dreaming suddenly without any warning or anything. I don't know I just was like Oh I'm dreaming and I didn't do anything just immediately focused on shifting didn't even close my eyes nor do anything. I was kinda so confident about my abilities so I didn't doubt a bit about shifting or even put in effort I was also determined. My intention was to shift to my Seventeen dr which is my only dr that I didn't script anything about, I didn't script any fc, any name, any birthyear, nth. Didn't even think about smtg to script. I became a Carat lately and so I'm so in love with them and I really want to shift to that dr. Also, I have two versions female and male one (like my gender). I have scripted a fc for the male version but didn't for the female version. I was also so comfortable and excited about this dr. Like I don't have to worry about anything. All I can visualize is the members and seeing them. That's made things easier and also I'm more open to shift anywhere where I'm with them and ofc I definitely script safety things in all drs this one isn't an exception. All I thought about was seeing them and waiting for it to get bigger and to be my reality. I actually did minishift I don't remember cause everything was blurry I didn't see clearly but I think some of the members were there as scoups Ig. I was just looking around and then I noticed that I could see a bit of my face reflection in some furniture so I was just looking and staring my curiosity got me but I still couldn't see my face clearly yet I was still wondering if it was my cr face if I looked like my cr face. Tbh I just realized I didn't even script my fc after that cause I was trying to think of what I wanted to see if it wasn't really my dr or smtg. I shifted back. In fact, I didn't wake up since I was sleeping here before shifting when I came back I was still sleeping. When I was shifting I didn't expect to be able to move a bit there I just thought that I'll only have a glimpse and shift back cause I felt that I wasn't grounded at all in that reality. So I was a bit surprised and happy that I got to move a bit and look around for a very few seconds for like 10-20 seconds. But I also know members were there cause I wanted to see them and was thinking of them while attempting. I think I attempted as always to shift yesterday but didn't do my usual method and focus. It's been a while since I ld so that's a good sign.

Last month was a very bad shifting month for both me and my sister yet I still managed to minishift to random realities. I hope to fully shift soon. I mean I'll make sure of that to happen. I'm more confident and happier now in my mindset. That was a good sign to shift to my Seventeen dr first. I also had a big desire and will to do so. I need a very big break from my skz dr. I got a bit too connected to it and suddenly lost all the connection it was frustrating to me. That happened lately and so I just made drs and wasn't sure where to shift and I wasn't comfortable shifting to skz dr but now I will shift to my svt dr instead cause I'd LOVE to. I love them SOSOSO much.

Also, wanna guess my bias? Let's see who will get it. There is just one thing I wanna yap about. My sister introduced me to Seventeen when I first got into K-pop I still wasn't a Carat but I think I loved Mansae then. That was in 2016-2017. I became an army instead later but I was still only 9-10 years old so I didn't know how to stan properly. UHM AND MY SVT BIAS NEVER CHANGED SINCE THAT TIME! The only reason I was stanning him then was because he was the only member I noticed and could notice secondly it was because of his hair (that's a giveaway haha). He is my bias now for a different reason I'm attracted to him. I love his energy/aura that's around him and his personality and also his face the way he smiles and the way he looks, like his gaze. I love him SO MUCH, istg. So yea I still have the same bias but I also got a second bias. I had five biases at first but now only two and I'm ot11 to others as my bias wreckers.

Okay bye for now! If you reached this thank you for reading bees, honeys, lovelies!!💕💕💕💕

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