just looked in the mirror and realized I have eyeballs with irises and now I can’t unsee it
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just looked in the mirror and realized I have eyeballs with irises and now I can’t unsee it

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epiphany of the shovel
I am playing in the sandbox of all my hurt, wondering what treasures reside in this mystery, what castles I can build from tear-soaked crumbled earth, where the seashells are, and how did I end up here?
You see, I do not have to be playing in the sandbox of all my hurt. But I am so curious a child -- I want to know -- what do we make of all this watered sand?
honestly what a paradox: if I had the time, I wouldn't do it; yet when I'm doing it, I wish for the peace of having more time
10-10-2025
working 1 year on a thesis miraculous finding: that upon re-reading the papers I originally read to learn about my topic I now understand them so much more than I could have imagined!
how cool that I was quested with a unique topic of interest and I learned!
slow and steady and focused and calm
I'd rather be slow and steady than fast and chaotic/unfocused/stressed.
I'd rather be slow and steady.
Determined to meet the finish, fully cognizant, steady, calm.

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according to my spending spreadsheet of the past 4 years, I've spent 56.67 euros on 8 items explained with the phrase "oops" hahahaha.
the contributors:
"bakery w/ oops"
"Train ticket #2 oops"
"Netto (oopsy count towards next week all my treats)"
"Royal Donuts filled vegan oops tiny"
"Farmers market - cookies oops"
"bakery eh oops"
"oopsies bakery again on the way home"
"uni cafe smoothie oops + latte"
"oopsies nighttime social beverages x2"
I promise the new year was a coincidence
twenty twenty-four for solid me feeling whole,
for love being a question that accepts me and an answer that invites more,
for steady rhythms and knowing who I am can ever change,
for dancing with the dear ones who will see me on the way.
for loving what I do and giving this to life,
for the courage to pause a knowing moment
until it feels only right.
so they say!
that those ones, whom we admire in the ways we aspire to be, that they do not wallow in self-loathing, but rather do something, make something more of themselves and their circumstances