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Sometimes I miss the person I used to be...but I think that's okay. Grieving my past life is just a part of the cycle, but it's easier everyday.

Me: uh…. Hmm. Well, uh. It’s like… So I have multiple issues. Basically I’m super fucked up.

Dreading washing hair because your arms will feel like you've been lifting weights. You'll spend 20 extra minutes in the shower than healthy people because you have to keep taking breaks and making sure you don't get light headed and pass out. ...on the bright side, you got out of bed.

Today I had my appointment with my doctor and I weigh 145.. My mom, of course, made snide remarks that I should stop eating unhealthy.. I eat extremely healthy but working out has been extremely rough since my joints become inflamed and swollen. I’m in excruciating pain and hurts to walk after one work-out.. I’m trying everything in my power to get back in shape, but it’s rough to do so with this damn condition!! I’m 5 feet and 3 inches so weighing 145 is too much.. Having to hear the rude remarks from family members does not help me whatsoever. Just had to vent, but hope all my amazing followers are doing great! ❤️💋

You know, it's rough finding someone who understands your moods, the flare ups, and the bad days.. I recently broke up with my boyfriend because he said I was almost his dream girl.. Almost? He said "if you weren't sick with what you have, you would have been my dream girl and I feel like I want a woman just like you, just who is healthy." That of course hurt. People with our illness, or any illness for that matter, should never settle for what's there. They should strive to wait for that one person who deals with it all, understands, and yet, still finds you to be perfect even if your health isn't. What I had with my boyfriend was not a relationship.. It was a relationshit! Hope you all are doing well and have loved chit chatting with some of you (: love all my followers! ❤️💋

-_____________- circulation problems.

This is just a blog I created a little while ago to help me process what I'm going through. If you are interested in more, check it out. Also, feel free to get in touch with me.