I wish I had seen your post sooner... :( Please don't hurt yourself. I know the situation is tough, but I have so much faith in you and your relationship. If only you could see how happy you become our how much your eyes light up when you talk about him. It made me happy knowing that you got to spend some time with him today. Just don't give up! All of this hard work will pay off in the end.
My life has drastically changed. I stay at home while he goes off to work. I clean the house and take care of our new puppy. He buys me anything I could ever want and cooks such amazing food. But... I still feel empty. Not having you or K is really talking a toll on me. I don't have anyone to lean on here.
I have the opportunity to come back in about a month for a short time while we wait on the paperwork from my new job. He's trying to make it so that I don't have to go back... But I want to so badly just so I can have some more time with you guys and of course my mom. My poor mom... She's having a hard time.
